iridescentblack
Bluelighter
Started feeling pretty good for roughly six hours or so the other day... before abruptly being pulled into another wave.
I just found this thread and message board and now I at least know that I'm not alone in this hell because of this poison. I had two injections and the last one was about 2,5 months ago. I still feel like an idiot, can't think straight, difficult to have conversations, I don't feel emotions, I can't cry, I don't get joy or good feeling from anything and I completely lost my creativity. I'm in deep depression and having suicidal thoughts and ..well you know this all. But at least I've noticed some improvement. Little while ago I wasn't able to read, write, draw or even talk. Writing this post feels like a huge task since it's difficult to compile an organized text, but I had to say something. Thank you people for sharing your stories.
I had 2 shots a little over 11 months ago and still suffering from this hell. I really hope there is an end to this soon because I WILL not continue living like this. I hear people say they’ve recovered but I just don’t see how it seems impossibleI just found this thread and message board and now I at least know that I'm not alone in this hell because of this poison. I had two injections and the last one was about 2,5 months ago. I still feel like an idiot, can't think straight, difficult to have conversations, I don't feel emotions, I can't cry, I don't get joy or good feeling from anything and I completely lost my creativity. I'm in deep depression and having suicidal thoughts and ..well you know this all. But at least I've noticed some improvement. Little while ago I wasn't able to read, write, draw or even talk. Writing this post feels like a huge task since it's difficult to compile an organized text, but I had to say something. Thank you people for sharing your stories.
Yeah I had that issue for like the first 6 months out from my last shot it eventually went away but I still get nothing good out doing anything positiveAre you people suffering from akathisia? This restlesness is driving me crazy. It's like you don't have motivation to do anything, but it's impossible to stay still and you have to do something. And then you do something and you don't get anything positive out from it and it doesn't feel good even if it's something "good" or usefull like exercising. I've been mostly running and swimming, and it feels like my main motivation to run and swim is to make myself tired so that I can get to rest and/or sleep to forget this overall condition. Also cold showers seem to ease this restlesness for a moment.
I suffer from akathisia but it stopped bothering me a while ago.Are you people suffering from akathisia? This restlesness is driving me crazy. It's like you don't have motivation to do anything, but it's impossible to stay still and you have to do something. And then you do something and you don't get anything positive out from it and it doesn't feel good even if it's something "good" or usefull like exercising. I've been mostly running and swimming, and it feels like my main motivation to run and swim is to make myself tired so that I can get to rest and/or sleep to forget this overall condition. Also cold showers seem to ease this restlesness for a moment.
I don't, but I don't think tinnitus is a side effect of Invega Sustenna.Does anyone suffer from tinnitus ? Does it goes away?
What are you talking about you seem to be here since yearsFinally, the pain in my foot went away. Not sure how close I am to recovery but it should be only a couple more months.
Pretty sure I already clarified that part.What are you talking about you seem to be here since years