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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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Can someone clarify when the withdrawal stage starts? Does the medication need to be completely eliminated to feel withdrawals? Or do we experience withdrawals throughout?
 
I'm sick of life just beating the shit out of me all of the time, these last 6 years have been hell on earth.. And I want to start fucken winning a bit for once..I've got alot of people to prove wrong, and when I think about it, it's nearly everybody I've ever met in my entire life in fact..So right now, I'm on the warpath, I'm taking scalps, this time I am on the attack, and for the first time life better watch the hell out..Ha..
 
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OLDTIDEN said:
Heaven sure is taking time to bring us home. Hopefully we are home soon.
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Thankfully after what I have seen and experienced and researched, the atheist materialist reality is not the truth..but I don't think that everybody can get to heaven just like that, I think that this place, this realm, is some sort of an energy farm for higher beings, and they either trick us or force us into reincarnating here over and over again. The Gnostics in ancient Greece called it the Demiurge, some say that the god of the bible 'Jehovah/Yahweh' is the same thing as the Demiurge too..
 
Dre87 said:
Thankfully after what I have seen and experienced and researched, the atheist materialist reality is not the truth..but I don't think that everybody can get to heaven just like that, I think that this place, this realm, is some sort of an energy farm for higher beings, and they either trick us or force us into reincarnating here over and over again. The Gnostics in ancient Greece called it the Demiurge, some say that the god of the bible 'Jehovah/Yahweh' is the same thing as the Demiurge too..
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This realm is a construct and we are prisoners of war. Dreams are casting from outside this construct from Heaven where our real bodies are.
 
I have an appointment with my psychiatrist within a few days.
He put me on Solian pills for the first time since the last injection but I'm not willing to take them.
Am I doing the right thing lying to him that I actually take the pills when I don't?
I don't want to feel bad about it, but I really against taking Antipsychotics, it will block my dopamine and farther hinder my ability to recover.
(I'm on forced treatment)
 
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I did two job interviews this week and one last week, all manufacturing jobs, some involve soldering, and one is doing woodworking and stuff to make picture frames it looks like. I have no experience soldering but could learn, at one of my last jobs making Tasers I had the opportunity to learn but didn't take it at the time. I probably won't get any of these jobs because of I have a bad record..That's pretty fucken lame dude..I guess it sort of narrows your options down, but it would suck if I get a job and manage to get a place and pay rent, and then I lose my job and have alot of trouble getting a new one and lose the place..I might have to try to learn how to invest in crypto or something. Funny thing about that is, or not so funny, is that I should still have $40 dollars worth of Bitcoin that I bought in like 2014, but I completely forgot about the account and lost access to it. I had everything written down in a notebook but lost it too. I told some people about it and they said that that 40 bucks might've turned into $60,000 by now. I emailed the Coinbase wallet's tech support many times already and they still can't find that account..
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I have an appointment with my psychiatrist within a few days.
He put me on Solian pills for the first time since the last injection but I'm not willing to take them.
Am I doing the right thing lying to him that I actually take the pills when I don't?
I don't want to feel bad about it, but I really against taking Antipsychotics, it will block my dopamine and farther hinder my ability to recover.
(I'm on forced treatment)
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Yes...
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I have an appointment with my psychiatrist within a few days.
He put me on Solian pills for the first time since the last injection but I'm not willing to take them.
Am I doing the right thing lying to him that I actually take the pills when I don't?
I don't want to feel bad about it, but I really against taking Antipsychotics, it will block my dopamine and farther hinder my ability to recover.
(I'm on forced treatment)
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You already said this!
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I have an appointment with my psychiatrist within a few days.
He put me on Solian pills for the first time since the last injection but I'm not willing to take them.
Am I doing the right thing lying to him that I actually take the pills when I don't?
I don't want to feel bad about it, but I really against taking Antipsychotics, it will block my dopamine and farther hinder my ability to recover.
(I'm on forced treatment)
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Same thing happened to me, I refused my injection after like 7 months of being on it. My psychiatrist (that I’m court ordered to see) prescribed vraylar to replace the Invega. I’ve been pretending to take them & when she asks I’m just going to say that I still feel like shit.
 
bignastyctg said:
Same thing happened to me, I refused my injection after like 7 months of being on it. My psychiatrist (that I’m court ordered to see) prescribed vraylar to replace the Invega. I’ve been pretending to take them & when she asks I’m just going to say that I still feel like shit.
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Glad to see I'm not alone in this situation.
I just gonna say that I'm still suffering from the side effects from Xeplion, which is true, so it's hard to tell if the pills are causing me any discomfort.
 
For anybody thinking about killing themselves from the effects of the antipsychotics, don't..Because if you continue to live on and overcome, then you will all be heroes one day..
 
Anyone here work or exercise? Ive started trying to go for walks lately to get some form of exercise, i was doing an hour, now i do like an hour and 20 mins. I also do it in safety shoes to add to the difficulty. I did some squats yesterday, only 10, and im trying to go to the sauna every other day.

Besides that i also work like twice a week, 6 hour shifts, physical labor job. I want to get my body stronger as sometimes after work shift im so tired. Its kinda rediculous, that i get so tired from work, i want my body to be more used to it.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I workout, I usually walk 10km a day. I did while I was on Invega too.
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Do your legs get soar after walking 10km? How long does that take you? Like 2.5 hours? Yeah like my legs are kinda soar now, i think its from me doing squats and walking. Im not sure if i feel soar cause of the meds or cause im 30 now. I swear your supposed to feel like soar the first day then your body is supposed to repair and your not soar after that.
 
I’m 4 months off of the injections. Was on for 18 months. By the end I was down to the lowest dose (39mg.)

I’m feeling better. I somewhat enjoy watching my favorite American football team. I get excited a little bit and feel anxious when big plays are happening.

I just started cutting back on carbs. I cut out processed sugar and grains. I just eat fruit and veggies for carbs now. I’m also eating less. I’m hungry all of the time, but I’m eating less. I lost 10 pounds the last couple weeks. I had gained 40 on invega and now lost 10 of them. I’m gonna keep pushing and hopefully I’m at a good weight in a couple months.

When I was on INVEGA I didn’t care that I was fat but now it bothers me and I’m motivated to do something about it.

So I’m getting better. Not all the way back, but much better.
 
Gdvffh said:
Do your legs get soar after walking 10km? How long does that take you? Like 2.5 hours? Yeah like my legs are kinda soar now, i think its from me doing squats and walking. Im not sure if i feel soar cause of the meds or cause im 30 now. I swear your supposed to feel like soar the first day then your body is supposed to repair and your not soar after that.
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I don’t get soar
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I don’t get soar
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Lol whats wrong with me then. Like i did good amount of walking while visiting a big.city with friends and my legs were soar the next day. Like i swear i wasnt like this when i was younger. I wonder if its the meds or me.getting older. Although im not that old im just 30.
 
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