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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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I had 2 shots, but I had a disfunction years ago and I had never much dopamine. And I had the trauma with my little Elias. I was very sensible.But can I have my love back? The love for all the little things.
 
Yes rosi you might just be depressed try working out or find some buspar give yourself all the time you need this will be a memory
 
@Empty1128: every now and then a few people try to tackle the complexity of what has been done to us. not an easy thing to understand or explain.

i was wondering if you would be willing to share your theory on things? feel free to PM me if you would prefer that mode of communication. i'm curious is all.

you never know what bit of information is going to shed some light upon our situation.
 
I feel good now. Not back to old self, but this drug is gone. Anyway I wanted to mention that I tried an epsom salt bath. It didn't do much but I believe it helps a little in detoxifying. Anyway keep us updated on how you are doing.
 
Hello @themostultimate I'm Bella I took one 156mg shot can you tell me when I will recover back to my prior state I'm joining the gym soon you inspired me when you healed the first time please pm me or respond here if you can so exited to hear from you
 
Don't worry guys. I do condemn sucied, Invega shouldn't be something you must need to kill yourself over.
 
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The Most Ultimate said:
Don't worry guys, after all this is really just a computer simulation. Or however your want to belive it, maybe the biblical version. I do condemn sucied, Invega shouldn't be something you must need to kill yourself over. After some time, maybe even years, you can recover if you put your heart at it.
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you say 3 months than you go to years you are a fucking troll don't even say the word suicide you claim you healed from shot #1 the first time don't scare these people maybe give them your theory on stages of the healing process this is not a computer simulation...don't scare people off the thread your the least Ultimate you got hit a second time around so why don't you guide someone else so they don't follow what you did
 
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Empty, good to see your cognitive impairment is gone. All the studies i've seen regarding cognitive impairments from anti-psychotics say that they go away once the drug is discontinued and due to the brains neuroplasticity the brain transitions it's structural integrity to a non-damaged state.
 
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you say 3 months than you go to years you are a fucking troll don't even say the word suicide you claim you healed from shot #1 the first time don't scare these people maybe give them your theory on stages of the healing process this is not a computer simulation your a fucking wacko regardless of your lack of drug use smoke a fucking blunt and have some deeper thoughts bud don't scare people off the thread your the least Ultimate your the dumbass who got hit a second time around so why don't you guide someone else so they don't follow what you did
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@beesinthetrap lmao agreed
 
Guys,

Everyone has their own experience.

I'm trying not to mod this thread too much because I understand that free conversation has much more quality than censorship. That said, it's standard BL rules not to recommend using drugs, and if you have relatively distant opinions from others, or opinions at all, please begin with "I believe", or, "In my opinion", and the like. Things can be kept more civil that way, and the value of this conversation will increase qualitatively.

That said, I understand that many of you stat that you have had very uncomfortable and oftentimes lingering symptoms. Now I was given the Invega shot once upon a time, though it was for two months. Still the restlessness made reading 10 pages of a book so painful that I'd tear up. Almost nothing would give me relief from that restlessness.

Invega is also not the only medication that has caused me issues.

Let's just make a good-faith effort to realize that we're all in this thing together, hmm?

I will again recommend non-drug methods of becoming stronger and more healthy overall. Exercise, meditation, having a busy day, doing good deeds, reading a good book (if one can). Above all, a very sure way of being put back on the shot is using drugs (weed in the spotlight, according to the research). That's reason enough to stay sober.

I think that community involvement is a great way, furthermore, to take one's head off of their ills, and not give it power by focusing on it. We are very social beings, and anyone in isolation will become ill in one emotional manner or another (not assuming anyone in particular isolates, I did, and learned from many doctors this truth of how it sickens us/compounds sickness).

Good Luck.
 
Suicidality is not something to throw around. If one has suicidal feelings, the hotline is 1-800-273-8255. Or, call 911. At least get in touch with one's treating, medically certified professionals.
 
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Your a [expletive] weirdo I just wanna know if I'll ever see myself again and [putting excessive and entire blame on others for their issues]


Example of when we have to take action, nothing personal. Swearing and demonizing without reason.
 
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[expletive] cop why don't u go [hurt yourself severely]

Got them another one.
 
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i don't know if i can be apart of this any longer.
i came here hoping to see something along the lines of how we normally interact (albeit nothing most people would want to read) today, a day where i needed it but i don't think i can take this.
i'm not the only one who has been carrying the torch here (i'm no better than anyone else), i've been here for years and i know my circumstances seem unbelievable. it doesn't make it any less true.
but today i needed a lil bit of idk, something regular from this thread and now i'm just ready to pack it in. maybe i'm delusional from what's been done to me, it's been a long time since i've been in touch with reality and myself on a daily basis without the poison interrupting how it all works.
thanks Ho-Chi-Minh, i appreciate you trying and what you do. glad to hear you healed and hope for many more successes to come.
to the rest of you i'm sorry this was done to you but i gotta go. i need a reason to carry on when the rest seems impossible and i'm not finding it here.
then anger inside me is making me wish i could heal in two years or less like the rest of you, maybe i've done more harm than good by hanging around but idk what else to do.

sorry Narshe, thought i was strong enough, fate cannot be stopped regardless of how we shape our destiny. i wish you much love and a fast recovery brother. thank you for spreading the word wherever you went, you've done a lot for those who have healed. your time will come soon.
 
I'm sorry to announce that I'm glad I left this thread for a while. It seems to have gotten much more heated than in the past. And no, I'm not posting about my own recovery. My issues with the drug have been minimized by my own means and I do not wish to elicit any of the herbal remedies to here that have gotten me this far. It's been a while since posting and I come back to find it's like a bunch of screaming kids at a carnival. Suddenly I'm reminded of a South Park episode where Stan and the others are skiing at a resort and the instructor keeps saying things like, "If you French Fry when you pizza, you're gonna have a bad time." Followed by Stan saying, "Are we ever gonna have a good time?"

I still have my bad days. Granted, when I was on Invega these bad days were far worse but I haven't come this far by bitching at everybody just to try and express that I am not up to my own standards. If you want to know the quality of your person just look at some of your previous posts and realize how far you've come.

To the others in this thread and other possible bystanders, this thread may seem welcoming but it is nothing to be desired if you're not courageous enough to overcome what we all came here for. By no means am I requiring anyone to step out of their normal means of habits to bypass the poison by simply taking drugs. The most important rule of recovering Invega is to give it time. Exercise is essential, you need it anyway. I went through various different phases while coming off this drug and I learned that you really have to think ahead. Get to a better standing, ultimately, and you'll fail again in the future because Invega is a lasting drug. I think we all know that by now. Stop where your feet are and you won't find the direction you're heading by simply staring down.
 
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