Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

[Risingson8]

So basicly the thinking flow will come back...but it creates a hole in your psychology for sure...i m able to make jokes or talk like an intelligent person as i am...but yea still feel lil bit tired and depressed...some things heal faster,one of them is the communication skills..

 

[Dre87]

Another thing I sort of did is stopped putting limits on my thinking unnecessarily, when I was on the antipsychotics, I started to have trouble driving on freeways and didn't feel comfortable doing it at all, eventually I ended up driving from Phoenix to Lordsburg, New Mexico at night in the midst of what you might call a 'psychosis' ha..most of that trip sucked total ass until I got there and slept a bit and had some beer. I spent like two days there, then I drove back but when I reached Tempe I got pulled over by the cops because apparently they ran my plates and my parents had filed a missing person's report because I hadn't called them or anything in a really long time. They started bringing up the mental health shit because my parents told them, I knew that one wrong move and they'd probably take me back to the fucken facility, but I talked my way out of it, ha..it was all so stupid.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

I think twice before I say something to my psychiatrist, anything I say can and will used against me.
"Unmotivated? no problem, take this antidepressant, it will help you".
Psychiatrists are looking for ways to put you on meds, every med, has side effects, so you need now another med to counteract the side effect and so on. The next thing you know, you end up with multiple medications in your profile. This is how big pharma makes their money.
It's a evil world we live in.

 

[Dre87]

I think twice before I say something to my psychiatrist, anything I say can and will used against me.
"Unmotivated? no problem, take this antidepressants, it will help you".
Psychiatrists are searching for ways to put you on meds, every med, has side effects, so you need now another med to counter the side effect and so on. The next thing you know, you end up with multiple medications in your profile. This is how big pharma makes money.
It's a evil world we live in.

Yeah, there's got to be some sort of divine justice or something at the end of all of this..but also psychiatrists and most therapists are not equipped to teach you how to succeed and win at life, so that it finally doesn't suck ass as much..some of that stuff may be 'politically incorrect', also their lives could just as likely suck as well and they don't know how to fix it.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Yeah, there's got to be some sort of divine justice or something at the end of all of this..but also psychiatrists and most therapists are not equipped to teach you how to succeed and win at life, so that it finally doesn't suck ass as much..some of that stuff may be 'politically incorrect', also their lives could just as likely suck as well and they don't know how to fix it.

I always was against medications and psychiatrists, now I fully understand how correct I was.
I still find it hard to believe that I became a victim of big pharma, who would have thought that I'll fall into their net.
I avoided fluoride and medications all my life, all for nothing...

 

[Dre87]

There will also always be a 'stigma' for mental illness, because many people are stuck in the mindset of animalistic competition for social status and sex partners, and any percieved weakness may be attacked. So if you were 'diagnosed' with some sort of disorder, I'd say to keep your mouth shut too..

 

[Dre87]

I never thought that I'd be such a victim of big pharma too, in some ways I'll admit it's kind of pathetic actually, some would say that you're not a 'real man' in that situation if you didn't take your 'final stand' against the police and whoever is coming to take you away and inject you..I'm trying to get some of that shit back now. Humiliated, my brain fucked with..goddamn..they tried to grind me down into the dirt. I'm pretty pissed, but I also don't want to have a victim mindset either now. Sometimes I have a bad habit of talking to myself out loud, ha, but other than that I'm still really functional and think that I 'blend in' with the 'normal people' well enough. I have to make up for lost time of about 35 years of shit, and I want to win for once too..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

I never thought that I'd be such a victim of big pharma too, in some ways I'll admit it's kind of pathetic actually, some would say that you're not a 'real man' in that situation if you didn't take your 'final stand' against the police and whoever is coming to take you away and inject you..I'm trying to get some of that shit back now. Humiliated, my brain fucked with..goddamn..they tried to grind me down into the dirt. I'm pretty pissed, but I also don't want to have a victim mindset either now. Sometimes I have a bad habit of talking to myself out loud, ha, but other than that I'm still really functional and think that I 'blend in' with the 'normal people' well enough. I have to make up for lost time of about 35 years of shit, and I want to win for once too..

How many injections did you get? how long since the last one?

 

[Dre87]

I always was against medications and psychiatrists, now I fully understand how correct I was.
I still find it hard to believe that I became a victim of big pharma, who would have thought that I'll fall into their net.
I avoided fluoride and medications all my life, all for nothing...

How many injections did you get? how long since the last one?

Like I said before on here a ridiculous amount, 3 years worth of monthly injections at 117mg, and 1 year of Abilify at 400 milligrams lowered to 300, and the 117 before was lowered to like 75 towards the end of the court order, and I didnt have all those years of injections all at once consecutively, sometimes I went like 9 months or even a year without injections before they put me on them again. I actually do now think that maybe my size and height and weight let me handle the injections a bit better than others in some ways, I'm usually the biggest dude in the room and have some muscle too. I've been off it for like a month now last one was end at the end of August. I'm still doing some videocalls with the psychiatric nurse practitioner and pretending to take the pills because after being in the mental facility a number of times they might not just let me get away from them that easily anymore. The cops are all on their side and anybody can technically petition anybody else to be taken to a mental facility in this state for at least I think a 72 hour psychiatric evaluation that's usually totally rigged against you if a judge approves on it and they usually always seem to ha..

 

[Risingson8]

I think twice before I say something to my psychiatrist, anything I say can and will used against me.
"Unmotivated? no problem, take this antidepressant, it will help you".
Psychiatrists are looking for ways to put you on meds, every med, has side effects, so you need now another med to counteract the side effect and so on. The next thing you know, you end up with multiple medications in your profile. This is how big pharma makes their money.
It's a evil world we live in.

Yeah ur very right on that...i told my doc that i cant sleep after abusing lyrica .he suggest me to use rexapin lol another shitty drug...so i made some research and found gaba ..now im using it about 1500mg and now i fall in to sleep lot faster ...and sleep like 10 hours ,if you suffer form insomnia try gaba ...dont use a.p.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Like I said before on here a ridiculous amount, 3 years worth of monthly injections at 117mg, and 1 year of Abilify at 400 milligrams lowered to 300, and the 117 before was lowered to like 75 towards the end of the court order, and I didnt have all those years of injections all at once consecutively, sometimes I went like 9 months or even a year without injections before they put me on them again. I actually do now think that maybe my size and height and weight let me handle the injections a bit better than others in some ways, I'm usually the biggest dude in the room and have some muscle too. I've been off it for like a month now last one was end at the end of August. I'm still doing some videocalls with the psychiatric nurse practitioner and pretending to take the pills because after being in the mental facility a number of times they might not just let me get away from them that easily anymore. The cops are all on their side and anybody can technically petition anybody else to be taken to a mental facility in this state for at least I think a 72 hour psychiatric evaluation that's usually totally rigged against you if a judge approves on it and they usually always seem to ha..

I hear you.
I just wait for my forced treatment to be over, so I wont be in danger of getting injections anymore.
I pretend to take my pills as well.
Every morning, I set an alarm to take the pill, but I'm actually throwing it into the trash instead. (Where it truly belong)

 

[Dre87]

All their mental health courts seemed fake when I was there, like it wasn't a real court..I even wonder how hard they'd actually go after you if you didn't comply. Guess it's too late to find out now since I'm already off it, and I'll try to do whatever it takes to not end up back there again..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Yeah ur very right on that...i told my doc that i cant sleep after abusing lyrica .he suggest me to use rexapin lol another shitty drug...so i made some research and found gaba ..now im using it about 1500mg and now i fall in to sleep lot faster ...and sleep like 10 hours ,if you suffer form insomnia try gaba ...dont use a.p.

Nature has a solution for everything.
I remember how I once told a particular psychiatrist, how nature helped me with anxiety, and he asked me: "How does nature helps?".
They have no clue whatsoever, all they know is to prescribe chemicals and that's it, like as if natural solutions aren't even a factor.
The body and especially the brain is so sophisticated and marvelous, yet they claim they have a solution using a chemical, it's insane!

 

[Dre87]

I hear you.
I just wait for my forced treatment to be over, so I wont be in danger of getting injections anymore.
I pretend to take my pills as well.
Every morning, I set an alarm to take the pill, but I'm actually throwing it into the trash instead. (Where it truly belong)

Lol why even do that? I just opened the bottle once and never even touched it again..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Lol why even do that? I just opened the bottle once and never even touched it again..

It might sound silly, but I do that just to feel better about myself lying to the psychiatrist, because if I buy the pills (Really cheap) and actually take them out of the box every morning, it's like I kinda complying, but I'm not lol
My psychiatrist is kind, but at the same time that kindness is dangerous to my health, so I'm sorry in advance. Kind doesn't mean good.

 

[Dre87]

My psychiatric nurse practitioner is a religious Jew and wears a yamakah, I don't think that little hat is gonna save him where he's probably going..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

My psychiatric nurse practitioner is a religious Jew and wears a yamakah, I don't think that little hat is gonna save him where he's probably going..

Rofl
Jew or not, if he did others wrong, he probably ends up where Dr. Mengele is at.

 

[Dre87]

It might sound silly, but I do that just to feel better about myself lying to the psychiatrist, because if I buy the pills (Really cheap) and actually take them out of the box every morning, it's like I kinda complying, but I'm not lol
My psychiatrist is kind, but at the same time that kindness is dangerous to my health, so I'm sorry in advance. Kind doesn't mean good.

That sounds kind of weird, but you do you dude, heh..There's nothing to feel guilty about at all, they're literally like Nazi doctors..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

That sounds kind of weird, but you do you dude, heh..There's nothing to feel guilty about at all, they're literally like Nazi doctors..

I should feel proud I think, I'm lying to Dr. Mengele lol
The pills he wants me to take would render my penis useless, I'm for sure not complying with that bullshit.
Just waiting for my recovery brother, including my tired dick...

 

[Dre87]

When I was in the mental facility I wanted to bring up the Nuremberg Code which says no medical procedures can be forced on people, but apparently it might say that it applies to only experimental procedures..I had a videocall court hearing because of Covid I guess, but I saw that my dad was testifying against me and I just walked out of the room..they just gave me the court order anyways..but I forgave him later because he's old and is probably gonna be dead soon anyways..