1) Time passes at a slow pace (used to be MUCH slower when I was taking risperidone, now I describe as slow in comparison to pré-antipsychotics).
2) Music used to be very emotional, now sounds flat, I cannot get emotionally attached, even though sometimes I enjoy listening, even get goosebumps. Used to touch my soul, this kind of thing. Was impossible to live one day without music. Now I kinda don't mind to listen. Makes no difference.
3) Alcohol I tried 4 or 5 times. 4 times I got nothing, only dizziness. Last time I was able to enjoy a little bit, got a little bit of euphoria and it improved my mood.
4) Coffee I don't know, never felt it tbh. Stopped caffeine due to this "derealization" condition (watched some videos relating it to anxiety and glutamate release, so decided to stop).
This "numbness accompanied by cognitive issues" gets better with time?