steewith2ees
Bluelight Crew
I down mine in one, btw. Bigger hit but mostly just because it tastes so foul.
It did work. They gave me "gas and air" (is that the same as nitrous oxide?) and then 5mg IV morphine in the ambulance* and then another 10mg IV morphine after I saw the doctor. They sent me home with a weeks supply of codeine 30's. I was a bit over-enthusiastic, though ,and it was a bad break, whereas I was aiming for more hairline-fracture lol.
*I was home alone and would be for hours, I can't drive and had no money for public transport otherwise I wouldn't have "wasted" an ambulance.
That all sounds a bit much. Please do not think I am disputing anything that happened as I get how extreme people get when desperate and I have done some, to be frank, really despicable things when desperate to score (driving for one as I do not see a distinction between being mashed and being in severe heroin WD - I would often crack around the 72 hour mark by which time I would be tripping balls from the light plunging into my dilated pupils and noradrenaline coursing through me).
As someone who used to self harm bona fide dickhead style as a youngster by punching / headbutting walls and such I also get how easy it is to get to such a flashpoint, but even as a calculated method of accessing the medication you were still lucky to have it administered as its use, while likely to an extent, is never guaranteed. You are right about the gas and air - it is nitrous oxide mixed with oxygen ('Entanox') and a strip of Rx strength codeine is better than a kick in the nuts although on the whole it sounds like an expensive deal. Regardless of the pain at the time I just hope your finger was ok in the long run and if you have been away from gear for a few years and are able to still get good effect from medium strength stuff like tramadol and dhc you have taken a turn for the better somewhere. The only thing I would add is that while I also know how easy it is to just eat combination medicines rather than fuck about with a CWE it is still no hassle in relative terms - before I was in treatment I would occasionally use Rx strength co - codamol to ease WD symptoms and just bosh the max amount (4 grams / 24 hours) but while doing the lot in one go isn't going to cause to much harm in 99 % of cases, it is not something that I repeated too often so if you are using stuff with APAP in it regularly it is better to get in the habit of doing an extraction every time. The harm that could be avoided makes the detour more than worth it, as while it is a pain the arse having paracetamol sludge all over the kitchen it is still the 2nd most simple method of deriving an opiate from a OTC combination medicine.