yeah i remember binging on pv for about a month with around 3 grams of stuff I had until it all ran out. I would only sleep after I would get really drunk. I don't really remember much of that month and I fucked up several relationships too. coming off that was literally the worst experience of my life. and other stimulants made it a little better for just a few hours and then I went back to feeling like total shit. even while still feeling the other stims. I kinda just layed in bed for two weeks and only left my house to go to important classes and the grocery store. coming off it though certainly taught me a lot about myself and completely changed the way I use drugs and my self control for the better.
coming off adderall, even after heavy use is not too bad imo. after a couple weeks off it it's easy to forget about the idea of even taking it. it's just when you use it sporadically in between trying to get off that it continues to fuck with your mood, drive, energy, etc... I got off heavy use by just drinking a lot of caffeine and being physically active working out daily and playing sports, something I wasn't doing prior.