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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Rulomaner said:
And If i jump like forehead?
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Like everyone else is saying please give yourself a chance. If you choose to end your life now you wont live to see the day where you've finally recovered enough to enjoy your life once again the way you could before. I'm sure there's plenty of people out there that care about you and would be very devastated if you made that decision, including us. I know what you're going through is literal living hell on earth but try your best to make the best of your life day by day.
 
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Will my ability to feel certain emotions be permanently damaged by the antipsychotics I took for a year? I can't seem to feel joy, anger,...

Rodrick Sharktooth's answer: I'm a victim survivor. I can tell you for a fact that you are being decived. The damage is permanent. I live with it 20 years later.
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Rulomaner said:
My last chance to keep alive is doing a movement in order to get noticed by society.
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Good, you can channel your energy into something positive. Write poems or something, seriously

Rulomaner said:
Answer to Will my ability to feel certain emotions be permanently damaged by the antipsychotics I took for a year? I can't seem to feel joy, anger, or love anymore. by Rodrick Sharktooth

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Will my ability to feel certain emotions be permanently damaged by the antipsychotics I took for a year? I can't seem to feel joy, anger,...

Rodrick Sharktooth's answer: I'm a victim survivor. I can tell you for a fact that you are being decived. The damage is permanent. I live with it 20 years later.
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How about all the positive stories, why u listen to him? All the people who disappeared from this thread it’s not possible they have no emotions and say nothing I would be on this forum every day complaining if that happened to me. It’s just not plausible. Maybe he’s depressed or a negative person always pessimistic.

Yes I still doubt. For all I know he is a hypocondriac who always find something negative to complain about.
 
Rulomaner said:
What do you all think about that? Still doubt?
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I don't know, I'm not saying I don't neccesarily believe what that individual is still experiencing after 20 years is true, but at the same time there's many others that have made recoveries within certain spans of time, to varying degrees. If you're talking about emotions specifically here, then I'd say I have the capability of feeling them once again basically the way I could prior, at "just" 7 months off. It's very easy for people, including myself, to focus and lean more on the negative stories of people never recovering but you can't just ignore the positive stories of people recovering either.
 
He’s just like that guy @dirtyinvega who say they never recover. Their mind tells them something is wrong it’s a disease. Probably why they were put on the shot to begin with. Their mind is always negative hence the paranoia, delusions, pessimism. I know because I had those struggles as well. They are very negative people they are not fighters, it’s about mentality. If he can’t get drunk/high after 20 years I would say yes I believe him.
 
Rulomaner said:
Bro seriously, thats not true. 20 years and he is lying. I can send you 100s of similar stories
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How long since your last injection bro ? It can take many many months to start seeing improvements for some of us … I’m 6.5 months off and no improvement at all but I still have hope of recovery bro we have to hope it’s all we have at the moment
 
Invegatorture said:
I don’t have much hope in recovery after hearing other people’s experiences and the way I reacted to it. Completely zombified within 24 hours
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In my case I believe it took over a day before I started feeling gradually worse each time. After a week I started panicking and went back to the gym in a desperate attempt to get this poison out of of my body sooner, which was a horrible idea as it seems to have caused it to circulate throughout my body faster, making everything drastically worse by the end of that day onwards.
 
CrimsonThornX said:
In my case I believe it took over a day before I started feeling gradually worse each time. After a week I started panicking and went back to the gym in a desperate attempt to get this poison out of of my body sooner, which was a horrible idea as it seems to have caused it to circulate throughout my body faster, making everything drastically worse by the end of that day onwards.
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Very scary situation to be in with this poison.
 
I wanna reincarnate and remember this life so I never make the same mistakes again. I fantasise about living a normal life so much without invega
 
Invegatorture said:
I wanna reincarnate and remember this life so I never make the same mistakes again. I fantasise about living a normal life so much without invega
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I wish real life was like a video game where I could just reset or respawn but come back perfectly healthy and intact, as if I was never Injected with invega in the first place. That or either time travel back to the past and prevent myself from getting injected in the first place, or be granted one wish which I'd immediately ask to return exactly back to the way I used to be pre-Invega.
 
CrimsonThornX said:
I wish real life was like a video game where I could just reset or respawn but come back perfectly healthy and intact, as if I was never Injected with invega in the first place. That or either time travel back to the past and prevent myself from getting injected in the first place, or be granted one wish which I'd immediately ask to return exactly back to the way I used to be pre-Invega.
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I think about this all the time. Imagining hpw grateful I would be to have a body that hadn’t been polluted by this stuff
 
Invegatorture said:
I’ve seen some improvement in my energy levels and cognition. Just hard to believe full recovery is possible. 3 months off
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That’s good that you have some improvements hang tough man I’m finding it hard to believe too but I still have hope as previous users have reported recovery stories that’s all that I hold onto imagine the people going through this that don’t find this site and just have no idea wtf is happening to them and have no hope of recovery , this site has made me decide to not kill myself at least until I know it’s permanent at like 2-3 years at which point I’ll have had enough but I don’t think I’d make it past a year without this site and some of the accounts of recovery taking a long time
 
Mucky said:
That’s good that you have some improvements hang tough man I’m finding it hard to believe too but I still have hope as previous users have reported recovery stories that’s all that I hold onto imagine the people going through this that don’t find this site and just have no idea wtf is happening to them and have no hope of recovery , this site has made me decide to not kill myself at least until I know it’s permanent at like 2-3 years at which point I’ll have had enough but I don’t think I’d make it past a year without this site and some of the accounts of recovery taking a long time
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I’m sorry you’re going through this. It’s sad you needed a site like this to stop yourself from ending it all. Antipsychotics are extremely evil.
 
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