MattPsy
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Total substances used over duration of report: 2 beers & 1 cocktail, 1 and a half Ecstasy pills, ~12mg 2-DPMP ("desoxypipradrol"), ~70mg 2-benzylpiperidine, 1.5g dried P. Cubensis mushrooms, half of a strong LSD blotter tab, 10mg 2C-B, 200mg bk-MBDB, ~300mg Ketamine, 2.5mL GBL, maybe 20 chargers of nitrous oxide, some Amyl Nitrite, 2 good cannabis joints, 380mg Codeine phosphate, 0.125mg Triazolam, 10mg Cialis (tadalafil). I had a few cigarettes and one cigar too but i'm unsure of whether to treat them as their own drug... but i'll mention them anyway.
For supplementation: 500mg 5-HTP, 2000mg vitamin C, 2 multivitamins, 2 selenium supplements, 2 vitamin E supplements, 3000mg fish oil, 1000mg MgSO4, lots of glucose+electrolyte drink, fruit juice, food at a later stage.
So as you can see it was somewhat of a large combo, with 15 different recreational drugs being used. I was pretty profoundly altered, yet remarkably lucid and such the whole time, never really feeling out of control and at most times swimming in euphoria.
Despite the quantities involved, I feel I executed it in a good manner, as the day after and the days after that, and to this day, I felt GREAT, not suffering a comedown of any kind - in fact quite the opposite if anything! I did try to take good care of myself during the binge (with supplements, staying hydrated, not overheating, etc) and I think it really showed. Plus, I remember pretty much the whole thing which is often a good indicator of whether you overdid it or not (and IMO, a forgotten experience is a wasted experience).
Anyway, to the report itself (man I haven't written a report in quite some time, this should be fun!) -
~5pm:
My New Years Eve drug adventures had an early start when I and a friend were on a bush walk, and a half an Ecstasy pill was suggested to be eaten with a mischievous grin - rather unexpected but a welcome surprise. The half was swallowed down with some electrolyte water and we continued on our way through the beautiful lush forest.
10 minutes in I feel off baseline. 20 minutes in I feel a slight body temperature increase and slight tension in my jaw and limbs. 30 minutes in I suddenly start to smell every bit of forest we walk past, the texture on nearby tree's bark starts to become prominent and I feel the beginnings of some MDMA empathy starting up.
I'd pre-loaded for the week prior with 150mg 5-HTP each day, and hadn't taken any MDMA or other 5-HT depleting drugs for at least 4 weeks prior aside from a little bit of Methylone one time, so my mind was in good shape for this and what was to come later
.
50 minutes to 1 hour in, the half we've taken has reached its peak, which turns out to be a slightly speedy MDMA effect, kinda unfortunate that it was speedy as I far prefer clean MDMA but nevermind, it was a half so it didn't matter as much as it could have. We're getting quite hot from the walking so we stop and take a few cheeky photos and then start on our way back, but are soon distracted - so we sit down, and end up in a deep & meaningful discussion we've been planning for some time, discussing recent successes in life improvement, which was really rewarding .
By this time i'm feeling remarkably good, it seemed to get better as time passed. I can’t pinpoint the type of feeling i'm experiencing, it's a sort of "goodness", rather than "empathy" or "energy" or whatever. I'm sure the talk helped heaps .
After this we get up, finish our walk, and then drive to a cocktail bar and get a really yummy butterscotch + malibu one, I forget what it's called. After sitting in the sun enjoying our cocktails we go to a personal friend's house for a visit, who also happens to be DJing at the event I am to go to later, and then pick up my stuff for the event, and then go to the event. It's just past 9pm by this stage.
Soon after arriving I and a friend insufflate 7 milligrams of 2-DPMP, I swallow down a gel cap of around 10 milligrams of tadalafil (just in case the opportunity for a shag occurred at some point, wasn't too fussed over whether it did or not tho), and drink 2 beers with some friends.
I also have some MgSO4 in a gel-cap to prevent any possible jaw and muscle clenching, and various other supplements- especially antioxidants to prevent neurotoxicity for the MDMA to be taken later.
At around 10:30pm I eat 1.5 grams of dried Psilocybe Cubensis Z-strain mushrooms with the help of some orange juice, and a friend has a gram of the same.
At 11:20pm I crush up a Ecstasy pill, but one of a different type to the bushwalk type - I know this one is a clean MDMA one - and mix it up with 5.0mL of water and inject the solution (no needle obviously) into my rectum with a syringe, then put half a piece of good blotter acid under my tongue, then drank some orange juice with 1.5mL of GBL in it.
I'm already tripping pretty well from the mushrooms (patterns all over the walls, good CEVs and the like) and the 2-DPMP is starting to assert itself, i'm feeling very clear headed and energetic but not edgy at all, which is why I love it. It's also amplifying the mushrooms - and soon to come, the LSD too.
At 11:30 i'm having my arse kicked (hahah, semi-pun
) from the rectal dose of MDMA which has come on very quickly and powerfully, and can already feel the LSD and GBL (I say this because GBL seems to make serotonergic psychedelic visuals stronger) starting to build on the trippiness.
At 11:55 i'm tripping and rolling face, after being given a bump of Ketamine from a bump bottle, the GBL is in full effect, and the LSD is really kicking in now, and i’m trying to fill a balloon with Nitrous Oxide for the NY countdown. Needless to say this is somewhat difficult. It's not that I can't think clearly - no, the 2-DPMP ensured that I could - it was just the fact that everything is changing color, rippling, breathing and bending, which complicates things when you're getting eye-wobbles (nystagmus) !
At 12:00 i've just sniffed some Amyl, inhaled my balloon of Nitrous, and am on the dancefloor (which is pretty full and bouncing with energy), really awesome euphoric hard-dance playing, in the middle of a new year's kiss which feels fucking incredible :D . My eyes are closed and i'm going through some kind of interdimensional spacetime superhighway built from energy.
After this I stay on the dancefloor for another 30 mins or so. It feels really good to dance, and every beat that passes this sort of vapor-like white energy manifests itself all throughout the room, wicked synaesthesia. Very strong but clean euphoria almost overflowing out of me.
In between the hours of 1AM and 2AM 300mg of 5-HTP is taken as a side-load, a joint and a cigar are smoked, an extra 1.0mL of GBL is consumed in pineapple juice, some non- commercial fireworks set off, and some more nitrous is had with good friends on a soft grassy bank under a cloudless tapestry of stars. Still feeling exactly as I was at 12AM pretty much, which is to say - ridiculously good :D .
I also take 70 milligrams of 2-benzylpiperidine, a research stim. with little history of human use. This was swallowed in a gel-cap with some pineapple juice.
In between the hours of 2AM and 4AM a mission was undertaken to purchase and take Ketamine, which was very successful (don't worry, only walking was involved to acquire said Ketamine).
Had maybe a 100mg line which made things reallllllyyyy interesting for a good hour. Couldn't really move from the couch I was in with my friends, which was just fine coz they couldn't move either for the same reason .
In between the hours of 4AM and 7AM I was feeling physically tired, and the MDMA had finally started to wear off, so I went to rest in a tent, I think the cold that started to set in at this late point of the night was sapping my energy. No sleeping was involved of course as I was feeling mentally very alert still. I wasn't feeling *bad* at all, I just needed some physical downtime .
7-8AM: I leave the tent as I sense a faint glow coming from the outside.
It turns out i'm just in time for the sunrise - and it is a GLORIOUS sunrise. Well, ok, i’m still tripping pretty hard, which could have played a part in this but i'm sure it was glorious anyway. I insufflate another 5 milligrams of 2-DPMP to provide more focused energy for the day.
Between the hours of 8AM and 4PM (yeah, I know this is a massive time period but otherwise this report will end up WAY too long):
Basically chilled out in the sun by the side of a pool (did some dancing there too, cuz they were playing wicked drum & bass and breaks there throughout the day), on grassy banks, under green leafy trees, etc, drinking fruit juice. Smoked a nice big joint too. Rode a Segway around in the bright sunshine too which was cool, hadn't used one before.
The main thing I want to explain here is the fact that throughout this day, literally every minute that passed, I felt better. And better. And better. It was getting to ridiculous levels. I even had a conversation with someone about a theoretical "maximum level of happiness" that it might be possible to reach. But I was never overwhelmed.
Man was it good. I feel that i've been changed in some fundamental way because of it. The happiness has continued - while not at the same level, admittedly - after this report to the present day and it shows no signs of wearing off.
At 5PM I had the the bright idea of taking 200mg of bk-MBDB and 10mg of 2C-B in my very happy state, hehe. I have described this in Psychedelic Discussion here on BL so I will omit it for brevity but it is really more of the same anyway (not that this detracts from its goodness!).
At 10PM after returning to a friend's house, I prepare me 380mg of CWE'd Codeine Phosphate, and my friend 300mg. We start watching the movie Ratatouille. After an hour I am feeling profoundly excellent from the codeine encasing me in an opiate blanket of warmth. Near the end of the movie we each pop 0.125mg of Triazolam, various vitamins and 5-HTP and the like, and head off to bed. Sleep came easily, and it was blissful and long :D !
The day after kicked ass too, but no more drugs were consumed. Just relaxation and sunshine !
Hope you enjoyed that BL ! (Well, those of you patient enough to read the whole thing hehe)
Questions welcomed.
For supplementation: 500mg 5-HTP, 2000mg vitamin C, 2 multivitamins, 2 selenium supplements, 2 vitamin E supplements, 3000mg fish oil, 1000mg MgSO4, lots of glucose+electrolyte drink, fruit juice, food at a later stage.
So as you can see it was somewhat of a large combo, with 15 different recreational drugs being used. I was pretty profoundly altered, yet remarkably lucid and such the whole time, never really feeling out of control and at most times swimming in euphoria.
Despite the quantities involved, I feel I executed it in a good manner, as the day after and the days after that, and to this day, I felt GREAT, not suffering a comedown of any kind - in fact quite the opposite if anything! I did try to take good care of myself during the binge (with supplements, staying hydrated, not overheating, etc) and I think it really showed. Plus, I remember pretty much the whole thing which is often a good indicator of whether you overdid it or not (and IMO, a forgotten experience is a wasted experience).
Anyway, to the report itself (man I haven't written a report in quite some time, this should be fun!) -
~5pm:
My New Years Eve drug adventures had an early start when I and a friend were on a bush walk, and a half an Ecstasy pill was suggested to be eaten with a mischievous grin - rather unexpected but a welcome surprise. The half was swallowed down with some electrolyte water and we continued on our way through the beautiful lush forest.
10 minutes in I feel off baseline. 20 minutes in I feel a slight body temperature increase and slight tension in my jaw and limbs. 30 minutes in I suddenly start to smell every bit of forest we walk past, the texture on nearby tree's bark starts to become prominent and I feel the beginnings of some MDMA empathy starting up.
I'd pre-loaded for the week prior with 150mg 5-HTP each day, and hadn't taken any MDMA or other 5-HT depleting drugs for at least 4 weeks prior aside from a little bit of Methylone one time, so my mind was in good shape for this and what was to come later
.50 minutes to 1 hour in, the half we've taken has reached its peak, which turns out to be a slightly speedy MDMA effect, kinda unfortunate that it was speedy as I far prefer clean MDMA but nevermind, it was a half so it didn't matter as much as it could have. We're getting quite hot from the walking so we stop and take a few cheeky photos and then start on our way back, but are soon distracted - so we sit down, and end up in a deep & meaningful discussion we've been planning for some time, discussing recent successes in life improvement, which was really rewarding
.By this time i'm feeling remarkably good, it seemed to get better as time passed. I can’t pinpoint the type of feeling i'm experiencing, it's a sort of "goodness", rather than "empathy" or "energy" or whatever. I'm sure the talk helped heaps
.After this we get up, finish our walk, and then drive to a cocktail bar and get a really yummy butterscotch + malibu one, I forget what it's called. After sitting in the sun enjoying our cocktails we go to a personal friend's house for a visit, who also happens to be DJing at the event I am to go to later, and then pick up my stuff for the event, and then go to the event. It's just past 9pm by this stage.
Soon after arriving I and a friend insufflate 7 milligrams of 2-DPMP, I swallow down a gel cap of around 10 milligrams of tadalafil (just in case the opportunity for a shag occurred at some point, wasn't too fussed over whether it did or not tho), and drink 2 beers with some friends.
I also have some MgSO4 in a gel-cap to prevent any possible jaw and muscle clenching, and various other supplements- especially antioxidants to prevent neurotoxicity for the MDMA to be taken later.
At around 10:30pm I eat 1.5 grams of dried Psilocybe Cubensis Z-strain mushrooms with the help of some orange juice, and a friend has a gram of the same.
At 11:20pm I crush up a Ecstasy pill, but one of a different type to the bushwalk type - I know this one is a clean MDMA one - and mix it up with 5.0mL of water and inject the solution (no needle obviously) into my rectum with a syringe, then put half a piece of good blotter acid under my tongue, then drank some orange juice with 1.5mL of GBL in it.
I'm already tripping pretty well from the mushrooms (patterns all over the walls, good CEVs and the like) and the 2-DPMP is starting to assert itself, i'm feeling very clear headed and energetic but not edgy at all, which is why I love it. It's also amplifying the mushrooms - and soon to come, the LSD too.
At 11:30 i'm having my arse kicked (hahah, semi-pun
) from the rectal dose of MDMA which has come on very quickly and powerfully, and can already feel the LSD and GBL (I say this because GBL seems to make serotonergic psychedelic visuals stronger) starting to build on the trippiness.At 11:55 i'm tripping and rolling face, after being given a bump of Ketamine from a bump bottle, the GBL is in full effect, and the LSD is really kicking in now, and i’m trying to fill a balloon with Nitrous Oxide for the NY countdown. Needless to say this is somewhat difficult. It's not that I can't think clearly - no, the 2-DPMP ensured that I could - it was just the fact that everything is changing color, rippling, breathing and bending, which complicates things when you're getting eye-wobbles (nystagmus)
!At 12:00 i've just sniffed some Amyl, inhaled my balloon of Nitrous, and am on the dancefloor (which is pretty full and bouncing with energy), really awesome euphoric hard-dance playing, in the middle of a new year's kiss which feels fucking incredible :D . My eyes are closed and i'm going through some kind of interdimensional spacetime superhighway built from energy.
After this I stay on the dancefloor for another 30 mins or so. It feels really good to dance, and every beat that passes this sort of vapor-like white energy manifests itself all throughout the room, wicked synaesthesia. Very strong but clean euphoria almost overflowing out of me.
In between the hours of 1AM and 2AM 300mg of 5-HTP is taken as a side-load, a joint and a cigar are smoked, an extra 1.0mL of GBL is consumed in pineapple juice, some non- commercial fireworks set off, and some more nitrous is had with good friends on a soft grassy bank under a cloudless tapestry of stars. Still feeling exactly as I was at 12AM pretty much, which is to say - ridiculously good :D .
I also take 70 milligrams of 2-benzylpiperidine, a research stim. with little history of human use. This was swallowed in a gel-cap with some pineapple juice.
In between the hours of 2AM and 4AM a mission was undertaken to purchase and take Ketamine, which was very successful (don't worry, only walking was involved to acquire said Ketamine).
Had maybe a 100mg line which made things reallllllyyyy interesting for a good hour. Couldn't really move from the couch I was in with my friends, which was just fine coz they couldn't move either for the same reason
.In between the hours of 4AM and 7AM I was feeling physically tired, and the MDMA had finally started to wear off, so I went to rest in a tent, I think the cold that started to set in at this late point of the night was sapping my energy. No sleeping was involved of course as I was feeling mentally very alert still. I wasn't feeling *bad* at all, I just needed some physical downtime
.7-8AM: I leave the tent as I sense a faint glow coming from the outside.
It turns out i'm just in time for the sunrise - and it is a GLORIOUS sunrise. Well, ok, i’m still tripping pretty hard, which could have played a part in this but i'm sure it was glorious anyway. I insufflate another 5 milligrams of 2-DPMP to provide more focused energy for the day.
Between the hours of 8AM and 4PM (yeah, I know this is a massive time period but otherwise this report will end up WAY too long):
Basically chilled out in the sun by the side of a pool (did some dancing there too, cuz they were playing wicked drum & bass and breaks there throughout the day), on grassy banks, under green leafy trees, etc, drinking fruit juice. Smoked a nice big joint too. Rode a Segway around in the bright sunshine too which was cool, hadn't used one before.
The main thing I want to explain here is the fact that throughout this day, literally every minute that passed, I felt better. And better. And better. It was getting to ridiculous levels. I even had a conversation with someone about a theoretical "maximum level of happiness" that it might be possible to reach. But I was never overwhelmed.
Man was it good. I feel that i've been changed in some fundamental way because of it. The happiness has continued - while not at the same level, admittedly - after this report to the present day and it shows no signs of wearing off.
At 5PM I had the the bright idea of taking 200mg of bk-MBDB and 10mg of 2C-B in my very happy state, hehe. I have described this in Psychedelic Discussion here on BL so I will omit it for brevity but it is really more of the same anyway (not that this detracts from its goodness!).
At 10PM after returning to a friend's house, I prepare me 380mg of CWE'd Codeine Phosphate, and my friend 300mg. We start watching the movie Ratatouille. After an hour I am feeling profoundly excellent from the codeine encasing me in an opiate blanket of warmth. Near the end of the movie we each pop 0.125mg of Triazolam, various vitamins and 5-HTP and the like, and head off to bed. Sleep came easily, and it was blissful and long :D !
The day after kicked ass too, but no more drugs were consumed. Just relaxation and sunshine
!Hope you enjoyed that BL
! (Well, those of you patient enough to read the whole thing hehe)Questions welcomed.
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