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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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After I found out beesinthetrapwas 17 ..I just ignore everything he/her says ...because her / his age really does shine through ...once you respond back to him/her you get nothing but annoying never ending same questions and freak outs from him/her when you do not tell them what he/her wants to hear .....
 
I complained to mental health and they said they injected me in order to reduce the risk of me being hospitalised again, this shows they know of the long term effects very well which is why they insist on shooting sectioned people up before letting them leave, ive read that lobotomy is the sought after effect of these injections, it is the one word that shits me up, noone would expect them to do this in practice, they keep it secret and once injected it is easy to silence you. There were riots in UK prisons when inmates figured this is what the system was doing to inmates they couldn't control.

Im nearly 6 months in and i felt i was lobotomized from week 2, and i find it hard to imagine a reversal of what i felt, a layer of my brain dried and shedded, and this is the most troubling memory i have of my experience. That said, ive been proven wrong about many of my fears, i dont know how the brain works it may regenerate that tissue if it actually did get burned away in the first place though i remember suddenly and acutely feeling like my brain was being harmed intensely, and it then felt different, less vascular the next few days and that automatic impulsive reaction to thoughts were gone since and this is what im dying to feel again now. I might recover well enough to earn and achieve things but all that is meaningless without a full brain, i will probably end up killing myself if im continuously denied my birthright
 
Dont want to dishearten anyone with my previous post, im improving each week and im probably just impatient, i am constantly seeing slight changes in a better direction
 
LifeAfterInvega said:
Narsh came back to another forum that I am unable to find now under the username "NarsheReturns" and clarified that he did Recover from the first injection, but unfortunately he had a relapse because of his schizophrenia in a paranoid delusion and had to be Injected with Invega again.
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I'm speechless. That would suck, big time.
 
What makes Invega so disgusting is it takes a few seconds to inject it but many months to get it out of the body. Also the first few weeks are such a fucking nightmare it makes hell look like a children's playground. I will never understand how Psychiatry become so powerful. If you look up how Psychiatry started and how people were treated back then it becomes pretty clear who the real people with the "disorders" or "imbalances" are. And those are moral imbalances. They treat people like worthless lab rats and do with them whatever they want. Take their freedom. Inject them with extremely strong stuff which they don't know themselves have the slightest clue how it even fucking works. I would laugh so hard if someday a few mental patients snap, steal some invega and fill all those nasty psychiatrist with it. Would teach them a lesson. This careless shitheads run around and life their live and get a paycheck for destroying the ones of others.
 
I know I thought I was.. I don't think I am quite yet. Close thou. I started some new medicine. It's life changing. Not getting high thou on weed. Bummer.
 
You run away go bush its an evil poison dont take it anymore go to a freinds place they want you on this shit because it makes them a lot of dollars
 
So today I actually felt tired for the first time since being injected ...had to watch training videos for work and actually was knodding off because of how boring they were lol i been having less inturrepted sleep here lately as well ...to me this is so major improvement especially because of how early in recovery I am ...I been dealing with insomnia ,interrupted sleep and the in ability to feel tired every since the injections .. also notice I don't yawn anymore and that is pretty inhuman to me ...my personality is still blah and bland ..this is what has been getting to me the most ...I use to be so outgoing and bubbly ..I use to feel so much love toward life and people ...and thrived from helping and making people feel just as much love and good as I was ..now I see life like ashes and dust ...I am so bitter now ...which is the complete opposite of who I was/am ...i still feel me in there being masked in poison ...i hope once things start progressing in recovery ..this bitter dark side of me will subside ...anyways that's enough of my boring share ..
 
Specified said:
How do I get them to give me the pills and not the shot? What's an excuse?
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This forum is about coming off invega. If you don't like the side-effects, explain that. Tell them you would like to try something different, it's not working.
 
1. for those of you who are familiar with psychiatric wards/hospitals, i'm sure that you are aware they try to get you to think of getting out and focusing on managing your symptoms as opposed to thinking of it as "trying not to come back to the mental ward/hospital". regardless, a piece of info that i'm sure will disturb anyone. (hypocrites!!) https://www.fiercepharma.com/regula...for-schizophrenia-blockbuster-raises-eyebrows

2. the four psych med injections that cause the most (and similar) debilitating side effects/withdrawal symptoms have four receptors in common. maybe trying to fix them directly is not a good place to start but trying to see if they have a connection to other receptors and using those receptors to jump start the ones that were targeted by these poisons. basically find what receptors they work with then get those receptors to work better to fix the broken ones. (if one parent is sick and the other works all day then get the kids to help out around the house)

invega (paliperidone), abilify (aripiprazole), haldol (haloperidol) and olanzapine (zyprexa) injections all target these receptors: D (1A) dopamine receptor, D (2) dopamine receptor, D (3) dopamine receptor and 5-hydroxytryptamine 2A.
 
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