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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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InvegaIsdeath said:
I agree with Katrina, q anon is fake and lame.

He's never a single time said anything of value. Not once.

He did tell everyone to trust Jeff fessuons and qs plan that didn't exist.

His supporters lie and say Tom hanks got arrested with Ellen
Some of my best trolling was my q anon posts
. A lot of those people are boomers on
8kun. They are equally as gay as Q.
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I had a lot of interaction with the mods on 8chan in 2018 before it was taken down. I've got a lot of firsthand experience with how coordinated that "grassroots" messaging was. I was embarassingly a true Q believer until my first psychosis. I believe that 60-80% of the main accounts pushing "Q" are part of some sort of funded psychological operation. For example if I posted messaging on 8ch that wasn't allowed it was spammed with gore, which is a tactic I've seen in other instances of coordinated message blocking on discord ect. There were a lot more ways to get blackpilled on the internet around 2018 than there are now. Now I believe lots of people are funneled through "Q" - mixing logical conclusions with false ones combined with spiritual messaging in the form of Bible verses and a focus on numerology "Nothing is coincidence" mentality is a recipe for mental disaster. I think those pushing the messaging know this & that many people & their friends & family are suffering because of it today
 
Kaatrina said:
Tell him to take acid or shrooms, the mods will give it a heart
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Can you please kindly stop making snide remarks towards the mods. We are actually all on your side. ALL of us mods also hate Invega and what it has done to you all, and ALL of us mods only want to see you all have good recoveries. I don't understand why you think we're against you, especially consdering we've been so supportive of your recovery story in particular and the content that you personally have shared.
 
Senior Moderator said:
Can you please kindly stop making snide remarks towards the mods. We are actually all on your side. ALL of us mods also hate Invega and what it has done to you all, and ALL of us mods only want to see you all have good recoveries. I don't understand why you think we're against you, especially consdering we've been so supportive of your recovery story in particular and the content that you personally have shared.
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TDS mods are actually pretty chill here and helpful, maybe once in a while they’ve done or said something questionable but haven’t we all, imo they do a pretty damn good job overall.
 
I recently came across an alternative to psychiatric drugs website while looking into withdrawals.

I wonder how they handle withdrawal symptoms. Only thing I can think of is acupuncture.
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
I don't think AP withdrawal is real.
The withdrawal is just feeling the brain damage which is what they do.
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Nah man, AP withdrawal is definitely a real thing especially if someone is taking high doses of AP pills and cold turkeys them, I’ve experienced AP withdrawal first hand I took 6mg paliparadone pills for 2 weeks then cold turkeyed it 1.5 months off the injections I felt worse then I did for weeks after I stopped even worse then I felt while taking the pills, it’s just that the thing with the injections is that the taper is really slow so the wds may not even be noticeable.
 
Merek said:
Nah man, AP withdrawal is definitely a real thing especially if someone is taking high doses of AP pills and cold turkeys them, I’ve experienced AP withdrawal first hand I took 6mg paliparadone pills for 2 weeks then cold turkeyed it 1.5 months off the injections I felt worse then I did for weeks after I stopped even worse then I felt while taking the pills, it’s just that the thing with the injections is that the taper is really slow so the wds may not even be noticeable.
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I took invega pills after being injected due to desperation of pain. The klonopin is what fixed things for me
 
Merek said:
Nah man, AP withdrawal is definitely a real thing especially if someone is taking high doses of AP pills and cold turkeys them, I’ve experienced AP withdrawal first hand I took 6mg paliparadone pills for 2 weeks then cold turkeyed it 1.5 months off the injections I felt worse then I did for weeks after I stopped even worse then I felt while taking the pills, it’s just that the thing with the injections is that the taper is really slow so the wds may not even be noticeable.
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When invega leaves the body many
people feel worse for some reason. I don't think it's withdrawal, it's the pain of healing
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
I took inega pills after being injected due to desperation of pain. The klonopin is what fixed things for me
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Yeah I remember that desperation of pain feeling, I remember I had it really bad during month 4 of coming off invega I was chronically suicidal more then I ever had been in my life and drinking alcohol helped numb the pain but I think it prolonged recovery, however I’d say taking benzos or alcohol is better off then being chronically suicidal and potentially attempting it can’t be a long term solution though cause over time you’ll just build a tolerance/addiction and deal with even more hell along with the hell you were trying too run away from to begin with.
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
When invega leaves the body many
people feel worse for some reason. I don't think it's withdrawal, it's the pain of healing
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I think it’s both the pain of healing and withdrawal tbh, anti depressants cause withdrawal too even though they don’t give you euphoria your brain can become dependent on a drug and go through withdrawal when you stop taking it even if the drug doesn’t give you a euphoria.
 
Merek said:
Yeah I remember that desperation of pain feeling, I remember I had it really bad during month 4 of coming off invega I was chronically suicidal more then I ever had been in my life and drinking alcohol helped numb the pain but I think it prolonged recovery, however I’d say taking benzos or alcohol is better off then being chronically suicidal and potentially attempting it can’t be a long term solution though cause over time you’ll just build a tolerance/addiction and deal with even more hell then the hell you were trying too run away from to begin with.
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I didn't drink at all
I used lots of thc early,mid, late and lots of cbd
early.
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
I didn't drink at all
I used lots of thc early,mid, late and lots of cbd
early.
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Ya igy, alcohol and benzodiazepines act similarly on GABA though, I used benzos early in my recovery but quickly gave up on that cause I couldn’t feel anything cause if the side effects of invega, so then I was sober for the first 4.5 months of recovery, at month 4.5 I drank alcohol for a short period of time, then month 5-8 I started using THC, nicotine, and psilocybin which I believe sped up my recovery, it wasn’t super often though just every now and then for full doses. I did micro dose psilocybin pretty often though I’m taking a break from that now since I just tripped and gotta lower my tolerance.
 
Antipsychotics to the brain are like baking cookie dough, it can optimize it to a proper condition but if it bakes too long it can burn it and ruin it.
 
Got a decent euphoria from hitting the gym today while being completely sober, I went with my best friend and had no problem socializing with her and did so confidently I even enjoyed socializing too, social function returned to me at month 5-6 and enjoying socializing returned at month 8.5. Being able to get euphoria from exercise returned slightly at month 3-4, now I can get a good euphoria from it but it’s not quite like pre injections yet but almost there.
 
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