Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Dunnow man I just had it all to be a really happy person and now I see no light for this to end. Living like this is not worth it. I was injected last time 20 March and today is almost 4 months from it. I really dont believe I will recover anything else from this point. Akathisia is mild but cannot remain still. Dont have any emotion. Cant think properly. Cant even spend my life as a gamer as I cant shoot straight. My parents believe sidefx arent real. No one has a cure. Cant sleep well. Cant rest. Cant enjoy sex. Cant get high from anything. Cant feel good. Theres a ton of things for me to not wanting to stay alive. Im only 23. I should be enjoying life and now im just stucked here. I cant even enjoy food as I dont feel the need to eat or drink (ive tried not eating for a whole day and I didnt even got hungry)
You can’t get High either??
 

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How tf is taking 16 pills and a haldol shot in 2020 the same as being on abilify right now
everyone here has taken AP..its called invega sustenna. I had a psychotic relapse when I recovered just like you, the difference is I quit AP when leaving the hospital and you stayed on them because it's required to recieve disability
Ive always said 2.5 years for spirituality & full sexual recovery, perhaps you would like to comb through my posts again before you tell me my own timeline

because SSRIs cause dependency, their effects fade over time, they numb emotions, cause weight gain, and cause sexual dysfunction. I think jogging and sweating is good

Interesting, I think testosterone helps with libido but since male and female both suffer the same I don't think it would help with the general numbness and lack of feeling. I guess you would have to ask if the increased heart attack/stroke risk is worth it
Do you know if its possible to calculate the dosage currently in someone of Invega Sustenna? 2 234mg shots one week apart 5 months ago. I'm trying to find out how much is released at a time now.
 
Please give yourself time to heal, and don't give up. You'd be surprised what the mind and body are capable of recovering from.
Do you know if its possible to calculate the dosage currently in someone of Invega Sustenna? 2 234mg shots one week apart 5 months ago. I'm trying to find out how much is released at a time now.
You have less than 60mg if your half life is the maximum 50 days or much less if your half life is closer to 25 days.
 
I’d rather have had rat poison lol
Speaking of rat poison I was originally considering it as an option for suicide back when my health was severely compromised by Invega, so I decided to do research about how it affects the body prior. That stuff is real nasty, it prevents your body from being capable of properly utilizing Vitamin K, which im turn prevents blood from clotting, except that it becomes so severe that it causes you to literally bleed out of every orface of your body until you eventually die. I read about someone who attempted suicide with rat poison and haven't forgotten the gruesome details about what they experienced prior to death. So yeah I still think I'd prefer Invega over rat poison, as much as I despise Invega with every fiber of my being. 😬

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Whatsup with everything thinking in black and white
When you mix black and white you get the color of shit
No, you get that when you mix complementary colors
Black and white make gray
I fear I might need these drugs for the rest of my life. I don’t know what to do. I’ve been sectioned three times now this is ridiculous. Wtf is happening to my life. I have everything I need but feel like impending doom. I pray I can find some way to keep in control. Maybe there is a chemical imbalance in my brain. I need to figure something out or I’m truly fucked
There are options that work for people besides drugs that you can try first, in Finland open dialog therapy is successful, maybe psychosocial therapy, CBT, or psychoanalyzation. These are all methods that have worked for many in the past before neuropleptics were invented and hospitalized people had a much higher chance of living normal lives. Don't count yourself out yet. Personally talk therapy helped me deal with a lot of my issues like thinking people were working behind my back or lying to my face all the time, it helped me find the source of why I was thinking that way
You ever used lithium ? Its far better to tolerate and less damaging than anti depressants and antipsychotics maybe you are stable on it. If you are going to stay on antipsychotics you probably get diabetes and shit and die an early death after a shitty life
Lithium will actually destroy your kidneys.
He likes to watch animals be tortured. He needs a perma ban imo. At least he can always find a job in a meat packing plant
Do you know if its possible to calculate the dosage currently in someone of Invega Sustenna? 2 234mg shots one week apart 5 months ago. I'm trying to find out how much is released at a time now.
I've never been too good at calculating half life. But Xeplionhell the biochem major is really good at it
 
I'm slowly starting to loose hope here, at least when it comes to returning to my physique pre-Invega. My assumption of gradually loosing weight was correct, I did indeed manage to loose about 20 pounds or so from being 183 originally to 264 pounds at one point to 245 currently, but according to "detailed" body scans I've taken at the gym over time it seems like the weight loss isn't caused from having burned off fat like I originally assumed, but rather from loosing muscle mass over time. I find it odd considering that I'm doing exactly what helped me burn fat/gain muscle simultaneously in the past.

I guess Invega destroyed my body to the point where I have to make serious changes to my routine now. I'm starting to believe the claims that Invega permanently alters your ability to retain fat/build muscle for the worst now. I'm not saying that I'll just give up and become a couch potato while watching tv and eat frozen tv dinners all day like a fat fuck, but at the same time I'm starting to feel discouraged that despite my recent effort it's only getting worse somehow. I tried attaching images of the pre and post invega body scans but can't for some reason.
 
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Speaking of rat poison I was originally considering it as an option for suicide back when my health was severely compromised by Invega, so I decided to do research about how it affects the body prior. That stuff is real nasty, it prevents your body from being capable of properly utilizing Vitamin K, which im turn prevents blood from clotting, except that it becomes so severe that it causes you to literally bleed out of every orface of your body until you eventually die. I read about someone who attempted suicide with rat poison and haven't forgotten the gruesome details about what they experienced prior to death. So yeah I still think I'd prefer Invega over rat poison, as much as I despise Invega with every fiber of my being. 😬
I did the same thing. Invega really does push you to the edge. It’s unbearable
 
I'm slowly starting to loose hope here, at least when it comes to returning to my physique pre-Invega. My assumption of gradually loosing weight was correct, I did indeed manage to loose about 20 pounds or so from being 183 originally to 264 pounds at one point to 245 currently, but according to "detailed" body scans I've taken at the gym over time it seems like the weight loss isn't caused from having burned off fat like I originally assumed, but rather from loosing muscle mass over time. I find it odd considering that I'm doing exactly what helped me burn fat/gain muscle simultaneously in the past.

I guess Invega destroyed my body to the point where I have to make serious changes to my routine now. I'm starting to believe the claims that Invega permanently alters your ability to retain fat/build muscle for the worst now. I'm not saying that I'll just give up and become a couch potato while watching tv and eat frozen tv dinners all day like a fat fuck, but at the same time I'm starting to feel discouraged that despite my recent effort it's only getting worse somehow. I tried attaching images of the pre and post invega body scans but can't for some reason.
Try and start small. Like go on little walks and stuff. And then just build up from there. Jumping jacks. Stretching. You'll feel a lot better I would hope. Anything to get some momentum back. I'm pulling for you.
 
I wanna kill myself guys, I dont find life worth it. Im sorry for being such an asshole before but dunnow what to do, my life is falling apart in pieces. I cant stand loosing all i had with friends, GF, and my personal life in general. I know some of you believe in recovery but I do not, and i think i have reasons for it. Can anyone give me a reason to live?

Dude you will feel entirely different in 6 months time and in 12 months you will feel entirely different from how you do in 6 months. I recovered everything in 2 years and I can know for sure because my art and music I make is way more creative and interesting than pre Invega. And I laughed so much more after the 2 year recovery. It made me appreciate life much more
 
Bro you wanna see guinea pig torture videos to vent some of that agression ?
Bro do you wanna go be callous and nasty tf outside of tds or bluelight entirely? You're not fucking welcome with that shit, that kind of thing can fuck with someone.

This is a place of support, not fucking lulz or trolls. Besides, your style is way too brunt, if you really wanna troll someone you gotta draw them in. Like I'll do to you if you keep this shit up. This shit just pushes people away from the site. People who act like you aren't welcome here, hence the lengthy bans, stop being fucking whack and have some manners.
 
Try and start small. Like go on little walks and stuff. And then just build up from there. Jumping jacks. Stretching. You'll feel a lot better I would hope. Anything to get some momentum back. I'm pulling for you.
Thanks man, I actually started forcing myself to be more active exactly 5 months off the Injection. I began by doing much lighter excercises at the gym then before, since the last time I had gone was over 4 months during this time. I did a combination of weightlifting and some cardio, but I slowly increased the intensity and duration of what I did over time, even if it was nowhere near what I once did. I was doing this until like the 20th of May, because by then I went broke trying to afford other supplements specifically to recover as much as possible.

So during that time is when I started walking daily for an hour, at one point even up to three. Just today is when I could finally pay off the membership fees and also weighed myself out of curiosity there, which is when I realized the sad reality of my supposed weight loss. Also during the time I was and wasn't going to the gym I'd be on a calorie deficit regardless, more so when I wasn't going. The majority of weight I gained was from the first four months after Invega, since I basically ate excessively out of desperation for any kind of mental relief.
 
Thanks man, I actually started forcing myself to be more active exactly 5 months off the Injection. I began by doing much lighter excercises at the gym then before, since the last time I had gone was over 4 months during this time. I did a combination of weightlifting and some cardio, but I slowly increased the intensity and duration of what I did over time, even if it was nowhere near what I once did. I was doing this until like the 20th of May, because by then I went broke trying to afford other supplements specifically to recover as much as possible.

So during that time is when I started walking daily for an hour, at one point even up to three. Just today is when I could finally pay off the membership fees and also weighed myself out of curiosity there, which is when I realized the sad reality of my supposed weight loss. Also during the time I was and wasn't going to the gym I'd be on a calorie deficit regardless, more so when I wasn't going. The majority of weight I gained was from the first four months after Invega, since I basically ate excessively out of desperation for any kind of mental relief.
I put on like 60 lbs over a short period of time from Seroquel, zyprexa, and abilify. Am off now, but am still basically at my largest. Hopefully I can get myself moving in a groove and get more exercise and be more productive, but some days are damn hard.
 
Is getting drunk a similarly damaging effect to other drugs like using meth or heroin or cocaine. Like it overflows the brain with the same neurotransmitters and therefore it’s just as damaging for mood and mind patterns?
 
Is getting drunk a similarly damaging effect to other drugs like using meth or heroin or cocaine. Like it overflows the brain with the same neurotransmitters and therefore it’s just as damaging for mood and mind patterns?
Alcohol works in different pathways, but yes it absolutely causes brain and organ damage. In fact it could arguably be considered the deadliest recreational drug.
 
I put on like 60 lbs over a short period of time from Seroquel, zyprexa, and abilify. Am off now, but am still basically at my largest. Hopefully I can get myself moving in a groove and get more exercise and be more productive, but some days are damn hard.
I see, it's interesting that most people experienced some if not many side effects from Abilify. When I was taking 5mg pills then switched to Abilify injections, which was before Invega, it's as if I was just taking placebo pills or something, except that I felt seemingly no different at all. But yes in the past it was easier to maintain a consistent schedule of excercising regularly, now I almost have to force myself each time as the motivation to do so is still not there yet, although it does seem to be gradually improving over time.

That reminds me, since I had to leave my last job due to my rapidly declining health, and can't even return as all positions are already filled by now, I was considering seeking for employment again as soon as next month. Just today while I was returning something I ordered from Amazon at a local UPS store I realized there was a Jamba Juice almost next to it that appeared to be new as I hadn't seen it there before. I asked if they had any openings but they're unfortunately already full as well. Not even sure if I'm ready to begin working again anyways when I have some significant anhedonia left.

I just realized apsucks really seems to enjoy getting banned, every time he's finally unbanned he does or says something that causes him to get banned once again like why. I still talk with him every once in a while too, I dunno man some people do questionable stuff I'll never understand. 😂
 
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I just realized apsucks really seems to enjoy getting banned, every time he's finally unbanned he does or says something that causes him to get banned once again like why. I still talk with him every once in a while too, I dunno man some people do questionable stuff I'll never understand. 😂
Seems like he just talks a lot of trash for no reason. I don't get him personally, but I still wish him peace in life, that he figures out his own personal struggle and one day won't be such a dick to others.
 
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