Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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I meant have things gotten better I see you did not recover.
Yes I've definitely recovered significantly, considering the fact that I could barely get out of bed at first and felt extremely lazy, lethargic, and uninterested in everything. Like a week after getting injected I tried going to the gym but felt so terrible that day I could barely lift anything, and nearly passed out just by jogging for a while on the treadmill. All this time after I still don't have the strength I once had, and definitely feel kind of weaker, but don't feel like passing out anymore with more intense excercise. I also do feel a bit more energetic and motivated to do more things nowadays, and kind of get some enjoyment out of them again as well. I'm REALLY hoping these problems don't last longer then 5 years or so, but in reality judging from some other people's experiences it may not be enough to fully recover, hopefully I'm lucky though since I just got the loading dose anyways.
 
I found a youtube video on how to make nerve and brain tissue regrow. What is your opinion on this?



Xeplione 150 mg + 100 + 100 + 100, last in March. I am currently taking Xanax for 2 months, Zoloft for 5 years, Quetiapine 200 mg for 6 months, Aripiprazol 10 mg for 2 months.
 
Yes I've definitely recovered significantly, considering the fact that I could barely get out of bed at first and felt extremely lazy, lethargic, and uninterested in everything. Like a week after getting injected I tried going to the gym but felt so terrible that day I could barely lift anything, and nearly passed out just by jogging for a while on the treadmill. All this time after I still don't have the strength I once had, and definitely feel kind of weaker, but don't feel like passing out anymore with more intense excercise. I also do feel a bit more energetic and motivated to do more things nowadays, and kind of get some enjoyment out of them again as well. I'm REALLY hoping these problems don't last longer then 5 years or so, but in reality judging from some other people's experiences it may not be enough to fully recover, hopefully I'm lucky though since I just got the loading dose anyways.
I got 6 or 7 shots. People say they recover in 1-2 years you don’t believe that? I’m 19 I hope my life isn’t over. I’m really fucked up right now.
 
I got 6 or 7 shots. People say they recover in 1-2 years you don’t believe that? I’m 19 I hope my life isn’t over. I’m really fucked up right now.
I mean it's hard to say since some people claim they do fully recover within that span of time but at the same time there's others that apparently never did many years after, so I honestly don't know what to believe anymore. What I do know is that considering the fact that you're still quite young, just like 4 years less than me but still, you probably have better chances of recovering faster and more throughly. If I could I'd staight up just time travel and tell you how long it'll take you to fully recover. Then again if that was possible I'd just go back in time to stop myself from ever getting injected with this shit in the first place. But long story short as much as it absolutely sucks right now just try to stick through it as much as possible, you'll at least mostly recover anyways I'm sure.
 
I mean it's hard to say since some people claim they do fully recover within that span of time but at the same time there's others that apparently never did many years after, so I honestly don't know what to believe anymore. What I do know is that considering the fact that you're still quite young, just like 4 years less than me but still, you probably have better chances of recovering faster and more throughly. If I could I'd staight up just time travel and tell you how long it'll take you to fully recover. Then again if that was possible I'd just go back in time to stop myself from ever getting injected with this shit in the first place. But long story short as much as it absolutely sucks right now just try to stick through it as much as possible, you'll at least mostly recover anyways I'm sure.
Thank you I will do my best. Life is so hard right now I just want this pain gone.
 
Recovery comes in stages. We need to make the most out of every opportunity. Like if you’re able to exercise, take advantage. Anhedonia is the toughest imo. But we need to push ourselves through our comfort zone. Take the initiative to be social. Grind through a job that you can handle. Don’t be idle, you will only prolong recovery. The more busy I am, the better I feel. By sitting at home doing nothing, you sort of dig your own grave.

I know it’s hard to be productive. But it’s the only solution. Push as hard as you can.

I am going to a nightclub tonight, stone cold sober. I’m going to socialize and dance my feet off, even though I rather stay on the couch. At least I’m out meeting people. Worst case I burn a few calories dancing
 
Roofman just asked me if I would even have fun 😂. I told him no but it’s better than staying home. Maybe I’ll meet a chick or a new mate. What’s there to lose? 10 quid enterance idc
 
Recovery comes in stages. We need to make the most out of every opportunity. Like if you’re able to exercise, take advantage. Anhedonia is the toughest imo. But we need to push ourselves through our comfort zone. Take the initiative to be social. Grind through a job that you can handle. Don’t be idle, you will only prolong recovery. The more busy I am, the better I feel. By sitting at home doing nothing, you sort of dig your own grave.

I know it’s hard to be productive. But it’s the only solution. Push as hard as you can.

I am going to a nightclub tonight, stone cold sober. I’m going to socialize and dance my feet off, even though I rather stay on the couch. At least I’m out meeting people. Worst case I burn a few calories dancing
By being more mentally or physically passive you will suffer more of course. Happy night clubbing.
 
I’ve been on here since September of 2022. I have seen 2 recoveries. One by a person who healed a while ago. I can’t believe it’s only been 2.

Every time I look at someone in the eyes or look their way, they look away. As if I’m not a person.
 
Every time I look at someone in the eyes or look their way, they look away. As if I’m not a person.
Just know your strength and I know it’s hard particularly if you relied on others’ validation but know your worth and who you are as a person. I sometimes get self conscious around others but all you can do is be you and if looking at others is uncomfortable right now, that’s fine. Just keep to yourself and know internally you are special and you are valuable as a person whether other people appreciate that or not.

I feel at peace today. Which is strange because the past couple days I was having not so great days.
 
Just know your strength and I know it’s hard particularly if you relied on others’ validation but know your worth and who you are as a person. I sometimes get self conscious around others but all you can do is be you and if looking at others is uncomfortable right now, that’s fine. Just keep to yourself and know internally you are special and you are valuable as a person whether other people appreciate that or not.
Thank you for your encouragement. Everyday I’m worrying this might be permanent
 
Does anyones heart feel different since invega? Mine feels weak and damaged

I wish I was still normal. I loved life before now it feels like a horror movie. Truly tragic 😭

How can we know we recovered when you forget what normal life is like 😭😭😭

I can only think about suicide now. I don’t know how you guys have endured this struggle so long and still not recovered your former selves.
 
Did you have problems with erections at first?
Almost all men that I have seen post in this thread about their side effects have mentioned some degree of erectile dysfunction and/or loss of sex drive. You are absolutely not alone with this side effect! It seems to be extremely common, unfortunately. The loss of sex drive and inability to reach orgasm occurs in women too, but in men it is far more discussed. We actually made a special thread in which you can talk about this IN DEPTH if you need to!! Since for some women in this thread, talking about penises all day can be quite triggering for a number of reasons. But we also know that it is very important for you to be able to talk about this, as a young man it can be quite confronting and even devestating to lose penis function. Check out the thread:
https://bluelight.org/xf/threads/the-general-catch-all-side-effect-thread-v-psych-meds-nsfw.929488/

I being able to cry a sign of progress? Balled my eyes out last night for the first time since my injections
Yes!!!! You are feeling and expressing emotion!! This is good! <3

Just know your strength and I know it’s hard particularly if you relied on others’ validation but know your worth and who you are as a person. I sometimes get self conscious around others but all you can do is be you and if looking at others is uncomfortable right now, that’s fine. Just keep to yourself and know internally you are special and you are valuable as a person whether other people appreciate that or not.

I feel at peace today. Which is strange because the past couple days I was having not so great days.
This was such a beautiful, poignant and important thing to say to @Invegaishell , thank you <3
And I am so glad to hear you're having some content feelings today, that is so lovely <3

Does anyones heart feel different since invega? Mine feels weak and damaged
This has actually been mentioned by a lot of other sufferers in these threads. Some have even gone to the lengths of getting their hearts checked by cardiac specialists to make sure there is no actual physical damage.
What are you actually feeling, with your heart?

I can only think about suicide now. I don’t know how you guys have endured this struggle so long and still not recovered your former selves.
You are not alone <3 Please remember that <3 A lot of other people in this thread feel the same way that you do, but you just need to keep fighting, keep moving forward every day.
 
Does anyones heart feel different since invega? Mine feels weak and damaged

I wish I was still normal. I loved life before now it feels like a horror movie. Truly tragic 😭

How can we know we recovered when you forget what normal life is like 😭😭😭

I can only think about suicide now. I don’t know how you guys have endured this struggle so long and still not recovered your former selves.
Yes I'm pretty sure my heart also recieved some kind of damage from Invega long-term. The same day I had a stroke from invega, or at least I'm convinced it was since it fits the description of what I've read and is different from an anxiety/panic attack, I went to the ER and was also experiencing heart palpitations that eventually went away afterwards. I've noticed since that there's random occasions throughout the day/night where my heart suddenly starts pounding and feels as if it skips a few beats for a few seconds. It doesn't happen too often right now, mabye once every few days or so but it's still very concerning regardless. Also sorry to hear you're feeling suicidal right now, it's only normal considering the fact that basically everything that made life enjoyable and worth living has been taken from us by this literal poison. Not sure if I'm allowed to say this but I even went as far as to attempt to end my suffering earlier this year twice but was too scared to go through with it. Looking back at it I'm glad that's the case because although I still have a long way to go, I've recovered enough that I can mostly enjoy life again.
 
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Almost all men that I have seen post in this thread about their side effects have mentioned some degree of erectile dysfunction and/or loss of sex drive. You are absolutely not alone with this side effect! It seems to be extremely common, unfortunately. The loss of sex drive and inability to reach orgasm occurs in women too, but in men it is far more discussed. We actually made a special thread in which you can talk about this IN DEPTH if you need to!! Since for some women in this thread, talking about penises all day can be quite triggering for a number of reasons. But we also know that it is very important for you to be able to talk about this, as a young man it can be quite confronting and even devestating to lose penis function. Check out the thread:
https://bluelight.org/xf/threads/the-general-catch-all-side-effect-thread-v-psych-meds-nsfw.929488/


Yes!!!! You are feeling and expressing emotion!! This is good! <3


This was such a beautiful, poignant and important thing to say to @Invegaishell , thank you <3
And I am so glad to hear you're having some content feelings today, that is so lovely <3


This has actually been mentioned by a lot of other sufferers in these threads. Some have even gone to the lengths of getting their hearts checked by cardiac specialists to make sure there is no actual physical damage.
What are you actually feeling, with your heart?


You are not alone <3 Please remember that <3 A lot of other people in this thread feel the same way that you do, but you just need to keep fighting, keep moving forward every day.
My heart feels weak. It’s hard to describe. Like it’s struggling to beat
 
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