Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

[Rulomaner]

And I dont want to encourage anyone to die, but neither do I want to encourage anyone to suffer the way I am. Maybe to my worst worst worst enemy (pharma and pdocs).

 

[Rulomaner]

@Bigsmoke420 why dont you share a video with us bro?

 

[Invegaishell]

Once I talk to someone who is outside my family I realize how bad I am at socializing. I went to see a psychiatrist who specializes in “invega related cases.” She said she has seen people on invega and believes the things I am saying. Her solution was therapy. lol therapy did not help me at all before. Therapy is not a solution for a chemical lobotomy.

 

[Invegaishell]

And I dont want to encourage anyone to die, but neither do I want to encourage anyone to suffer the way I am. Maybe to my worst worst worst enemy (pharma and pdocs).

I feel like hell would be better than this

 

[Rulomaner]

I feel like hell would be better than this

What are your plans for the future in this state of mind?

 

[Invegaishell]

What are your plans for the future in this state of mind?

You can’t really make plans for the future with invega. We have no idea how long it will take to heal. I plan on going to school but that could be 3 years from now for all I know. Wbu?

 

[Rulomaner]

You can’t really make plans for the future with invega. We have no idea how long it will take to heal. I plan on going to school but that could be 3 years from now for all I know. Wbu?

I was currently at university. I smoked a lot of weed. And I had a pretty pretty girlfriend I loved the most. So my plans would be to continue with all of that. The problem is I need to recover and that doesn't seem like a reality. Do you really believe in recovery?

 

[naoaguento]

Guys, I really admire your desire to recover but this is it. We have been poisoned by psychiatrists but moreover by Pharmaceutical companies. I havent seen a single positive recovery post/video on youtube/reddit from any form or brand of antipsychotic injection. Those are facts. NOT A SINGLE ONE. And if you seen one, you need to know they are not recovered but at least they survived, which is indeed to much for me personally. I really don’t understand how any human being is able to handle this for much longer than a year or so. We are all destined to be like this for the rest of our poor lifes. There is no way out. Chemical lobotomies are real. Lobotomies were real. ECTs are real. Maybe GOD is real but, people dying from injustice is also a reality, and I think we need to face that in order to live in reality. Just needed to vent again. I no longer no how to hang in there. Everyday feels like the last one I want to experience this suffering but the next day is always the same. I would like to see recovery stories were people showed their pretty faces and gave some hope. But as you can see, those are not spread or shared, why? Well, I think the only possible answer is because no one really recovers as I said before. And I know all of us want to feel like pre-injection somehow and sometime in the future. In my case, theres no reason to stay alive in such pain. Such torture. Not able to feel substances. Not able to share love. To feel plenty. Is a shame guys. It really is. I am desperate for a change and I would always say we came here to change the world, but it seems like maybe this time the world is the one that has changed us.

But there is lots of recovery posts in older versions. You didn't believe in them?
I found more than 10 I think.

 

[Rulomaner]

I just need some proof. I cant believe all this suffering does not lead to some kind of purpose in terms of helping other people in the same state. I mean, just a video update, a photo, a cool story. They just seem numbed, as all of us are.

 

[Invegatorture]

Once I talk to someone who is outside my family I realize how bad I am at socializing. I went to see a psychiatrist who specializes in “invega related cases.” She said she has seen people on invega and believes the things I am saying. Her solution was therapy. lol therapy did not help me at all before. Therapy is not a solution for a chemical lobotomy.

Same.

 

[Invegatorture]

I’m in so much pain 24/7 because of this chemical lobotomy. Ruined my life completely

 

[Mucky]

I was currently at university. I smoked a lot of weed. And I had a pretty pretty girlfriend I loved the most. So my plans would be to continue with all of that. The problem is I need to recover and that doesn't seem like a reality. Do you really believe in recovery?

You just have to keep going bro , I know it’s hard believe me I am I’m hell every minute of every day for a whole year now I have forgotten what it feels like to be alive , I am dead inside , full chemical labotomy … I will be killing my self if I have no improvements In 3 years off the shot , but I do still have hope that I can recover , there are many recovery posts In older theads and we have to stay strong and battle through this … it might not happen but then again it might happen also … you have to keep going bro you are strong

 

[Rulomaner]

You just have to keep going bro , I know it’s hard believe me I am I’m hell every minute of every day for a whole year now I have forgotten what it feels like to be alive , I am dead inside , full chemical labotomy … I will be killing my self if I have no improvements In 3 years off the shot , but I do still have hope that I can recover , there are many recovery posts In older theads and we have to stay strong and battle through this … it might not happen but then again it might happen also … you have to keep going bro you are strong

There is a man on youtube, he received 3 shots. 4 years after he is still suffering

 

[Mucky]

There is a man on youtube, he received 3 shots. 4 years after he is still suffering

I know some people don’t recover bro but you might be one of the people that does recover … you have to find out by waiting patiently , there’s no other way , have you had any improvements so far In 5 months ? Do you still go to university?

 

[Rulomaner]

Why would someone recover and some other not? Thats just unfair. We are all humans bro. Remember that. We all have the same brain physiology. I dont see improvements, its just flat as always.

I know some people don’t recover bro but you might be one of the people that does recover … you have to find out by waiting patiently , there’s no other way , have you had any improvements so far In 5 months ? Do you still go to university?

 

[naoaguento]

I just need some proof. I cant believe all this suffering does not lead to some kind of purpose in terms of helping other people in the same state. I mean, just a video update, a photo, a cool story. They just seem numbed, as all of us are.

Don't you think a recovery post + user leaving this forum is a hell of a proof? You can check last time seem and most of them have not came back in years.
I know is hard to believe in recovery when we are struggling with this hell EVERYDAY. But even when I am very pessimistic (like right now) I can not deny lots of people recovered (at least said this - I see no point of lying tbh).
Also, there must be lots of people who doesn't know this forum. They are suffering (and recovering with time) but we don't know about them.

 

[Rulomaner]

That is something I could do now and noone would notice If its true or not…

Don't you think a recovery post + user leaving this forum is a hell of a proof? You can check last time seem and most of them have not came back in years.
I know is hard to believe in recovery when we are struggling with this hell EVERYDAY. But even when I am very pessimistic (like right now) I can not deny lots of people recovered (at least said this - I see no point of lying tbh).
Also, there must be lots of people who doesn't know this forum. They are suffering (and recovering with time) but we don't know about them.

 

[Invegatorture]

You just have to keep going bro , I know it’s hard believe me I am I’m hell every minute of every day for a whole year now I have forgotten what it feels like to be alive , I am dead inside , full chemical labotomy … I will be killing my self if I have no improvements In 3 years off the shot , but I do still have hope that I can recover , there are many recovery posts In older theads and we have to stay strong and battle through this … it might not happen but then again it might happen also … you have to keep going bro you are strong

It’s so fucked up we are being pushed to suicide if we don’t heal. We don’t deserve this shit at all

 

[t_xeplionhell]

I’m telling you all that we’re all targeted and have poisons stored within our bodies for timed release.

Do you know how poison works, bruh. My body doesn't look poisoned, and I perform well in the gym.

And why would we be targeted, lmao.

There are many types of poison, paliperidone is officially considered neurotoxic, but they still give it to people since they say if it's "at the right dose" then they can "go with it".

Paliperidone (invega/invega sustenna/xeplion) is an organic chemical compound which releases slowly and causes damage on a (receptor) protein level in the brain.

It works opposite to her0in and chemical bond is similar except this one uses fluoride to have antagonistic properties.
It has mechanism of action which is much longer than her0in does, since it's a high affinity antagonist which binds tightly.

Very similar compounds indeed:
Paliperidone - C23H27FN4O3 (fluoride = F)
Her0in - C17H19NO3

Technology is not advanced enough for what you are saying, even if it were, it would be too expensive and not effective solution when they can just use organic compounds.
How about you try to see things from a more grounded perspective and take evidence into consideration, not just going blindly with your beliefs, which will cause you trouble.

 

[naoaguento]

That is something I could do now and noone would notice If its true or not…

I totally agree with you, it's possible. But I see no point of doing it.

Do you know how poison works, bruh. My body doesn't look poisoned, and I perform well in the gym.

And why would we be targeted, lmao.

Paliperidone (invega/invega sustenna/xeplion) is an organic chemical compound which releases slowly and causes damage on a (receptor) protein level in the brain.

It works opposite to her0in and chemical bond is similar except this one uses fluoride to have antagonistic properties.
It has mechanism of action which is much longer than her0in does, since it's a high affinity antagonist which binds tightly.

Very similar compounds indeed:
Paliperidone - C23H27FN4O3 (fluoride = F)
Her0in - C17H19NO3

Technology is not advanced enough for what you are saying, even if it were, it would be too expensive and not effective solution when they can just use organic compounds.
How about you try to see things from a more grounded perspective and take evidence into consideration, not just going blindly with your beliefs, which will cause you trouble.

Are you able to working full time after taking the injection?