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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Whathappened123 said:
I don’t feel benzos any longer or any adrenalin or emotions. It’s as if I’m a camera walking around.
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That is anhedonia and numbness(of emotion and experiences). I know how it is, I am still not recovered from it. But at least I'm around halfway there.
 
Whathappened123 said:
Could you all just snap out of it I KNOW you are all mighty and know a lot of things you shouldn’t know but this doesn’t give you the right to bully me every single day of my miserable life. What do you WANT seriously you should know I’m pathetic and weak and I don’t relate to life but you matrix people keep thinking it’s hilarious to troll the fuck out of me. It’s INSANE and TORTURE so just shut up and ASK or TAKE whatever it is you want since your almighty power already made me question the fuck out of existence since The Event and whatever the hell happened prior.
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Firstly, I want to welcome you to the thread, I hope you find this thread helpful for whatever you're going through with your Invega recovery.
Secondly, no one is bullying you or singling you out at all. I am really sorry if you felt that way. If anything, people have been welcoming you. I appreciate that you're going through a really horrible time and that you're suffering a lot, but I don't think roofman's comment was even directed to your post at all.
Please stick around and see that the contributors of this thread can be really supportive to your recovery and all aim to help each other with what you're going through. I hope you are doing okay today <3
 
Senior Moderator said:
Firstly, I want to welcome you to the thread, I hope you find this thread helpful for whatever you're going through with your Invega recovery.
Secondly, no one is bullying you or singling you out at all. I am really sorry if you felt that way. If anything, people have been welcoming you. I appreciate that you're going through a really horrible time and that you're suffering a lot, but I don't think roofman's comment was even directed to your post at all.
Please stick around and see that the contributors of this thread can be really supportive to your recovery and all aim to help each other with what you're going through. I hope you are doing okay today <3
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Your input isn’t needed every few comments seems as you like to stir up a lot of drama and everytime I see your comment it gives me crippling anxiety because you cause a lot of memebers anger I’m worried your going to make @Kaatrina leave the thread and she is the most helpful I just had a horrible panic attack again because of you can you clean up your act and follow the rules
 
Bobskitchen said:
Your input isn’t needed every few comments seems as you like to stir up a lot of drama and everytime I see your comment it gives me crippling anxiety because you cause a lot of memebers anger I’m worried your going to make @Kaatrina leave the thread and she is the most helpful I just had a horrible panic attack again because of you can you clean up your act and follow the rules
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I also struggle with panic attacks at times but blaming others for them or trying to control others doesn’t really help the internal problem within us. We can’t really control how others act, all we can do is try our best to not let it affect us.
 
RecoveryInProgress said:
I also struggle with panic attacks at times but blaming others for them or trying to control others doesn’t really help the internal problem within us. We can’t really control how others act, all we can do is try our best to not let it affect us.
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He is really affecting me in a negative way when he seems to purposely provoke drama on the thread he has caused me multiple panic attacks now
 
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I hope you are doing okay today <3
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He is at beginning of recovery from invega and from what I've read he has it very bad, so of course he wont be doing neither close to "okay".
But I suppose this was just not the right vocabulary choice from your side because you are new here.
 
Bobskitchen said:
Your input isn’t needed every few comments seems as you like to stir up a lot of drama and everytime I see your comment it gives me crippling anxiety because you cause a lot of memebers anger I’m worried your going to make @Kaatrina leave the thread and she is the most helpful I just had a horrible panic attack again because of you
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I'm sorry to hear about your panic attacks, I suffer with panic attacks as well and they are horrible. I hope they start to get easier to deal with soon.
Bobskitchen said:
can you clean up your act and follow the rules
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Gaslighting doesn't work on me, sorry.
 
Senior Moderator said:
Firstly, I want to welcome you to the thread, I hope you find this thread helpful for whatever you're going through with your Invega recovery.
Secondly, no one is bullying you or singling you out at all. I am really sorry if you felt that way. If anything, people have been welcoming you. I appreciate that you're going through a really horrible time and that you're suffering a lot, but I don't think roofman's comment was even directed to your post at all.
Please stick around and see that the contributors of this thread can be really supportive to your recovery and all aim to help each other with what you're going through. I hope you are doing okay today <3
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It is just weird that people start talking randomly about “toxic positivity” or “panic attacks” since this could be directed towards me. I notice things everyday, I never get any rest, just today I saw a man buying orange juice and cake (only those 2 items) which I also occasionally buy. It’s the system saying “I’m keeping an eye on you”. I truly believe we live in an Orwellian society, and that that movie about predicting crimes is what the last 20 years of history is actually about. Hell, even my professor talked about that movie Minority Report.
 
Whathappened123 said:
It is just weird that people start talking randomly about “toxic positivity” or “panic attacks” since this could be directed towards me. I notice things everyday, I never get any rest, just today I saw a man buying orange juice and cake (only those 2 items) which I also occasionally buy. It’s the system saying “I’m keeping an eye on you”. I truly believe we live in an Orwellian society, and that that movie about predicting crimes is what the last 20 years of history is actually about. Hell, even my professor talked about that movie Minority Report.
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I honestly felt very similar when I was going through psychosis. I felt like everything was connected to me. The movie Minority Report sounds interesting, might go watch it.
 
Updating my status in this thread just to say that you can 100% recover from all side effects from injections

I reached the point in which I don't even have to think about it anymore: can hold 9to5 jobs perfectly, drive across the whole country, play games, hang out with friends and like myself just like I did pre-injection

I was already doing fine at 10 months off and now I feel like 100 bucks: no hard drugs, no prescribed bullshit: just diet, daily walking and just pushing myself to have a schedule and endure the incredibly hard life of the first few months were all I really needed, plus the recovery stories that you can read at the beginning of the thread (and those aren't even half of the ones I've read in the past threads)


keep it up
 
EsseWasGreat said:
Updating my status in this thread just to say that you can 100% recover from all side effects from injections

I reached the point in which I don't even have to think about it anymore: can hold 9to5 jobs perfectly, drive across the whole country, play games, hang out with friends and like myself just like I did pre-injection

I was already doing fine at 10 months off and now I feel like 100 bucks: no hard drugs, no prescribed bullshit: just diet, daily walking and just pushing myself to have a schedule and endure the incredibly hard life of the first few months were all I really needed, plus the recovery stories that you can read at the beginning of the thread (and those aren't even half of the ones I've read in the past threads)


keep it up
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How many months are you off? How many injections?
 
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