You're right, the ONLY time I blindly believed a psychiatrist and put my fate in their hands was the ONLY time that I didn't do research beforehand. Normally I'd always ask about side effects, or look them up myself prior to taking a medication. Never in my entire life did I think a medication this ridiculously harmful could possibly exist so it never occurred to me at any point. I can tell that psychiatrist didn't give the slightest crap about me because they didn't at least offer pills to ensure I wouldn't have an adverse reaction before a long lasting injection. The second I brought up complaints about negative side effects they straight up didn't care and told me to leave like wow fuck her. I hope karma exists and she ends up rotting in hell. Sorry for being so violent but I think it's reasonable lol, she and other irresponsible psychiatrists are probably having the time of her life while we're over here going through living hell.