@edrudd Ya I agree a implant could be a good alternative. But I'll just wait for my natural erections to return if they do, my major problem is a emotional connection to someone to feel love, I wanna take joy in doing interesting things again enjoy a good movie, I wanna feel moved by a good song, to enjoy they company of a woman. Now I just feel dead In side. I hate I have force myself to do things, I think I'm in limbo to live without emotions, not really alive or dead just existing... With Rosi71 not fully recovered, and empty1128 on 330 days off no improvement.. Unless I hear some recovery stories I'm just gonna to accept things the way it is...... Sorry for the negativity guys and gals, just that's getting my blood test back and my hormones are normal now, I have no explanation why sex drive is low. Maybe I can take a drug test and see if invega in still in my system.