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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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HelpMeInvega said:
Yeah I agree with @UnluckyXeplion we were on Invega Sustenna way longer…it compounds I’m still active on Reddit and read horror stories everyday of people saying they can’t speak properly from the injection and so much more… it causes damage. I was the Abilify injection before Invega Sustenna and I was perfectly fine my face wasn’t swollen, my eyes looked normal and my body wasn’t weird. I could still workout and everything. The moment I got on Invega I could barely walk and I couldn’t find my car after parking it in parking lots and going into stores felt foreign to me. Doing activities felt foreign it was awful. I could barley find words to say sentences. 17 months of that totally takes the swagger right out of someone. I still don’t feel the same. I don’t walk the same, run the same, look the same, nothing. I’m almost 14 months off it.
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Where you in the psych ward to?
 
paranoid android said:
They always shined it right in our face to the cunts
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Yeah being locked in a psych ward is ass it’s a horrible environment to try sleeping in, tbh I wish I could have gotten outpatient medical help and had someone explain to me what was going on maybe then my psychosis wouldn’t have escalated and I only would have needed to take pills for a short period of time.
 
Merek said:
Yeah being locked in a psych ward is ass it’s a horrible environment to try sleeping in, tbh I wish I could have gotten outpatient medical help and had someone explain to me what was going on maybe then my psychosis wouldn’t have escalated and I only would have needed to take pills for a short period of time.
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I was in there 3 months totally psychotic and thinking i was dead without even antipsychotics ffs. It can all be done on a outpatient basis as most cases of psychosis are easily treated with pills
 
paranoid android said:
Where you in the psych ward to?
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I was in the psych ward it was fine just super boring, I just walked a lot listening to music eating cookies. Everyone in there was on lean or some messed up meds and I was perfectly fine. I just wanted to get out of there so bad. My doctor kept me in there for a month! Then I was CTO for a year, that’s when I had to get the injection for a year…for some reason my doctor kept me on the shots 7 months after that.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I was in the psych ward it was fine just super boring, I just walked a lot listening to music eating cookies. Everyone in there was on lean or some messed up meds and I was perfectly fine. I just wanted to get out of there so bad. My doctor kept me in there for a month! Then I was CTO for a year, that’s when I had to get the injection for a year…for some reason my doctor kept me on the shots 7 months after that.
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I was in there 6 months for 3 totally unmedicated not even a asprin.
 
paranoid android said:
I was in there 3 months totally psychotic and thinking i was dead without even antipsychotics ffs. It can all be done on a outpatient basis as most cases of psychosis are easily treated with pills
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Ya that’s fucked up and true a week of taking anti psychotic pills would have knocked me out of psychosis but tbh at the time I didn’t even know I was in psychosis but if someone explained to me that I was I’d probably realize that.
 
Merek said:
Ya that’s fucked up and true a week of taking anti psychotic pills would have knocked me out of psychosis but tbh at the time I didn’t even know I was in psychosis but if someone explained to me that I was I’d probably realize that.
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I have stopped psychosis with 1 dose of Zyprexa. So there is no need for inpatient usually.
 
Merek said:
Ya that’s fucked up and true a week of taking anti psychotic pills would have knocked me out of psychosis but tbh at the time I didn’t even know I was in psychosis but if someone explained to me that I was I’d probably realize that.
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I know eh, if someone would have just explained what was going on and actually sat me down instead of just saying “you need help” I probably would’ve been way better off. No one said, “you’re in a psychosis” what you’re experiencing is psychosis and you need these drugs to knock you out of it.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I know eh, if someone would have just explained what was going on and actually sat me down instead of just saying “you need help” I probably would’ve been way better off. No one said, “you’re in a psychosis” what you’re experiencing is psychosis and you need these drugs to knock you out of it.
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Noone knew i had cotards syndrome because noone knows wtf it is. The first shrink i had during the first 3 months thought it was weed induced psychoses which was horseshit. You get treated like a fucking child in there
 
paranoid android said:
Noone knew i had cotards syndrome because noone knows wtf it is. The first shrink i had during the first 3 months thought it was weed induced psychoses which was horseshit. You get treated like a fucking child in there
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Sorry you had such a rough time in there! You gotta let it go though, holding on to it won’t do it any good.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
Sorry you had such a rough time in there! You gotta let it go though, holding on to it won’t do it any good.
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Ya i know im either gonna try mescaline cacti or some shrooms see if that helps the ptsd. Dunno if ill trip much though seeing as im on zyprexa. But as zyprexa doesent have the longest half life not taing it for a day or so might be enough to trip
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I fucking hate my doctor for putting me on Invega Sustenna for 17 months. She ruined my face and eyes. She’s so negligent. She should be sued. Good thing I have a new doctor. I had to get tested for dementia today because of it. No joke. Scary ass shit.
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Goddamn that’s terrible. What’s the test for dementia like?
 
paranoid android said:
^ I was on invega for 3 months and abilify which was just as bad for over a year. I went back to normal after coming off it
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Yeah I was on Invega for 2 months and now I’ve been on Abilify Maintena for pretty much almost two years now and I was on other antipsychotics before then
 
Hi guys, I’m back with a quick update. I’ve been feeling quite recovered over the past month. I started a new job and I really like it, and sometimes it feels like I can work better than before. I also have all my emotions back, but they still seem not as intense as before Invega. Sometimes I fall into a low mood but usually I’m able to get out of it and move on. I’ve tried having a couple of beers the other day and it had very little effect. So I guess it’s mostly good but there are some minor things where I’m not fully back yet. Good luck to you all!
 
Im still on cto and I said I was having thoughts. They seemed these thoughts “psychotic” just because I think there are demons and demon controlled people. Now they want me on more meds.

I wish monasteries still exist so I could be with God in peace. Speaking of him, where is he? Seems like he’s being attacked by those demons. They use the law to get what they want, which is control and killing people. I’ve walked along neighbourhoods and I get a deserted feel. If I see anyone go in their houses, it seems scripted

I’m in the matrix
 
Serhat96 said:
People recover from years of heroin, crack addiction you think these injections we took for 6-7 months is going to destroy the brain pah think again.
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Yes I’ve seen some of the most fucked up addicts recover from shit like that, I knew a guy who smoked meth for 5 years but he went to rehab and fully recovered and meth can cause serious brain damage so if he recovered so can we.
 
paranoid android said:
I have stopped psychosis with 1 dose of Zyprexa. So there is no need for inpatient usually.
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HelpMeInvega said:
I know eh, if someone would have just explained what was going on and actually sat me down instead of just saying “you need help” I probably would’ve been way better off. No one said, “you’re in a psychosis” what you’re experiencing is psychosis and you need these drugs to knock you out of it.
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Yeah exactly people just kept telling me “you need help” but I had no idea what for I was trying to get sober off all hard drugs at the time when I was in the mental ward at first I was in rehab but I was having a psychotic break and they called the ambulance and I went to the hospital at first then they admitted me to the mental ward they were just like “take these seroquel pills” and I was like hell no I’ve heard people call seroquel “baby heroin” if I’m tryna get sober why tf would I take that but nobody explained to me why I needed to take it or what I was even in the mental ward for tbh i didn’t even knew where I was I thought I had been kidnapped cause my psychosis was so bad if someone would have just sat down and explained the situation to me I would have understood what was going on.
 
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