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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Antipsychotique33 said:
Its a fake anhédonia this man Don't speak with that @zack365 i ignore this guy very toxic.. I lose hope Everyday.. 8 month 3 weeks nada no improvement like my friend @lifeline .. i Don't know how fight this bitch..
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You have no improvement but Zach he recovery in 9 month no seriously it's fucking joke this forum you can't recover bit you can live normally I wish for you bro stop dreaming
 
Malakoff, va relire le v.2. Arrête de critiquer alors que je suis normal. Tes paroles blessent. On veut pas de toi ici.

Guys, Malakoff is a very toxic dude. Don't listen to what he says.
 
Malakoff, ou est le mal de toucher l'aah? Je crache pas sur l'argent. Je suis étudiant en faculté pour renseignement. Si tu restes sur le forum, moi je pars. Je supporte pas les gens comme toi.
 
zack365 said:
Malakoff, ou est le mal de toucher l'aah? Je crache pas sur l'argent. Je suis étudiant en faculté pour renseignement. Si tu restes sur le forum, moi je pars. Je supporte pas les gens comme toi.
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Donc tu touche laah la derriere fois tu ma dit ta arreter tes etudes mtn nn faudrais savoir
 
Malakoff, j'ai été injecté deux fois le 19 et 26 mai 2018 à l'hôpital Paul Guiraud à Villejuif.
Je suis suivis par le docteur Atchekzaï au cmp de Villejuif.
Je suis très sérieux.
J'ai quitté la fac puis je me réinscris pour la prochaine rentrée.
J'ai fait la demande d aah il y a deux mois.
 
zack365 said:
Malakoff, j'ai été injecté deux fois le 19 et 26 mai 2018 à l'hôpital Paul Guiraud à Villejuif.
Je suis suivis par le docteur Atchekzaï au cmp de Villejuif.
Je suis très sérieux.
J'ai quitté la fac puis je me réinscris pour la prochaine rentrée.
J'ai fait la demande d aah il y a deux mois.
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Mais c sa le problem je veu pas toucher laah je veut une vie normal
 
zack365 said:
@Malakoff : je te souhaite le meilleur à toi aussi
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Car ecoute moi si tu aurais gueri tu naurais besoin ni de laah ni de traitement c sa faut que tu comprenne je connais un ga de ton age a son enterprise etudie pour etre ingenieur sa me donne de lespoir et contrairement a toi il ne me ment pas sur ses emotions il a retrouver sa motivation et envi de vivre
 
Malakoff said:
Car ecoute moi si tu aurais gueri tu naurais besoin ni de laah ni de traitement c sa faut que tu comprenne je connais un ga de ton age a son enterprise etudie pour etre ingenieur sa me donne de lespoir et contrairement a toi il ne me ment pas sur ses emotions il a retrouver sa motivation et envi de vivre
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Tu naime pas les gens comme moi explique car je dit que retrouver ses emotion en 9 mois ba c impossible excuse moi
 
Va dans un forum adéquate et casse pas les couilles, @madness00 fire this clown please its a Fucking bullshit, he have no probleme and says bad things who may killed a lots of person in this forum
 
@Antipsychotique33 - Zack was trying to inspire hope. If anyone, I should give you a formal warning for cussing him out in French. Please.. I understand you're going through a lot, but play nice. Use the "ignore" function on zack, if it will help in your recovery.

@zack365 - Please don't leave. Use the "ignore" function on Malakoff and Anti if you must.

Everyone here should find this thread as a safe, supportive thread. This should be a place to feel comfortable..

I'll be watching this thread, and translating the French. I really am trying not to, but will have to start infracting if things get out of hand.

Be nice, and get well, everyone.
 
It's probably been over two years since I got the loading and first dose of invenga. I've definitely improved a lot but I'm still not back to where I was before this started.
I got put on my first cto a month or two ago and am now stuck on abilify depot, started with quite a few zuclo depots but I was having Parkinson's symptoms.
This stuff is way more gentle and not nearly as debilitating, in fact I've been less depressed than earlier.
I'm still using gear but not as much as I was before, and no more needles for me.
I'm gonna go for a rehearing in a month or two, my psych is a half reasonable guy bit he's leaving at the end of the year. I doubt my next psych will be as understanding/human/empathetic.
I hope everyone that's been given this vile poison is recovering well, most things do clear up. I still feel like my soul is broken though.
 
I had 3 injections.
131 days (4.3 months) since the last injection.
Not much improvement.
No energy
No libido
Blank mind
Feel dumber
Memory issues
Ahnedonia
Weight gain

I'm terribly depressed every day...
Really scared to be stuck like this for life, I don't think I could do it.
I think about ending it all everyday.
I gave up exercising and eating healthy because it wasn't helping.
I also feel extremely embarrassed since I made a complete fool of myself publicly during my psychosis.


I drink alot now even though it doesn't feel as pleasurable as before invega and it takes alot to feel something.
I drink at night just to feel something different then this constant sedated state and to help fall me asleep.
Definitely not good thing but I don't really care, I'm already ruined and the ahnedonia and depression become overwhelming at times, so fuck it.

Hope all you recover and are doing as well as possible!
It's nice to have somewhere to come and talk to people who understand and going through similar.
 
I used to drink during bipolar depressions too. Like you said, anything to get out of that state. It didn't help in the long run, but I understand.

Recovery CAN happen. And it DOES for many people who went through what you are.

Just wanted to say that the possibility of happiness isn't out of question. You never know what tomorrow morning will have in store.

Best wishes and keep updating us - good or bad.

Peace.
 
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