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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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Less happiness, I got older, dream less - although that got maybe better - I feel that I lost much life in me.
 
Day 83

Mood is a little better, sleep too. Heavy thoughts are annoying sometimes but they eventually go away. Really looking forward to living life again.
Good
Emotions
Able to go out
Able to run
Enjoy food
No sexual dysfunction

Bad
Less strength
Heavy thoughts
Bad mood

I'd say I still have one or two months.
 
I think it's quite easy to win an argument against a stupid person if you have an audience. What I don't agree with is someone who acts like they're above the name-calling and ad hominems, turning around and calling someone stupid. If you make the decision not to include certain people in your "positive list" then this can reasonably be interpreted as an attempt to exclude those that you are not close with personally. This arbitrary list doesn't make any of us who weren't included any less desirable, happy or positive. This thread is filled with positive, happy, motivational people that dedicate generous amounts of their time to posting here. This is the way it should have been worded, instead of deferring to a personally-motivated list that excludes people by default.
 
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@HateInvega: aeh f**k it, i was going to not post this but you just had and go and say something like that. it was just a meme.

hhmmm... so many ways to respond to that:
1. i love you, come here and give us a hug.
2. your one salty, sour puss aren't you?!
3. i'm not perfect nor trying to exclude anyone. i PM with Rosi71 a lot, beesinthetrap alt just got banned again, iridescentblack is doing his own thing and i've known him longer than you. if you go back through the last 5 pages everyone else was named and if i missed anyone or if anyone feels left out i am more than happy to hear them out and let them air their grievances. it wasn't my intention to do so. all i ask is to make amends.
4. i can't address those who don't post.
5. haters gonna hate.
6. your post reeks of b**h. (both posts do actually)
7. can't say anything nice can you?!
8. i'm not a den mother, mod, admin or a control freak.
9. why did they shoot john lennon but no one takes a poke at martha stewart?
10. how much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?!
11. i respect your opinion and questioning things is healthy.
12. just take the engaging, positive supporting words as an observation of your healing progress and a compliment.
13. i'm kinda shorting out here and trying to make sure the info gets out there before i become a vegetable, heal and never post or join a convent.
14. maybe there was no point behind it.
15. maybe i stretched myself too thin trying to do too much and need to chill out.
16. stfu
17. maybe you need to chill out.
18. maybe your looking too much into it.
19. maybe your in a negative frame of mind due to the poison.
20. maybe your a negative person.
21. maybe your just a person who tries to reason everything out with practical thoughts, i feel sorry for the people you bed or is it who bed you?!
22. maybe you didn't get enough hugs growing up as a kid.
23. maybe i should just ignore you.
24. is that your final answer?
25. you are the weakest link!
26. maybe we should ask the rest of the thread their opinion.
27. maybe i should stfu
28. who are you and what do you think you know again?!
29. you aint gotta be like dat man'g.
30. woah dude, curb the hostility man. your totally harshing my oneness with your bad vibes bro.
31. your f**king up my chi.
32. what's the matter, your mom take away your gameboy again or catch you spankin it?!
33. awe, you say the sweetest and cutest things.
34. that was way over my head, can you please splain it to me in simpler words and stuff.
35. are you trying to say you think i should change my name to invegaloser? i tried, it's been taken.
36. should i try to be more like you?
37. (insert witty banter here)
38. lil man syndrome much?!
39. howdy ho to you to neighborino.
40. how's the tough guy routine working out for you big guy?
41. how many times are you going to keep singing the same song and dance?!
42. don't worry, i've met people like you before. i have no problem with you being this way. you can't help it, you like it and when your ready to do something different you will decide to.
43. thank you for the feedback, i will take it into consideration. have a nice day.
44. did you get that from a fortune cookie or the back of a cereal box?
45. did you stay up all night thinking that one up cause i'm betting someone once said the same to you.
46. seriously still hung up on the emotion over holistic approach instead of facing your own inner demons with your inability to think?!
47. ok, sure.
48. love the enthusiasm.
49. i question my existence and my questioning of the nature of questioning or lack thereof in questioning what it is i'm questioning or not questioning. (brain fart)
50. hi, i'm chucky. wanna play?
51. (crickets chirping)
52. i am serious and don't call me shirley.
53. i question the purpose behind that post as it seemed like an attempt to exclude this individual that you do not connect with emotionally/personally.
54. big, tough, smart guy puffs out his chest, stands up tall and pulls up his big boy pants then uses the word anywho.
55. if there's something you would like to say instead of elude to, be my guest.
56. piece of advice, you came on a lil strong.
57. dude i totally agree, you tell that invegauser.
58. mamma always said, stupid is as stupid does.
59. throw mama from the train.
60. hard decision: read HateInvega post or watch grass grow. i know! (lights farts on fire)
61. Oh, my, GOD Becky! look at her butt. It is so big...
62. i think, therefor i am (flicks booger)
63. i think of you just as much as you think of me while i watch american idol.
64. it's ok brosef, your a broni. we understand.
65. oh ya, well two can play that game (flings poo)
66. when is the McRib going to make a comeback?
67. is it wrong to play with my neighbors cat while they're at work?
68. it was the butler in the study with a lead pipe.
69. not only is it really hard to have a conversation with someone who has their head firmly planted up their butt, i'm also not the dumbf**k whisperer. i only play one on t.v.

(i could do this all day. your talking to a tweaker who has never tweaked before and tweaking from a highly experimental AP who doesn't know his own limits when it comes to tweaking yet. i have a very particular set of skills, they all come in handy when i'm touching myself in the bathroom while waiting in anticipation of your next post and silently pleading "please, please, please save me from myself oh great and powerful all knowing and all seeing wise one.")

honestly: just agree to disagree, it's the kids who suffer when they see mommy and daddy fighting. saves a lot more money on therapy bills than switching your car insurance to geico.

i'm going to pass out now sweetness, you have a wonderful rest of your day. :)

seriously just keep posting your update posts, talking with people here and we'll both get along in our lives just fine and so will the rest of the thread without us interacting with each other.
 
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I'm sorry but how is this spam related to invega recovery? I think invegauser is breaking the rules by posting that unsolicited copypasta. Intellectually lazy and laughable. If you had the intelligence required to actually retort anything that I said then you would have done so, instead of posting that non-sense.
 
Who cares. I gotta say, some people dont know how to process shit they see online. Perhaps its bc invega withdrawal leaves us all emotionally testy... but just get over it, u know? Like ignore it unless its on fire with racism or illegal shit. Were all (mostly) adults. Also its 2018, if u dont understand trolling, its ur reactions that make it funny.

Like havent u guys been on reddit? U just ignore shit like that, or for the sake of readers, correct them if theyre false- ignore it if its a squabble or opinion piece... Just stop looking salty u guys.. not a good look.

Also if u read this please do NOT respond to it, im not getting into it with anyone, this is my opinion blah blah blah, i have nothing to say to anyone in regards to those who are foolish enough to feed trolls. Last thought, if u read that guys trolling post its kinda funny also give him a break hes on a new antipsychotic. Let the mods handle it if its THAT big of a deal.

Ok so now onto something more important... me. (Im kidding but yea this part is about me)

My niacin came today, thats good.
Im getting a couple heavy thoughts which suck, they dont at all leave me as fragile as they used to in the early months off invega, but they need to stop soon...
My main complaints are my muscularture is not what it used to be, my eyes look wonky like deadass looks like i had a stroke or some damage to one of my lobes sometimes... that i hope goes away by thanksgiving bc i need to see extended family and im not tryna look medicated...
Yea idk what else im bored of this already but just wanted to check in.

Oh! My st johns wart comes tomorrow, thanks to the guy who clarified my questions on that. Afterall thats what this forum is for, that, venting, and stuff.
 
In my experience, the people who claim to be "fighting against" racism are the most racist people there are. They constantly berate people on the basis of gender, sexual orientation and ethnicity, then turn around and pretend to be the great warriors of social justice. The word "racism" has lost most value as it's primary usage resides in angry people screaming the word "racist" at people who they disagree with, now alleviating them of the responsibility to make a decent argument. All you have to do is make a character attack and call someone a "racist" and you never have to disprove or refute anything they ever say. Because who cares if a racist has true arguments?
 
LifeAfterInvega said:
I had a great day. I went to the gym twice. I rowed 50 minutes, ran 2 miles, and had a great back and chest workout. I can feel the Invega becoming weaker and weaker as I become stronger and stronger.
What a wonderful day. I hope everyone had a great day. :)
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Has your strength come back to normal? If so how long did it take?
 
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