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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0
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It gets better man what are your reasons? I can already feel a huge difference. The drug wears off why u think people disappear from here
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Please don't kill yourself man, no worries. Many people have lost everything and rebuilt, you simply can't see it right now, but there is a vision of your life that can play out in a positive way if you let it, and work really hard on getting better.
Meditation helps, I know stupid suggestion but you'd be surprised.
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Suicide is looking better everyday for me as well. I was never suicidal before invega. The way I look at it, choosing to live means you have a chance of healing, even if it’s a little chance. Suicide means there is no chance of recovery and there is no coming back. I still choose life. I know it is hard
I fear I might need these drugs for the rest of my life. I don’t know what to do. I’ve been sectioned three times now this is ridiculous. Wtf is happening to my life. I have everything I need but feel like impending doom. I pray I can find some way to keep in control. Maybe there is a chemical imbalance in my brain. I need to figure something out or I’m truly fucked
Dunnow man I just had it all to be a really happy person and now I see no light for this to end. Living like this is not worth it. I was injected last time 20 March and today is almost 4 months from it. I really dont believe I will recover anything else from this point. Akathisia is mild but cannot remain still. Dont have any emotion. Cant think properly. Cant even spend my life as a gamer as I cant shoot straight. My parents believe sidefx arent real. No one has a cure. Cant sleep well. Cant rest. Cant enjoy sex. Cant get high from anything. Cant feel good. Theres a ton of things for me to not wanting to stay alive. Im only 23. I should be enjoying life and now im just stucked here. I cant even enjoy food as I dont feel the need to eat or drink (ive tried not eating for a whole day and I didnt even got hungry)
You ever used lithium ? Its far better to tolerate and less damaging than anti depressants and antipsychotics maybe you are stable on it. If you are going to stay on antipsychotics you probably get diabetes and shit and die an early death after a shitty life
Trust me bro, it’s fucked up the cocktail of messed up relationships on top of this invega nightmare. But time heals wounds. I know what it’s like to be at the bottom. There’s a lesson you’ll appreciate one day. Talk it out you have all of our support
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Please give yourself time to heal, and don't give up. You'd be surprised what the mind and body are capable of recovering from.
Chemical imbalance is a hard truth. I know for sure being like this, whith no emotions and feeling like my stomach (were emotions are felt mostly) is empty or just as hard as a rock, makes me a lot more agressive and I think being like this can literally make you psychotic in the short term, moreover if you dont really address where this sensation of emptiness and disconecttion from the real world is coming from. Its really something I just couldnt believe existed when I was put in the psychward. Its just not fair for us
At least you had one to three shots...most people get sruck on it an entire year or longer i know a dude who has been on this crap for 4 years now he probably has zero prospect of recovery
Its a self fulfilling prophecy...there is zero evidence for chemical imbalance matter in fact they create it by giving you these stupid shots. Invega made me agressive as fuck i was so hurt by it i wanted to grab a car and ram it into a crowded mall or school. People don't realize how bad antipsychotics are an why so many school shootings and stuff seem to happen on psysch meds
I know man, I think you only need 1 to feel like this
@t_xeplionhell still suicidal?
We are in deep shit there’s no denying that. But right now we need to keep our heads cool and think how to get out of this hole. No doubt it will be a struggle. Dig deep and think long term. How can u make sure 1. this doesn’t happen again, 2. what can you do as damage control.
You’re 23 you have the world at your feet. My best advice since you’re suffering anyway, is to be productive and build something you can be grateful for in the future. Fall is coming up, are you thinking about school? Are you working saving up some money?
Good that you can’t feel hunger. It’s a blessing in disguise! Use it as an opportunity to get shredded. Your body is a reflection of discipline, use it to your advantage.
I know this is hell right now, but at least we’re not in prison. We can make changes to our lives. I’m here to support you all the way, in any way I can. It seems hopeless now, one day you’ll remminisce about it
I feel disabled, what are you going to do in order to have a living? How old are u btw?
I’m 30, my mental health got worse the older I became. All my friends got married and settled down. I’m left binging on alcohol and parties with nothing to show for it. At least I did good in school otherwise I would be a junkie. Worked and studied my entire life. But the corporate lifestyle is so robotic. I need to figure something out asap. I think a move to a new city will do me good. Fresh start
I’d rather have had rat poison lol
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