Hi, first time in this forum. I took invega for 3 months until one day I suddenly woke up with anhedonia and no emotions. Told my psychiatrist about this and he said we can stop the injections. It’s been 3 months since I’ve been off the invega sustenna and I feel no improvement whatsoever. Symptoms I have are: complete anhedonia, no emotions or feelings, intelligence is gone, insomnia/unable to nap, no thoughts/inner voice unless my eyes are closed then I get thoughts in my head (weird idk), loss of comprehension, my 5 senses are dulled, no libido, unable to socialize, no motivation, apathy, and possibly derealization. I don’t know what to do, this feels permanent and all I can think is how to kill myself but I’m too scared to actually do it. I quit my job because I couldn’t handle it anymore. I tried to get a neurologist referral from my PCP because something feels seriously wrong, like my prefrontal cortex is not working properly but he thinks the anhedonia is a negative symptom of schizophrenia and he didn’t say much else about my other symptoms. I’m just so lost and unsure if I will ever be normal and myself again. Nothing helps me as I do not feel the affects of anything, such as meditation, journaling, or yoga. Even someone telling me “it gets better” are empty words that don’t mean anything to me. I used to be a very sensitive and emotional person now that’s all gone. How can I be sure the medication caused this? What if it is something else? I don’t enjoy a single thing in life anymore and nothing excites me. I lost all emotional connection with friends and family, I feel empty towards them. To anyone that’s gotten better and returned to their former selves: did you get better gradually or was it suddenly? I’m seriously concerned that I’ve gotten brain damage from this drug. I am hoping for a break through around 8 months as that’s when most people seem to get better but that seems impossible right now... anyway, does anyone experience the same symptoms as me?
This is really ridiculous on how the government became so corrupt that many people in worldwide gets forced to take injections like it’s completely ruining people’s life. I will fill a petition against the government for the damage and suffering they caused.and I highly suggest(just recommending) to not kill yourself but to find a solution and to fix it. So I promise that you and any other people who took this drug will eventually be truly successful instead of just functioning(according to psychiatrists) by not having purpose,feeling,intelligence,personality,happiness,enjoyment and any thing else similar that were taken away from the people who went through this suffering.
They know what exactly invega sustenna do to people but they just want to get it over with by injections(brain lobotomy) to people with psychosis because they’re too lazy to do their jobs properly and don’t know how to fix psychotic behavior in a way that doesn’t damage anyone the right to live, not like a robot,zombie or just some piece of vegetable not experience life. I literally looked up the definition of function and this came up :”an activity or purpose natural to or intended for a person or thing”
So invega sustenna takes your right away by doing the activities you enjoy and have a understand of your life(purpose) and having a personality (purpose). And there are so many laws of United States law written in and emphasizes and explains into the details that everyone has their freedom of rights .
Amendment I
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances.
I swear in myself and promise to all of u I’m going to file a petition for their corruptness and wrong-doing and bring them down only legally and punish them legally(according to the United States law that s written only,nothing extra).
I know that some of you probably don’t believe that I can actually do that or some of u just having hope because that it may happen but very likely it’ll turn out to be unsuccessful but I’m just saying to not worry at all because I know what I’m doing.i know it may seem like it’s an impossible,hard,(too challenging to do like there’s definitely definitely no way that I can do that and instead I’ll end up in hospitalization. but I’m telling for those who experienced this suffering and that I definitely agree with them and knows this and and I know what I will do to them for just filing a petition and saying the laws of their books(United states of America)
So don’t worry about me
I know what I’m doing . Whoever took this will recover and who ever caused this misery will face the consequences only in court and whoever had a job related to this and did nothing to prevent by doing their jobs properly then they will stay face the consequences for not doing their job properly when they acted and seemed like they were helping people out
So be sure that anyone of u will get your life back no matter what