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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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High prolactin just means there is less dopamine since they play oposite roles, when one is high other is low
 
I want to die, I can't take it anymore, how can you resist? I have to die, I don't care about it, huge anxiety, depression, no hope of a 100% recovery, for me it's just an illusion although some people felt much better after a few months, I think it's time for me to leave the earth, I think I will never find my old self, my old abilities These labs have sold their souls to the devil
 
Invega Sustenna isn’t bad compared to geodon, I’m sleeping tons on this stupid med I rather have insomnia
 
Fanzy said:
I want to die, I can't take it anymore, how can you resist? I have to die, I don't care about it, huge anxiety, depression, no hope of a 100% recovery, for me it's just an illusion although some people felt much better after a few months, I think it's time for me to leave the earth, I think I will never find my old self, my old abilities These labs have sold their souls to the devil
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I resist because why would I surrender after suffering so long.
 
Lot of people get inability to speak properly due invega and they count it as side effect of depression or some illness.
 
People can "lose touch with reality" because of invega because it causes derealisation ( derealises everything ) because they can't experience reality.
 
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t_xeplionhell said:
I resist because why would I surrender after suffering so long.
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it's so hard, panic or anxiety attacks, the worst moment. do you know that? I was a musician with a project, today I can't even play anything anymore and I tell myself that my career is broken ,I feel like shit, like a nobody
 
Fanzy said:
it's so hard, panic or anxiety attacks, the worst moment. do you know that? I was a musician with a project, today I can't even play anything anymore and I tell myself that my career is broken ,I feel like shit, like a nobody
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Anxiety was eating me from month 0-5
From month 0-3 anxiety was unbearable.
Currently anxiety is still making me problems almost constantly.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
nope, brain is neuroplastic and it recovers eventualy. This drug is not that dangerous, it is just heroin but remade to cause oposite effect as @Wer mentioned.
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I'm too bad. I took 6 shots. I have to lie in bed all day. My muscles hurt. I can't be with people because of agitation. I don't talk and can't be still. I saw no sign of improvement since I stopped. I'm at month 4
 
I tought I couldnt handle this situation for even 2-3months but here I am at 9.4 fuc*ing months still suffering. Inve*a suc*s my di*k.
 
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