HelpMeInvega
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I wonder how @UnluckyXeplion is doing, clearly good because he’s never here! Like most ppl who recover and have lives!
Do you live with your parentsIt is important that too many invenga injections will live you irreversible permanent damage that puts you in a psychiatric facility for life because you are not able to live by yourself anymore and psychiatrist don't believe you when you tell them the massive invenga damage you have
I started out as kind of religious or Christian and because I can be considered to be half Jew I also went to the synagogue a bunch of times too. Later I became more agnostic or atheist but then later became more drawn to spiritual and 'new age' stuff. I had some very powerful spiritual experiences that, well, it was the real shit, also saw conspiracy stuff too. It made me a full on Alex Jones pretty much. Later it started to look like this reality was inherently Christian, and that some sort of Lucifer/Satan event probably really did happen at some point in human history. I'm now pretty much a Christian but maybe a more modified or expanded version. I like the strong moral values that it has too.What makes you think this?
smoking week can give you PTSDAlthough I’m steadily recovering I’m still having issues of PTSD of being on Abilify three years ago that’s being brought up because I’m going through an identical process with the recovery from Risperdal. It’s making me feel like I never recovered from the Abilify which is probably not true. I also feel like caffeine doesn’t work as well as it used to.
What drugs can you feel the effects from most since being injected do you notice they arent as strong since being injected and where do you live at man are you in America or over seas broIt doesn't seem like I'm the usual person. I'm 35, I came from a former Soviet Union country and speak fluent Russian. I've had really crazy ass spiritual experiences and seen conspiracy stuff in real life in 2010 that made me like a freakin' Alex Jones. I'm a big dude 6'2 with muscle. I've had a gun pulled on me twice including this year. I've pulled my knife on 5 people twice and I've never done that in my life and this all happened in the past 4 months. I've been on 4 years of psychiatric injections total with three injections extra. I still drink and do drugs till this day but will have to go to a rehab soon in order to escape further injections. I've heard that it's better to make it to the end of a shitty life than it is to kill yourself. Nobody says that you have to do it sober.
The problem is invega is a full blown dopamine and serotonin antagonist so a substance that releases dopamine it doesn’t matter how much will not workThis sounds bad to all those in the psychiatric industry and even general common society, but if your brain produces very little dopamine because of antipsychotics then no matter the negative consequences it might even benefit them to, this might sound bad but go to some young homeless dudes on the streets and get some meth. That kind of night and day contrast could seriously keep some people alive. It might just give you the will to fight on and keep living.
I had two shots. It took me 5 months to not be suicidal and 7-8 months for full recoveryHow long did it take you to recover from invega and how many shots?
What were you doing for recovery and how old were you?I had two shots. It took me 5 months to not be suicidal and 7-8 months for full recovery
Weed is used to treat PTSD, stop making false claimssmoking week can give you PTSD
For a shot that should have 19 days half life..turns out to be just as long as 45 -75 days half life shots...its ridicilious it makes you wonder about all these clinical studiesI had two shots. It took me 5 months to not be suicidal and 7-8 months for full recovery
Makes you wonder if it will cause parkinsons and alzheimer in later life. People with parkinsons and dementia die from taking AP drugsAPs are simply put, the cause of Parkinsons in a pill or injection.
It causes parkinsonsism , which is drug induced Parkinsons disease.
That's what blocking dopamine and serotonin does.
You shouldn't have guilt feelings over relapsing on this. This shit was targeted at you at a young age & you have to understand that it's not your fault. That shit has no control over you & you should focus on celebrating that you Hate it both before & after your relapse & encourage yourself in those feelings instead of destroying yourself out of guilt which just traps you in a self punishment cycle.Well I feel like I’ve recovered from invega but fuck man I’m more of a suicidal mess then ever, I falsely believed that once I recovered life would just be 24/7 euphoria but it’s not. I ended up on invega for a reason porn addiction played a big role in it, it’s so fucking bad man I can’t go into detail about it cause then this post will probably be deleted let’s just say it’s extremely unhealthy content I stumbled across when I was 11 and couldn’t stop myself from continuing the habit even though it was awful for me, it is so hard too stop and takes months too recover from for me since I’ve been addicted for years I keep failing this shit every time cause I choose too smoke weed, I just can’t stay sober for the life of me I always wana just feel some type of drug to numb the pain and escape sober reality, I’ve been battling this addiction for 2 years and every time I fuck this shit up it’s been extremely taxing on me and I’m just so fucking tired of it my willpower is drained I’ve had enough I’m defeated everything just feels so worthless. As of rn I plan to end it later this week I do have a method that would be 100% effective for sure before I end it though I’m gonna take a really high dose of LSD and trip maybe I’ll be able too access my inner thinking and think of a solution with a changed way of thinking during the trip but if that doesn’t workout I’ve made up my mind , just felt like getting all this off my chest I don’t really have any real friends that I trust in life since I lost everything during my crisis and never gained it back so I really have nowhere else to go besides here. I know this was a different type of post from me but this is how I actually feel about my own life not just me tryna act positive with that fake it till you make it attitude I pretty much just give up I’m not confident I’ll make it.
Nothing in this world causes more trauma than being injected with an AP like invega.Merek you keep saying PTSD but Im not sure you actually know what it is. Not all trauma is PTSD.
What other drugs are you on?I am doomed to kms. I was so much damaged by Invenga that I can just be placed in an institution home or a psychiatric hospital for life. I still don't sleep. I stopped sleeping October 2021 at the 4th injection of Invenga and the psychiatrist and my family still wanted me to get injected for 2 years. I quitted at 6 bad the damage has been too much. Sometimes, if you inject too much there is really no hope for recovery.
I am afraid that you are creating a situation for yourself where you are onlt feeling euphoric when you are on your drug of choice.Well at about 8.5 months off I’d say I’m fully recovered from invega sustenna in my mind I’m just like thank fuck not everyone gets so lucky, I can get intense euphoria/bliss from drugs and a rush from porn again music also really hits hard like I can feel the vibe of it and my energy is back, as for staying sober I’m not sure what I’ll do I took 2 tabs of acid today and I’m having a wonderful eye opening trip so I’m gonna just enjoy myself, I’m gonna lower my expectations for life on earth as i just feel like as humans were all just fractions of our true forms and that nothing here is gonna be perfect but the experience of hardships are part of a delicate balance so that when you do feel the good times again with euphoria and bliss you have so much more gratitude for it, I feel at home with the universe my soul and my own life which is good.
Tell him to take acid or shrooms, the mods will give it a heartI would but the post will get deleted and will get warning by mods so i rather dont
No, what you felt was your acid trip, not GodMan I literally felt that yesterday still a little bit today.
Interesting how things become more "widely accepted" when certain people have an economic interest in its sale. Ketamine doesnt do anything for you but make you want more ketamine.Ketamine therapy is becoming alot more widely accepted to try to treat things like depression, with clinics that have been popping up everywhere. This website says that you can get very low dose Ketamine pills delivered to your house for about $130 bucks. I'd try to get it myself right now if I could. This could probably really help people on here who are suffering from the effects of antipsychotics.
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Q anon is a psyopThere was a book called the Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot, and it talked about some supposed miracle cures that have happened throughout history, such as a guy regrowing his entire hip bone pretty much. Maybe there's some way to grow dopamine receptors in the brain. The conspiracy Q Anon people which alot of that stuff is true talked about med beds that are supposed to exist that can heal pretty much anything.
It 100% can. Abilify and invega used to cause me involuntary muscle twitches, which is scary when it happens.Makes you wonder if it will cause parkinsons and alzheimer in later life. People with parkinsons and dementia die from taking AP drugs
I agree with Katrina, q anon is fake and lame.You shouldn't have guilt feelings over relapsing on this. This shit was targeted at you at a young age & you have to understand that it's not your fault. That shit has no control over you & you should focus on celebrating that you Hate it both before & after your relapse & encourage yourself in those feelings instead of destroying yourself out of guilt which just traps you in a self punishment cycle.
Nothing in this world causes more trauma than being injected with an AP like invega.
I believed and experienced that i had gone to hell and experienced every torture imaginable that was wiped from my memory that i gained back during my first psychosis. I can say this honestly.
What other drugs are you on?
I am afraid that you are creating a situation for yourself where you are onlt feeling euphoric when you are on your drug of choice.
Tell him to take acid or shrooms, the mods will give it a heart
No, what you felt was your acid trip, not God
Interesting how things become more "widely accepted" when certain people have an economic interest in its sale. Ketamine doesnt do anything for you but make you want more ketamine.
Q anon is a psyop