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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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apsucks said:
I started playing videogames at month six and seven if could feel somekind of enjoyment...no dopamine reward but the anhedonia decreased to a degree where i wanted and could play videogames. Invegatable and debilify are shit drugs that have no medicinal potential whatsoever.

On abilify i'm at the end of month two and the depression and anhedonia are worse than invega at the end of month six of invega. Same with invega i had to take kratom the first 2 months i couldn't do without...same for abilify. Invega is a massive horse tranquilizer at least it had sedating effects which made the time go faster. Month four i started vaping weed daily and watched gamplay video playthroughs of other people...sitcoms like mcleods daughter, two and a half men and stuff like that...everything besides watching tv kinda sucks on anti psychotics.

Also these anti psychotics destroy the family structure and relationships..also resentment from patient on family members that called health services..absolutely clueless to get someone admitted it makes no sense...pyshc wards are worse than prisons and industry to push pills that make people sick on already sick people
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I prefer 3 years in prison than being injected with antipsychotics.
 
Taking pills defenitily stacks upon the injection i wonder if one can recover from injections while taking pills..i think one must have a low dose like 2.5 mg to have somekind of recovery from abilify because the half life is so long
Crossing fingers
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I had 4 months streak until recently and it didnt cause any stuff like that. But it can make you behave more cold blooded, like some army major. Also if you are not used to it, it can have confusing effect. Also it requires more self control since you have more testosterone and you can get angry more easily.
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How is your recovery going..we got on the forum about the same time many months ago
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Recovery is so gradual that you sometimes forget how you was before and not noticing the improvements...
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Yes you will notice a big difference between month nine and month four its extremely hard to notice at first because its so gradual but you will notice by doing activities like playing video games watxhing movies and so forth. Most people can do activites again at month seven and month nine
 
apsucks said:
Yes you will notice a big difference between month nine and month four its extremely hard to notice at first because its so gradual but you will notice by doing activities like playing video games watxhing movies and so forth. Most people can do activites again at month seven and month nine
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The first occurrence of me having fun while playing a video game or watching a video is when I'll know I got healed from this drug.
 
I can enjoy watching a video/tv show quite a bit and I can enjoy video games a little bit but it’s nowhere near pre invega.
 
apsucks said:
I started playing videogames at month six and seven if could feel somekind of enjoyment...no dopamine reward but the anhedonia decreased to a degree where i wanted and could play videogames. Invegatable and debilify are shit drugs that have no medicinal potential whatsoever.

On abilify i'm at the end of month two and the depression and anhedonia are worse than invega at the end of month six of invega. Same with invega i had to take kratom the first 2 months i couldn't do without...same for abilify. Invega is a massive horse tranquilizer at least it had sedating effects which made the time go faster. Month four i started vaping weed daily and watched gamplay video playthroughs of other people...sitcoms like mcleods daughter, two and a half men and stuff like that...everything besides watching tv kinda sucks on anti psychotics.

Also these anti psychotics destroy the family structure and relationships..also resentment from patient on family members that called health services..absolutely clueless to get someone admitted it makes no sense...pyshc wards are worse than prisons and industry to push pills that make people sick on already sick people
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in some ways it sucks worse then jail as atleast in jail your left alone. Also in jail people are more likely to be scared of you as you might have friends or a shank in there. <edited out inappropriate content - SMod>
 
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Merek said:
It really isn’t torture once you get past day 50 you actually feel better then you would if you were masterbating in my experience and you can still have sex, sex is alright since it’s natural and most of the time it’s just traditional intercourse however ejaculating in any way can still reduce the benefits of semen retention so best to just do it every once in a while, with porn there’s so many intense deviant types of things that make it more addictive and harmful then sex, going 3 years without fapping is very impressive I hope to do that some day.
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You would be wasting 3 years of dopamine hits
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I find myself laughing quite a lot.
Thankfully this isn't something that was taken away from me, only during the injections I couldn't laugh.
But I do find myself laughing my a** off at some YouTube comments and videos.
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Lucky you. I remember I could do that too before psychiatry!
 
OLDTIDEN said:
Lucky you. I remember I could do that too before psychiatry!
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Mind you, if something truly funny I laugh on it,
But it's not the high I used to get from laughing before the injections.
Before, when I used to laugh my brain out from things, it was almost like euphoric feeling.
Idk, it's different now, but I still laugh here and there.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Mind you, if something truly funny I laugh on it,
But it's not the high I used to get from laughing before the injections.
Before, when I used to laugh my brain out from things, it was almost like euphoric feeling.
Idk, it's different now, but I still laugh here and there.
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Maybe laughter shatters paliperidone and we recover faster!
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I find myself laughing quite a lot.
Thankfully this isn't something that was taken away from me, only during the injections I couldn't laugh.
But I do find myself laughing my a** off at some YouTube comments and videos.
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Interesting 🤔 I can laugh but only a little bit but I can’t at all laugh my ass off you seem to be recovering that quicker then me although pre invega I had depression and didn’t laugh much anyway so that might have something to do with it.
 
Merek said:
Interesting 🤔 I can laugh but only a little bit but I can’t at all laugh my ass off you seem to be recovering that quicker then me although pre invega I had depression and didn’t laugh much anyway so that might have something to do with it.
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I used to be involved with humor a lot, this is a side that was strong in me before the injections, so maybe that's why, I love laughing and I used to view life in a silly way sometimes.
I still do that, for example play funny scenarios in my head when I see certain types of people.
But, before the injections, I used to laugh more and it was deeper. Laughing before the injections gave me a high, and that not the case nowadays.
 
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