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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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I went for a 3 mile walk and felt a
Little better. I still dont know how a drug
Can really do this to someone? Hideous drug I am trying to stay positive threw all this I am hoping this is just a season I hope when I'm 50 years old I'm laughing having a beer reading my Bible thinking about this whole thing. I want to heal desperately. I mainly want to recover with 0 side effects long term. Can anyone testified to after 5 years you are completely yourself again?
 
Today I have been calm. I went for a long walk and enjoyed it. For the whole day I've been sort of asking from myself like "is this for real?". Feels good. I've been meditating (or at least trying to) a lot lately, maybe that has something to do with this.
 
I woke up today completely crushed. Why didnt I listen to the cops and stop yelling when they told me too? I screwed up now my life ie forever altered. I want to be better it just seems highly unlikely I am scared to go through every single day of my life regretting what I did and being on invega.
I WANT TO BELIVE RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE
 
Sbar25 said:
I woke up today completely crushed. Why didnt I listen to the cops and stop yelling when they told me too? I screwed up now my life ie forever altered. I want to be better it just seems highly unlikely I am scared to go through every single day of my life regretting what I did and being on invega.
I WANT TO BELIVE RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE
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Don't beat yourself up, you had no way of knowing they were going to end up injecting you with this drug. Your life is not forever altered. I think you most likely will recover like most people do. Recovery is possible, you don't have to worry about whether it is or not, people in this thread have testified that they have recovered.
 
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ihateinvega said:
Don't beat yourself up, you had no way of knowing they were going to end up injecting you with this drug. Your life is not forever altered. I think you most likely will recover like most people do. Recovery is possible, you don't have to worry about whether it is or not, people in this thread have testified that they have recovered.
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I know I just cant accept it. I feel like I screwed up my life I couldn't handle everywhere I looked people in my community were doing witchraft Wicca Paganism and I had a freak out because of people not believing in God and worshipping false idols I want my life back. I want to be able to walk outsid, I want to be able to.live alone as a monk watching little house on the prairie going for walks to the grocery store without feeling like trash everyday will that day ever come? I am praying to God that I get another chance at life because what I am going through now isnt life its hell.
Who recovered 100% within a year?
 
Sbar25 said:
I woke up today completely crushed. Why didnt I listen to the cops and stop yelling when they told me too? I screwed up now my life ie forever altered. I want to be better it just seems highly unlikely I am scared to go through every single day of my life regretting what I did and being on invega.
I WANT TO BELIVE RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE
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There are many recovery stories such as mine so chill out man.

To give you an idea I once had a crazy sexual encounter in a hotel just a few months ago. It was wild as hell and all of this is possible once you're off Invega. If you play it right your energy will be even better than before.
 
I think the reason why people don't think they are recovering is because recovery is so gradual that people don't think they are recovering. But don't panic, your brain is neuroplastic and is healing everyday!
 
Still very early days for me. Waiting for the first half-life to ensue before making any evaluations and am going to evaluate every half-life from then on. Mainly struggling with lack of cognitive ability; having very little or no thoughts. I'm hoping that after the second half-life I'll have some degree of thinking back because I feel like a vegetable in this state. It's really hard to accomplish anything.
 
Happy 4/20. Wish me luck that I don’t relapse today cuz I’m about to smoke a whole quarter. Wish you all the best!
 
I need help I heard from a guy it's been 4 years for him he said the poison has spread to other muscles and he hasn't healed today I have fully internalized that I may be screwed for life please I need help the system destroyed my life for yelling about God in the streets how can drugs that have permanent side effects stay on the market? This is BULL!
 
I'm really starting to believe invega is a life sentence this isnt right my life went from great things to awful. I cant handle this another day. I feel chemically raped I need help
WILL WE HEAL!?!?!?!?@?!
 
Ammarishot said:
I think the reason why people don't think they are recovering is because recovery is so gradual that people don't think they are recovering. But don't panic, your brain is neuroplastic and is healing everyday!
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why have I never heard from anyone healing from Abilify? Only Invega.
 
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