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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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Lol yeah because the shit you say about semen retention causing you to be able to move shit with your mind is so far out there that of course they’re going to throw medication at you! You’re spreading false information! Doctors are there to help you!
 
HelpMeInvega said:
Lol yeah because the shit you say about semen retention causing you to be able to move shit with your mind is so far out there that of course they’re going to throw medication at you! You’re spreading false information! Doctors are there to help you!
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I'm not lieing about my experiences.
I would never tell a psychiatrist about my spiritual experiences either, I'm not stupid.
I hope you're sarcastic about doctors there to help...
Are they really there to help you? look what they did to you, there's a reason you on this forum...
What's wrong with you?
 
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Lol yeah because the shit you say about semen retention causing you to be able to move shit with your mind is so far out there that of course they’re going to throw medication at you! You’re spreading false information! Doctors are there to help you!
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Doctors are there to make a profit or to follow an agenda first of all..psychiatrists are also not real doctors and it is also not a real field of medicine, if you research it the DSM-5 and all of that they just made most if not all of that shit up..
 
It looks like I got some bad news, when I got home from work yesterday a few hours later I got a call and text from my staffing agency saying that they're going to be firing me basically..This sucks but before this I spent like 7 months just sitting at my parents house basically not doing shit and getting the injections..I think I needed the experience, and know alot better on what to do next time. It also looks like I already passed the background check and drug test with the staffing agency and won't have to do that again. I also might be getting a couple interviews from this agency and another one too coming up. It was kind of a hard two weeks and I only got about 4 hours of sleep every night or less, but towards the end I think that I can handle it alot better now. I'd probably prefer a bit later shift than the 6am one anyways too. I got my first paycheck though for one week, and should be getting another one next week, was making $17 an hour. We'll see where it goes from here, it's time to fight twice as hard now I'd say, you eventually get addicted to the fight..
 
Gdvffh said:
I dont undersrand why semen retention would make you more attractive to women. I think diet and exercise would make you more attractive to women.
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Your absolutely right, semen retention is complete bullshit and the whole conversation is ridiculous. Working out and eating properly and proper hygiene makes you attractive and sense of humour not talking about weird spirituality and semen retention and weirdo shit
 
HelpMeInvega said:
Your absolutely right, semen retention is complete bullshit and the whole conversation is ridiculous. Working out and eating properly and proper hygiene makes you attractive and sense of humour not talking about weird spirituality and semen retention and weirdo shit
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You're so wrong you have no idea.
 
Dre87 said:
Don't jerk it for 30 days or do it every day twice a day for a month, there will probably be a pretty big difference in everything, in 'performance'..
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Preserving the life force energy and letting it build up inside of you is key for vitality.
 
I've also lost 15 pounds already since the beginning of this month, heh. I also can move pretty fast for a big dude.
 
Ejaculation from jerking off is also not the same as from sex, they are two pretty different physiological responses in the body..but too much sex can also drain your energy too.
 
I am loved on the astral plane. Yesterday I mated in my dreams again. The orgasm was real but I did not ejaculate with this body.
 
Does anyone have any experience coming off of the combination of olanzepine/mirtazapine. This pharmaceutical industry I have a love/hate relationship with. So basically what happened was after being declared negative for schizophrenia after testing for it, I came off 7 invega injections total. The longer I was clean from them I started to experience symptoms I’ve never had in my life before such as medications I’d previously been on were now causing me auditory hallucinations etc and all the negative symptoms of schizophrenia. So, I’m back at the hospital this time was a short stay…17 days. I checked myself in because I had auditory hallucinations but was aware this wasn’t normal. I suspect it was caused from the delayed invega wd and having long covid plus taking the max amount of tylenol 1’s per day which was 12, and being on my prescribed dose of dexedrine. I’m suspecting it also has something to do with my dopamine receptors upregulating and becoming sensitive/normal again. So basically the auditory hallucinations went away after cutting out the tylenol 1’s and being on olanzepine for a few days. I’m a voluntary patient which means im free to choose accepting the meds or not but the doctor said I should be on olanzepine for 5 years. The mirtazapine was added to the olanzepine because of severe akathsia. Once again the antipsychotic has robbed me of all emotions and motivation/interest in anything. Has anyone had experience with this particular combo of meds and was it hard to withdraw off of?
Thanks,
Micah
 
Micah444 said:
Does anyone have any experience coming off of the combination of olanzepine/mirtazapine. This pharmaceutical industry I have a love/hate relationship with. So basically what happened was after being declared negative for schizophrenia after testing for it, I came off 7 invega injections total. The longer I was clean from them I started to experience symptoms I’ve never had in my life before such as medications I’d previously been on were now causing me auditory hallucinations etc and all the negative symptoms of schizophrenia. So, I’m back at the hospital this time was a short stay…17 days. I checked myself in because I had auditory hallucinations but was aware this wasn’t normal. I suspect it was caused from the delayed invega wd and having long covid plus taking the max amount of tylenol 1’s per day which was 12, and being on my prescribed dose of dexedrine. I’m suspecting it also has something to do with my dopamine receptors upregulating and becoming sensitive/normal again. So basically the auditory hallucinations went away after cutting out the tylenol 1’s and being on olanzepine for a few days. I’m a voluntary patient which means im free to choose accepting the meds or not but the doctor said I should be on olanzepine for 5 years. The mirtazapine was added to the olanzepine because of severe akathsia. Once again the antipsychotic has robbed me of all emotions and motivation/interest in anything. Has anyone had experience with this particular combo of meds and was it hard to withdraw off of?
Thanks,
Micah
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I'd probably say to anybody that if you're hearing any kind of voices or whatever to not take yourself to the mental facility..once you're in that system it can be hard to get out and they're going to try to make your life a living hell..thanks for all the 'help' ha..
 
Syntax said:
@Dre87 and @OLDTIDEN all this stuff about ejaculations and sex and stuff i reckon you could start a conversation about it over in the sex love and relationships forum instead of in this thread. you might get some better information or discussion about it over there from the regulars over there instead of in this thread. have you checked out that part of bluelight?
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Syntax said:
@Dre87 and @OLDTIDEN all this stuff about ejaculations and sex and stuff i reckon you could start a conversation about it over in the sex love and relationships forum instead of in this thread. you might get some better information or discussion about it over there from the regulars over there instead of in this thread. have you checked out that part of bluelight?
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I will check it out.
 
Dre87 said:
I'd probably say to anybody that if you're hearing any kind of voices or whatever to not take yourself to the mental facility..once you're in that system it can be hard to get out and they're going to try to make your life a living hell..thanks for all the 'help' ha..
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You know what’s even more messed up, is how blind the doctors are to the fact that it was caused by antipsychotic withdrawal to start with. So what do they do? Put you on more Antipsychotics. They aren’t trained in tapering people off of them and that’s why it’s so damn frustrating. Luckily, this time I’m not forced to take them and there not injections but pills. Still back to anhedonia land trying to desperately escape it’s nothingness. Antipsychotic delayed withdrawal syndrome. The struggle is real. They prescribed me olanzepine 10 mg but I’ve tapered myself down to 5 mg. What do you know they gave me 15 mg mirtazapine to stop the restless movements. Only been on both for 1 month now. Doing everything possible to come off them because laying around feeling nothing no motivation etc is not happening again with me I said fuck that.
 
Micah444 said:
Don’t even get me started on the protective services officers. They are want to be cops who abuse their power. I was so tired I requested the isolation room because it had a bed and as soon as I got in there the security started commanding me to take off my shoes and change into hospital clothing. I said no and verbally asserted myself. Next thing I know the door flies open and the guard put my right arm through every possible painful position they are taught. Thing is, I wasn’t resisting and they used excessive force just because they enjoy abusing their power. They hurt me and took off my sweater and Left the room. I was so fired up I stood up waiting for about 15 minutes just waiting for them to come back. I wasn’t taking orders from them and wasn’t going to let them take my dignity. After about 15 minutes I caved and went to sleep. You see usually the isolation room is for bad behaviour. I requested it because it had a bed. Big difference but I was treated like a punk. You’re right, they are not safe places at all. It’s a power game in their between the doctors, nurses, and guards versus the patients. Reminds me of the movie the Stanford Prison Experiment.
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Why did you take the meds for a.month? My plan is to take the meds then stop when psychosis goes away. So something like 2 weeks

So yeah ive been off meds since may. Im kinda content with how i feel, like i do some weight lifting, go for walks, did a short run yesterday. I weight 196 right now and im 6 feet. I want to go down to below 180 pounds and lose my gut, so im trying to eat less to get there. Im kind of scared of getting psychosis again. Like i got seroquel pills on me and i plan to take when psychosis comes, like i said i plan to take for a short time. Hopefully i dont feel so shitty after taking the meds for short time. Time will tell. Its odd how i feel okayish now, but when i get psychosis to get rid of it i may feel like shit. Like im not at meds atm but i dont feel like shit either. So i wonder if it will just revert to this, not feeling like shit but psychosis is gone.
 
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