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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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Low doses iboga ta remove adhedonia/ cognitive dullness for the most part. Feels like a cure but work is needed on socializing.
 
The extract normalizes dopamine, sigma, and androgenic receptors.

Miracle cure. At low doses it gently fixes your brain. High doses are not for the tepid but could refresh your brain. It's been called a second neurological childhood. Wonderful, there's nothing else like it. I've tried a lot of cures.

Only downside is suddenly being better makes you down about what you've turned into and become. Taking full responsibility for your health is a difficult process after being down for a number of months. No longer numb or dissociated , I realize the weight of my body and atrophy of my mind. Crushing to get better energetically/spiritually only to be in a body different from what you remember.

Definitely need close social bonds you can rely on to walk you through healing. Real life is made by social relationships, trust , and agreements.
 
Can i have experiences about amphetamine (dopamine releasing agent) use in trying to alleviate invega/risperdal induced permanent anhedonia?

because i'm about to spend a lot of money to see a psychiatrist not in my country to prescribe me Vyvanse (pro-drug DextroAmphetamine).
 
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Terrible idea.
Amphetamine is a potent dopaminergic neurotoxin and causes permanent anhedonia. You will feel great at first as all of your remaining dopamine is rapidly releaed all at once. Tolerance will quickly set in and you will need more and more speed to feel the positive effects. During this process severe oxidative stress wilm occur and your remaining dalminergic neurons will all degenerate. Trust me, I got risperidone as a chold and alhough it damage dmy brian it didnt nearly to the same extent that amphetanine did. I obly used 40mg dextroampetamine for a month to try and boost my motivation although it was already relatively high before and i had a great social life and perosnality and drive for life.

Dextroamphetamine completely fried my brain, changed my face, gave me permanent tremors in both hands and early onset parkinsons due to dopamine damage. I used to have huge pupils, glowing eyes, was a very empathetic friendly and also attractive person.


It is neurotoxic literally fries brain neurons risperidone does not. Risperidone blocks dopaminergic neurons but doenst burn them off for life and cause parkinsons and permanent anhedonia like amphetanine does.

Just type in amphetamine neurotoxicity on google and see for yourself. Seriously spare yourself a lifetime of sever brain damage and sever anhedonia and DO NOT take ampehatmine if you already have anhedonia. They guve that shit to hyperactive over emotional kids with the intention of giving them brain damage and making them anhedonic.

I TOOK MY LIFE FOR GRANTED BEFORE AMPHETAMINE ITS DESTROYED MY BRAIN AND PERSONALITY. ITS NOT WORTH IT
 
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@iridescentblack: i pushed myself way harder than i have in a long time today. i was pleasantly surprised at the results i had and how much further i could go beyond the limits the poison had set for me for so long. it's nice again to feel my own energy instead of the stimulation of the poison, sore right now is an understatement. haha. i agree there comes a point later in the healing process even for those who are stuck to the couch to just go out there and make yourself stronger. mentally, psychically, emotionally and spiritually. great advice, push yourself but don't hurt yourself. recognize those new limits and keep going right on through to your regular patterns again. thank you. glad to see your almost done with this yourself. i can see you breaking through and i hope you cross the finish line soon. p.s. i kinda miss @Koz26 too, good guy.

heal quickly and safely everyone.
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In the anime Yu-Yu Hakusho, the way Master Genkai put it was, "without pushing your body beyond your physical limitations, you will never grow stronger as a fighter. You can do this one of two ways or try both if you're up to it. Take with a grain of salt...

In Bruce Lee's Tao of Jeet Kun Do he lectures that one of the important parts of doing exercises and workouts is to not only switch up your routine but to go a bit further in your routine. You can do this by pushing yourself to do crunches faster. The example he put in his book was changing up the rhythm and pace while jogging, running and sprinting. This is easier to do on a trail that has a lot of rocks as well as twists and turns.

The other way is naturally to just push yourself to the extreme... to the point of extreme fatigue that would most likely lead to an excessive buildup of lactic acid. Easiest way to do this is to hit the gym and workout as much of your body to the point where your legs and/or arms feel like jello. Try to keep the workout even so that your body remains pretty symmetrical. Sometimes I'll hit the gym and then go for a run in the woods right after. This helps balance the muscle groups, I think.

In short, don't be afraid to push yourself a little bit here and there. When I was on Risperdal Consta, some years ago, I first started noticing a difference when I danced. Dancing harder and faster gave me just enough bursts to quiet the white noise of the poison so I could be myself for a short period of time.

One of the most important lessons from Bruce Lee was that you should ALWAYS be in THAT mode, as far as... putting on a shirt, pouring coffee, opening a door. Try to remain as aware as you can be about what you are doing, whatever it may be. (if you are not very focused and aware, try meditation). Almost everything I do, I do it as if I am getting out of 'normal' mode and into a new one I call 'becoming a machine'.
 
@iridescentblack, are you healed from invega? How many injections you had?

I am ejaculating a lot of water now. It used to be some drops. Didnt have any more real sperm drops though. Feels like a step back since i had a glimpse of white normal cum a few days ago.
 
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invega permanent braing damage

there is no way to recover perfect just better but have limit
im suffered too
 
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Video time? for example 00:00 , too long to find plus English is not my mothertongue so hard find and im misdiagnosed too
and cant believe you live with the condition for 5years. youre strong person.

@poisoned_veins
2shot 2month

 
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Hello everyone. I have been following this thread from the start and I'm in the same situation as everyone. I started taking INVEGA 6 months ago then took shots for 4 months and quit for 2 months. I was put back on another shot but now I'm quitting. My last shot was a month ago. I mostly feel depressed and anhedonia. I don't care about doing anything and have no motivation all day long. I just wanted to say that I made a discovery yesterday. I took two pills of St. John's Wort (300 mg each) and after half an hour felt like my old self. I could laugh and was very engaged with people. I was interested in talking to people and interacting. I think this is because SJW interacts with paliperidone and causes it to have less effect and metabolise more quickly. So please if you can just try SJW and let us know how it affects you.
 
PerplexedMan said:
Hello everyone. I have been following this thread from the start and I'm in the same situation as everyone. I started taking INVEGA 6 months ago then took shots for 4 months and quit for 2 months. I was put back on another shot but now I'm quitting. My last shot was a month ago. I mostly feel depressed and anhedonia. I don't care about doing anything and have no motivation all day long. I just wanted to say that I made a discovery yesterday. I took two pills of St. John's Wort (300 mg each) and after half an hour felt like my old self. I could laugh and was very engaged with people. I was interested in talking to people and interacting. I think this is because SJW interacts with paliperidone and causes it to have less effect and metabolize more quickly. So please if you can just try SJW and let us know how it affects you.
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read that St. John Wort prevents Invega Sustenna from metabolizing. Some people tried it and it didn't have any effects on them. Glad it worked for you, I might try it. How long did the effect last for?
 
If it prevents from metabolizing, does it mean it will make invega just stay in the body forever but without working?

I think there is something wrong with that
 
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read that St. John Wort prevents Invega Sustenna from metabolizing. Some people tried it and it didn't have any effects on them. Glad it worked for you, I might try it. How long did the effect last for?
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I don't think that is true. I read somewhere that SJW makes it so that more invega is needed to have an effect. Therefore, it helps get rid of it or at least make it somewhat ineffective. The effect lasted for a few hours after I took two pills. I used to take one pill but that doesn't have an effect. Two pills does it.

Btw haven't you been off Invega for a long time now? How are you are feeling? I'm assuming from your words that you still have anhedonia? How can that be you must have been off for at least 2 years by now!
 
For your consideration Narshe. Have a look in this link http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/medicines/brain-and-nervous-system/a8663/invega-paliperidone/

The following medicines may speed up the breakdown of paliperidone in the body and so could make it less effective. If you take any of these medicines your doctor may need to increase your dose of paliperidone:

  • carbamazepine
  • rifampicin
  • the herbal remedy St John's wort (Hypericum perforatum).
 
Yeah, I had 10-12 shots of invega sustenna and the last one was back in 2013. The only thing that gotten somewhat better is the inner torment/restlessness. It's still there, just not as bad as before. Other than that, every other side effects are still as strong as ever. Severe anhedonia, still can't get pleasure out of any substances or joy out of anything. No motivation at all. Insomnia and lack of appetite. People complaint of weight gains with this drug, but I just have no appetite and lost weight from 185 to 162 now. I'm 6"0, so it's not that bad, but I used to be a gym monkey who was really fit. Now I'm just a weakling and have no energy for gym though I try anyway. I still have no sexual desire and though I get regular erections, I have no feelings down there and cannot climax.

It's been almost 5 years now... All this from a misdiagnostic and I'm not even schizophrenic. You guys should really watch the documentary I posted a few posts back, it will really open your eyes.

I bought some St. John's Wort today and took 3 of the 300mg capsules. I will see how I feel after. I know of SJW's effect on Invega Sustenna a while back but didn't want to take it because I thought it wouldn't have made a difference since even cocaine didn't have an effect on me and that I was scared of serotonin syndrome that SWJ can cause. It's fatal.

So are you taking SJW regularly now? Do you find that it still helps with anhedonia? How are you doing?
 
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