Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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HE IS NOT DELUSIONAL BRO FOR FUCK SHAKE
HE IS 100% SELLING TRUE FACTS
THIS DRUGS MECHANISM IS FAR BEYOND UNDERSTANDING. WHO THE FUCK GETS INJECTED AND FEELS LIKE SHIT FOR MORE THAN A YEAR OR TWO. FUCK OFF. THIS SHIT IS NEUROTOXIC. I DONT THINK MICROCHIPS WOULD BE AS BAD AS THIS FUCKING POISONUS DRUG MECHANISM. MY BRAIN IS FUCKING FRIED. I CANT EVEN TALK TO PEOPLE NORMALLY. ALL I CAN DO IS LAI ON MY FUCKING BED THINKING IF THIS WILL EVEN HAVE AN END SOMEHOW. FUCKING SHIT YOU ARE NOT GOING TO RECOCER AS WELL AS ALL THE PEOPLE THAT TOOK AN AP SHOT WHENEVER IN THEIR LIFES. WHY TF YOU THINK YOU ARE DIFFERENT?? SERIOUSLY!!? ARE YOU A DISCIPUL OF GOD, JESUS? FUCKK OFF MEN
 
How long after stopping the injection will psilocybin have its effect? Or even without noticing any psychedelic outcome during assumption does it help with recovery? I'm at month 4 and trying a big dose of truffles in a few days.
It’s different for everyone. Some people said 6 months, others said 2 years. You are just going to have to try it and see
 
HE IS NOT DELUSIONAL BRO FOR FUCK SHAKE
HE IS 100% SELLING TRUE FACTS
THIS DRUGS MECHANISM IS FAR BEYOND UNDERSTANDING. WHO THE FUCK GETS INJECTED AND FEELS LIKE SHIT FOR MORE THAN A YEAR OR TWO. FUCK OFF. THIS SHIT IS NEUROTOXIC. I DONT THINK MICROCHIPS WOULD BE AS BAD AS THIS FUCKING POISONUS DRUG MECHANISM. MY BRAIN IS FUCKING FRIED. I CANT EVEN TALK TO PEOPLE NORMALLY. ALL I CAN DO IS LAI ON MY FUCKING BED THINKING IF THIS WILL EVEN HAVE AN END SOMEHOW. FUCKING SHIT YOU ARE NOT GOING TO RECOCER AS WELL AS ALL THE PEOPLE THAT TOOK AN AP SHOT WHENEVER IN THEIR LIFES. WHY TF YOU THINK YOU ARE DIFFERENT?? SERIOUSLY!!? ARE YOU A DISCIPUL OF GOD, JESUS? FUCKK OFF MEN
I swear I am not being delusional. Like 95% of people who get this shot experience no side effects. The rest report varying degrees of side effects that last months. Our problems are not from the injection. It’s definitely from a different source but I am not sure. All I know is that it’s being done covertly and I feel like absolute trash.
 
I swear I am not being delusional. Like 95% of people who get this shot experience no side effects. The rest report varying degrees of side effects that last months. Our problems are not from the injection. It’s definitely from a different source but I am not sure. All I know is that it’s being done covertly and I feel like absolute trash.
BRO I UNDERSTAN YOUR POINT BUT TRUST ME ALL THE TRASH FEELING YOU HAVE NOW IS FROM THE SHOT. Some people are so mentally ill they think they are being helped and thats why they dont report side effects from this poison but true people like us do feel like this forever because we really understand our mind and body and we are sure something is wrong within us after being injected with this poisons. Stay strong brother, I am
Suffering the same way as you right now
 
slow and bad cognition, depression, anedhonia, social anxiety, can't make good conversations due to blank mind...
I have all of those symptoms also , I feel like I have been lobotomised, I’m 6 months off the injection and starting to think this is permanent. Most people report some improvement in 6 months. How long have you been off the shot ? Have you seen any improvements at all so far ?
 
I have all of those symptoms also , I feel like I have been lobotomised, I’m 6 months off the injection and starting to think this is permanent. Most people report some improvement in 6 months. How long have you been off the shot ? Have you seen any improvements at all so far ?
How many shots did you take?
 
Hello guys,

I’m checking in from costa del sol. I’ve been enjoying my vacation so far eating out, going to the beach, drinking a little. The gin tonic does the job I can feel it almost 100%. You guys need to treat yourselves after a tough year on this med, I hope you can find some way to unwind and relax. You deserve it. Do it even if you can’t enjoy 100%, it’s still worth it.
 
The Equivalent of 7 invega shots , I had 14 shots of clopixol over a 7 month period , how about you ? What are your symptoms? Any improvements yet?

I took one shot of Abilify. Anhedonia, did have bad motor skills but that went away. Some memory problems.. and the blank mind that you’ve described. Of course it’s made me
depressed, but I don’t know if that’s a symptom so much as my reaction to all this. Oh and my heart beats weird from time to time now.
 
A lot of people. If you search through version 3 and 4 there was a list made with the people who recovered. The names are separated by the number of injections. Lots of names on that list.
Then you go to there profiles and half of them say nothing about recovery which scares me
 
Does anyone else have regular melt downs because you’re overwhelmed by this shit and the suffering it’s caused? I’m finding it so hard to cope
Not so much meltdowns, more just like general worrying though, but it sounds like distraction methods could be useful for you right now.

Journal thoughts, feelings, whatever you’re thinking, and see how you feel. Write it out. It’s important to let yourself feel however you’re feeling. You’re still you even if you don’t feel like you’re you anymore. You have your core feelings and thoughts that are still part of who you are.

I’m literally fighting my depression feeling a lot today. I’m powering through my routine . Yesterday I couldn’t hardly do anything. It is so hard but it’s so important to complete my routine. Push through everyone , you’ll feel better <3
 
Journal thoughts, feelings, whatever you’re thinking, and see how you feel. Write it out. It’s important to let yourself feel however you’re feeling. You’re still you even if you don’t feel like you’re you anymore. You have your core feelings and thoughts that are still part of who you are.

I tried that when I was a lot more doped out on invega, but I didn't have enough thoughts and the entries would have ended up all being the same.

But these days I can write a lot more. I have 3 chapters of my book finished already.
 
Tomorrow I have a friend's birthday, gonna be in a bar.
Thinking about trying some beers to see what happens... last time I tried alcohol I only got dizziness, zero sign of euphoria.
I'm taking lithium carbonate but I think there's no problem to drink while on it.
At least in 2015-2017 (first episode, took lithium aswell) I used to drink a lot and nothing bad happened. :unsure:
Update: Felt like myself for the first time since started (and stopped) APs.
Had some beers and even felt a little bit of euphoria! Laughed alot and did some jokes. Acted way more spontaneously than in the last months. Didn't had the urge to check the clock everytime because time was passing slowly (used to be like this in every social event that I attended). Instead, just lived the moment. Definitely I had a little bit of improvement after stopping taking the medication 6 weeks ago.

Do you guys think this is a sign that my anhedonia started to lift a bit? Wasn't like my before everything but was definitely better than last months. I even didn't thought about my derealization for a couple hours.
 
Update: Felt like myself for the first time since started (and stopped) APs.
Had some beers and even felt a little bit of euphoria! Laughed alot and did some jokes. Acted way more spontaneously than in the last months. Didn't had the urge to check the clock everytime because time was passing slowly (used to be like this in every social event that I attended). Instead, just lived the moment. Definitely I had a little bit of improvement after stopping taking the medication 6 weeks ago.

Do you guys think this is a sign that my anhedonia started to lift a bit? Wasn't like my before everything but was definitely better than last months. I even didn't thought about my derealization for a couple hours.
I can’t believe you can talk to people at 6 weeks off
 
I haven’t talked to any of my friends in months due to invega. I have No social life whatsoever.


Most of the people I have contacted on Reddit seem to have recovered. Also, a person I am friends with on Facebook recovered in 12 months after 6 years of injections. There is hope.


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Hey who is that person that recovered from 6 years of shots in 12 months? That gives me a lot of hope I pray that I have a swift recovery and by your 12 month mark you have a breakthrough to 100%. Can’t wait to hear you talking about being fully recovered. Did that person say life is normal again or would he even remember being in that state for 7 years?
 
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