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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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UnluckyXeplion said:
Did you recover anything else? like libido for example? or better clarity of mind?
What about anhedonia?
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Anhedonia decreased 50% on month six and seven..libido improved at month four and fully recovered at month 12..clarity of mind a year (not 100% maybe 70 or 80%). Anhedonia still is here (25%) but not as bad as before it manifest as fatigue or depression. After 7 to 9 months months i still couldn't workout and had heart issues but this fully recovered after daily long distance walking and cycling daily and intense fasting.

Dopamine reward system got fucked up and still didn't get the same dopamine reward as before . I was less able to enjoy social interactions, drinking or going out.

Things that helped me vaping weed daily and sometimes used mushrooms. First half year i was bed bound smoking weed helped against anhedonia and made the time go faster. Im convinced weed and cbd helped me recover faster
 
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apsucks said:
Anhedonia decreased 50% on month six and seven..libido improved at month four and fully recovered at month 12..clarity of mind a year (not 100% maybe 70 or 80%). Anhedonia still is here (25%) but not as bad as before it manifest as fatigue or depression. After 7 to 9 months months i still couldn't workout and had heart issues but this fully recovered after daily long distance walking and cycling daily and intense fasting.

Dopamine reward system got fucked up and still didn't get the same dopamine reward as before . I was less able to enjoy social interactions, drinking or going out.

Things that helped me vaping weed daily and sometimes used mushrooms. First half year i was bed bound smoking weed helped against anhedonia and made the time go faster.
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My only fear is to forget my pre injections self, to forget how I was before this shit.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
My only fear is to forget my pre injections self, to forget how I was before this shit.
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After injections it never returned to pre injection. You will also forget how shit were pre injection. Post injection during and after recovery i was able to enjoy videogames and stuff like that. Cannabis high is nowhere like it were pre injection and alcohol could make me drunk but never got me some sort of (high post injection) Alcohol hit hard post injection like one beer could get me drunk also eating weed hit extremely hard (sedation).

one year of isolation also fucked me up hard...like social skills got destroyed by the injection...i tried dating(12 months after injection) post injection but had difficulty feeling romantic interest or emotions.
 
apsucks said:
After injections it never returned to pre injection. You will also forget how shit were pre injection. Post injection during and after recovery i was able to enjoy videogames and stuff like that. Cannabis high is nowhere like it were pre injection and alcohol could make me drunk but never got me some sort of (high post injection)

Alcohol hit hard post injection like one beer could get me drunk also eating weed hit extremely hard (sedation).
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Do you get euphoria from weed?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Do you get euphoria from weed?
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No ...only sedation. Same for alcohol..no euphoria

I can get euphoria from high dose of mushrooms and i can nod on kratom. I do get euphoria from research chemicals like 4-FA or MDMA but i have to take a high dose. The high is not like pre injection especially kratom high
 
apsucks said:
No ...only sedation. Same for alcohol..no euphoria

I can get euphoria from mushrooms and i can nod on kratom. I do get euphoria from research chemicals like 4-FA or MDMA but i have to take a high dose.
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That's sad.
I wonder if the ability to get high/euphoria isn't blocked for life.
 
apsucks said:
i smoked weed 15 months after last injection and it didn't got me high
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It probably fries your receptors and messes you up for life.
I slowly starts to accept @HelpMeInvega was probably right that it damages your brain permanently. But who knows, time will tell.
There are only 2 options going on forward from this. Either accept the new you and live with it or commit suicide.
I would choose the last option if it was easy.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
It probably fries your receptors and messes you up for life.
I slowly starts to accept @HelpMeInvega was probably right that it damages your brain permanently. But who knows, time will tell.
There are only 2 options going on forward from this. Either accept the new you and live with it or commit suicide.
I would choose the last option if it was easy.
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i was able to enjoy gardening which is my number 1 passion.

like i said before i received alot of benefit from using mushrooms, st johnswort, weed and supplements like NAC. I think you can heal and regenerate some neurons by microdosing psychedelics daily
 
apsucks said:
i was able to enjoy gardening which is my number 1 passion.

like i said before i received alot of benefit from using mushrooms, st johnswort, weed and supplements like NAC
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Do you think smoking weed will help my recovery? will it help heal my brain?
 
The anhedonia from abilify is just as bad as invega i think the only reason why people should pick abilify over invega is shorter half life
 
Guys don’t listen to these negative posts apsucks is still on 5mg abilify and also received abilify injections, HelpMeInvega is still on 20mg latuda and took a bunch of other meds during recovery, UnluckyXeplion had 7-8 shots and is claiming the damage is permanent but is only 6 months off so there’s really no way for him to tell that it’s permanent yet.
 
Merek said:
Guys don’t listen to these negative posts apsucks is still on 5mg abilify and also received abilify injections, HelpMeInvega is still on 20mg latuda and took a bunch of other meds during recovery, UnluckyXeplion had 7-8 shots and is claiming the damage is permanent but is only 6 months off so there’s really no way for him to tell that it’s permanent yet.
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I said time will tell if it's permanent.
For now, it feels like it changed me as if it's permanent.
Sorry if it appeared negative from my side.
 
I took 2 injections 234mg and 156mg a little over 5 months ago I have been med free my last injection was august 15th 2022, I can workout like I used to 90% and I’m gaining muscle pretty rapidly, sexual dysfunction is gone about 85%, I can feel substances like pre invega with euphoria even intense exercise gets me slight euphoria, My appearance is like pre invega except I’m not as buff as I used to be but I didn’t hit the gym for 7 months before so that’s why, My testosterone is almost back to normal and my voice is deep again I’m getting my confidence back, Anhedonia and Depression are gone about 70%. I’m feeling pretty good nowadays I’m moving forward with my life and getting busy again these next few months should cruise by.
 
Merek said:
I took 2 injections 234mg and 156mg a little over 5 months ago my last injection was august 15th 2022, I can workout like I used to 90% and I’m gaining muscle pretty rapidly, sexual dysfunction is gone about 85%, I can feel substances like pre invega with euphoria even intense exercise gets me slight euphoria, My appearance is like pre invega except I’m not as buff as I used to be but I didn’t hit the gym for 7 months before so that’s why, My testosterone is almost back to normal and my voice is deep again I’m getting my confidence back, Anhedonia and Depression are gone about 70%. I’m feeling pretty good nowadays I’m moving forward with my life and getting busy again these next few months should cruise by.
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Glad you're feeling better my friend.
For me nothing major has been improving yet, probably due to the number of shots I received.
 
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