@Rosi71: i'm sorry to hear that, i have no children but my heart goes out to you. please hang in there. for less than 5 injections it takes 8-10 months. most of those people will experience windows and waves or up and down flows, flucuations. a few rarely have good days all the way up to being fully healed, they wake up and are better for a week then just are fully healed after that in some cases. do the best you can to help yourself heal and i hope you get your kid back. these people can help answer your questions or be there for you when it comes to invega, they are going through it too. lots of people are healed from older posts. i am not fully healed yet but last night i felt my feelings, thoughts, emotions... and everything else just like life always has intended them to be, just like i remember them, i was connected to myself and all of life again. just like before the poison. it has been a long time but was worth it. i have one more big push to go before it's like that all the time for me again but if i took this much and can fully heal then anyone can. you watch, i'll come back soon to tell you i am healed and then you know you can and will do the same. heal quickly everyone. peace.