Nvegasux
Bluelighter
@sg88 that is your decision. Everyone on this board is here because we feel like shyt because of this medicine. Just start from page 1 and read through what people have said about this stuff. I personally think you had a kundalini awakening, I gave you info on that and what else to look up. I don't know what your hallucinations were to confirm, but if you think you're psychotic and you fear being psychotic again then maybe this shyt will be good for you. Honestly once your psychiatrist decides you "need" these drugs they'll do everything to convince you that you do and will do anything to keep you on. Looking into a trans personal (spiritual) psychologist, a shaman, a kundalini yogis, or a psychic would probably be more beneficial for you to help you understand your "psychosis ". I wish you the best but this is your decision