NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
Just knowing you have zannies will take away enormous pressure. The security of feeling like you can pull yourself back in if you NEED to makes you just so much more like NOT to need to.
I don't like to take them before. I get a sloppy feeling with the shrooms coming on at the same time the zannie is coming on. I take the shrooms first. Since I started making sure to benzo down any harshness, I don't have harsh journeys. The effect of the pill being in my wallet is on my sense of wellness. When I feel genuinely well and safe, I have a really wonderful time.
I'm not trying to say it's "all in your head" so please don't think I'm disrespecting you. I only want to offer my experience to be helpful.
Had to second (or third?) this. Carrying a lorazepam pill or two (in cases it was a Seroquel - because I had nothing else) around with me while tripping on LSD really helps - its the "emergency kit" in case things go south or I need to appear to be sober for whatever reason. Really helps with anxiety, and you can always take a benzo and not have to worry about it destroying a trip, just killing the anxiety.