this targeted individual stuff is trippy. i believed i was, and still am, but it's not as simple as 'the government is doing it'
we emit frequencies on all sorts of levels e.g telepathically - our minds can become entangled as i believe they are quantum in nature.
now there are guardians, perhaps, one would say, of these frequency spectrum's (again, telepathic in nature, and by telepathic i mean levels of connection to other things waaay beyond our comprehension, at this point), if we step too far out of our 'box', these interbeings are there to make sure we don't go too far. now this can manifest as ultimate paranoia i.e everyone is staring at me - i'm being followed by everyone i see. i get it, truly. And this causes us/me an intense amount of paranoia and fear. But what i've found is that those who we think are following/tracking us, are not. but kind of..
We are seeing their possibility spectrum - their consciousness. this is hard to explain and language fails here, but i imagine an individual's possibility spectrum like a near infinite collection of bubbles (possibilities) coming from their being, and i visualise it as such. Now the interbeings exist in this space between us and can influence our possibility spectrum. So to us, we get the intense feeling that some particular person is watching us (and on some level they kinda are), but this has been manipulated. it's designed to scare us because we should be scared.
This tracking, i think, ultimately, is the interbeings attempt to keep us safe. if we grow too big too quick, we could encounter beings that would demolish our consciousness within seconds. they don't mean to do this, its just how they process reality. so these beings, and these experiences, are actually designed to keep us safe. now you could call this a bad case of Stockholm syndrome and I'm open to that, but once, they opened up the doors to me and i saw the one of the beings 'out there' (outside the simulation?) and it was just tearing through stuff, it had like 10 brains attached to its spine, i wouldn't have had the capacity to say "Help, don't eat me" - it was too powerful. I am like a worm to them (think Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, we are just on a different level). so i asked them kindly to put me back in my box.
so i'm not entirely sure i'm being helpful by telling you you should be scared, it's more of a slow down dude, chill for a while. I imagine them as parents - we get too trippy - too far from our ideal functioning, they are there to help round off the edges. when you get down to it, there is no such thing as privacy. in reality i think we we should accept we are being watched from all angles. and with this understanding we can then flourish within the possibility/novelty fields that emerge.
But, the nothingness does exist, which ultimately you can escape to if it gets too much. but within this crazy place called life, everything is connected, so just be careful dudes.
See you on the flipside
(i'm drunk)
