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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Serhat96 said:
Worse things about being in psychosis are having panic attacks
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I had one really bad one and thought it was a heart attack I genuinely had the sensation I was gonna die which is horrible my heart was beating so fast I couldn’t even speak.
 
Just had blood samples taken today, to check that everything is fine.
Turns out that my cholesterol is a little bit high at 203 mg/dl, where years before it was 182, and my diet is healthier than ever now.
What leads me to believe that Xeplion elevates cholesterol in the body. Similar to Zyprexa that elevates cholesterol and induces diabetes in healthy individuals, it is known as a metabolism destroyer.
The belly fat and chubby cheeks that I put on because of Xeplion that won't come off are a proof of high cholesterol imo. (Also high prolactin)
 
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Haven't been here in a while. I was on invega in 2020 but I'm on risperdal now about to get off and transition to lithium. I'm considering just going off them after the transition just to go back to my normal self as well as be able to feel weed and alcohol. The only issue is managing without medication because I can get furious and dangerous during manic episodes. I'm hoping regular exercise, a good sleep and meal routine, meditation and keeping a mood journal will help me manage without the meds. I feel so dull on them and I don't feel like myself. If you've gone off of meds, how do you manage?
 
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UnluckyXeplion said:
Just had blood samples taken today, to check that everything is fine.
Turns out that my cholesterol is a little bit high at 203 mg/dl, where years before it was 182, and my diet is healthier than ever now.
What leads me to believe that Xeplion elevates cholesterol in the body. Similar to Zyprexa that elevates cholesterol and induces diabetes in healthy individuals, it is known as a metabolism destroyer.
The belly fat and chubby cheeks that I put on because of Xeplion that won't come off are a proof of high cholesterol imo. (Also high prolactin)
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Did your doctor give you suggestions on how to reduce your cholesterol?
 
Whathappened123 said:
This was my mission. I failed it. I got into deep waters I shouldn’t be swimming through. I wasn’t experienced enough.
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Yeah, I get it. I tapped into a whole new energy before my hospitalization.

It's a waste of time to think "I'm the Messiah". Consider the fact that some of the people who wrote portions of the bible had written about the second coming of Christ. Then he never showed, and these guys were in their later years by that point. Moral of the story, they literally wasted decades waiting for something that never happened.
 
iridescentblack said:
Yeah, I get it. I tapped into a whole new energy before my hospitalization.

It's a waste of time to think "I'm the Messiah". Consider the fact that some of the people who wrote portions of the bible had written about the second coming of Christ. Then he never showed, and these guys were in their later years by that point. Moral of the story, they literally wasted decades waiting for something that never happened.
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That’s a good way to put it, In my psychosis I thought I was the savior and had the burden of the world on my shoulders not sleeping for days straight that sensation fucking sucks I feel much happier not being psychotic and just being a normal guy living a normal life.
 
Merek said:
I took the two loading doses about 7 months ago and I can get high as hell now no problem, however there’s a slight difference in the high I get a pretty intense euphoria right after I smoke but it’s short lived it only lasts for about an hour and a half, after that I get extremely drowsy and can’t even function I can barely get out of bed it’s like the drowsiness and sedation without intense euphoria and happiness although I can still feel the euphoria a little bit I can barely function at all which pre injections I used to smoke weed all the time and workout and go to work while high even when my high would return to normal for me I’m tryna stay sober for good cause weed clouds my judgement and makes me do dumb things like other addictive behaviors that are bad for me it did this pre injections too.
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That happens to everyone, even people who never taken invega. Its called a burnout. Increase your tolerance slowly before smoking a lot. Also could be the potency or the nutrients weren't flushed from the bud thats making you crash. Also I get the euphoria, just can't be smoking all the time. Cheers
 
4 months off abilify injection. Even tho i took 10 mg for this month (march) i can feel the full blown effects of caffeine again. Drank 3 cups of cappucinno and an large energy drink and feel jittery, anxious and overall caffeine OD like. i also regained some sensitivity in my sexual organs its minor but its there. i feel one can recover when taking 5mg of abilify. i also noticed less anti psychotic side effects when i skip a dose of kratom.
The difference between injection and taking pills is huge
 
Merek said:
That’s a good way to put it, In my psychosis I thought I was the savior and had the burden of the world on my shoulders not sleeping for days straight that sensation fucking sucks I feel much happier not being psychotic and just being a normal guy living a normal life.
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To be honest even if you are the "one" what you gonna do changing this extremely corrupt system...nothing. guys who try to change things like john F kennedy gets shot. Or they get removed by silent takeovers. From a realistic standpoint even if you are born like jesus its much better to stay under the radar and live a normal life. this aint 2000 bc where people need saviors like jesus or mohammed...people can google answers in like 5 minutes
 
Im just shocked how much caffeine affect me instantly in one day it all changes...before tihs i could easily like on invega drink endless caffeine it would do nothing. During invega i felt horrendous and like 6 months off i spontaniously felt like 35% better...you dont feel it coming...it goes badly for a few days and instantly in one day it gets better...even tho its a gradual process each month
 
apsucks said:
Im just shocked how much caffeine affect me instantly in one day it all changes...before tihs i could easily like on invega drink endless caffeine it would do nothing. During invega i felt horrendous and like 6 months off i spontaniously felt like 35% better...you dont feel it coming...it goes badly for a few days and instantly in one day it gets better...even tho its a gradual process each month
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I’ve had this happen to me a few times where I rapidly improved, I think this is your brain getting over the withdrawals and re adjusting.
 
apsucks said:
4 months off abilify injection. Even tho i took 10 mg for this month (march) i can feel the full blown effects of caffeine again. Drank 3 cups of cappucinno and an large energy drink and feel jittery, anxious and overall caffeine OD like. i also regained some sensitivity in my sexual organs its minor but its there. i feel one can recover when taking 5mg of abilify. i also noticed less anti psychotic side effects when i skip a dose of kratom.
The difference between injection and taking pills is huge
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now that it seems you’re doing better have you ever considered kicking the kratom ?
 
Jesus delirium is sorta subcouncious expression of ego i guess , i mean he is the most important figure tho...and billions of people expecting a second coming , there wont be...but i believe there is a lot of important souls , which dont need to be jesus or some big name, he or she is already important...i suggest ,crush the idea ...into tiny pieces and just dont give a f.ck...it only brings you down bro...try to keep calm and live your life lowkey , believe in religion ,no harm ...the system is rigged ,no jesus could fix it...just fuck it..
 
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Jesus delirium is sorta subcouncious expression of ego i guess , i mean he is the most important figure tho...and billions of people expecting a second coming , there wont be...but i believe there is a lot of important souls , which dont need to be jesus or some big name, he or she is already important...i suggest ,crush the idea ...into tiny pieces and just dont give a f.ck...it only brings you down bro...try to keep calm and live your life lowkey , believe in religion ,no harm ...the system is rigged ,no jesus could fix it...just fuck it..
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exactly you can’t be a hero and beat the system on your own if I could do that I would but that’s just impossible nobody can do that just live life for you and make the best out of it.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Just had blood samples taken today, to check that everything is fine.
Turns out that my cholesterol is a little bit high at 203 mg/dl, where years before it was 182, and my diet is healthier than ever now.
What leads me to believe that Xeplion elevates cholesterol in the body. Similar to Zyprexa that elevates cholesterol and induces diabetes in healthy individuals, it is known as a metabolism destroyer.
The belly fat and chubby cheeks that I put on because of Xeplion that won't come off are a proof of high cholesterol imo. (Also high prolactin)
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I think it does I never had cholesterol problems too before invega, it does raise it you're right
 
I'm on the verge of suicide please someone can answer my question? I had two injections of clopixol and am approaching my 5th half life and still not feeling any better. Does anyone know when I will feel better I'm so confused right now.
 
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