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ColtDan Is More Of An Alright Guy Who Takes Too Many Drugs Appreciation Thread

Im still struggling with depression but seem to be much better these days, I gave up drinking and Benzos and am working towards being free of all drugs including ADs.

I think I will always be prone to these things but Im finding ways to cope and not sink into total darkness, stims help in the short term but overall they don't help.

Work is something I need to do, I support my family and it keeps me busy, I try not to complain I have a well paid job and the company is good to work for, I just dont really get any fulfilment from it.
 
Allein said:
Im still struggling with depression but seem to be much better these days, I gave up drinking and Benzos and am working towards being free of all drugs including ADs.
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Glad to hear you are aiming to be medication free. I think too many people see their medication as necessary, when they can in fact be used to get yourself out of a rut & hopefully with lifestyle changes you can cope without them.

As for the rest, it's a case of when... I was going to stop taking drugs when I graduated University but that never happened, I really couldn't see myself using drugs further down the road though....

I think drug use will be the exception now & will eventually fade out altogether, unless of course I get fortunate enough to be prescribed some Oxy or any other strong opiate for that matter- I would avoid taking them if possible & save them for fun times =D
 
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I wouldnt want to dissapoint :D

Anyhow I engage in gainful employment, I would be an apathetic pennyless slob if I didnt
 
Reflekt - Need To Feel Loved (Adam K & Soha Vocal Mix)
Absolutely appalled by the state of humanity in my home town tonight...disgusting and unnecessary nastiness to one of my beautiful friends by some tragic wanker...feeling upset. Think I will go back to recluse status and re-tox hard...sooo angry now am shaking..Danny boy hope you had a good night OR some bloomin sleep and self looking after.

x
 
Dan is one of life's good guys, an absolute treasure, creative warm and likey dependable. I'm so glad he's my eadd friend x

Lovely eyes too!
 
inflorescence said:
Reflekt - Need To Feel Loved (Adam K & Soha Vocal Mix)
Absolutely appalled by the state of humanity in my home town tonight...disgusting and unnecessary nastiness to one of my beautiful friends by some tragic wanker...feeling upset. Think I will go back to recluse status and re-tox hard...sooo angry now am shaking..Danny boy hope you had a good night OR some bloomin sleep and self looking after.

x
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Sounds grim. What happened exactly?
 
I think I was a bit over emotional (read as pissed, high as a kite) when I wrote that because it will sound daft but it really did upset me in fact I wanted to smash the cunts face in =D-not in my nature but wanted too badly...

Had a pretty good night with some old friends and I haven't been out out much really due to operation recovery earlier this year..SORRY I know you don't need a fakin dissertation here however..it was a special night and not seen em since before xmas.

So bars, gig then a really divey local rock indie club...come out of there laughing with mates...2 men and 2 women (mid thirties) clearly pissed and white and red striped shirted one looks at my mate and just say in posh accent" oh my god you look disgusting!"...she is tiny full on dreadlocked hippy (I have friends into everything!)...she (my friend) looked beautiful...ankle bracelets jangling a million different coloured clothes..little mirrors..you know the type..she is 41ish.

I mean why would you say something like that in that really loud venomous way.?.ffs..see nothing really but just cast a shadow over the entire night..some people are cunts and sadly karma doesn't always work...so what have we learned here-speed makes me want to kill people and I am better off back as recluse:sus:
Sorry Dan having a rant in your we love ya thread..all better now...slides latches across door and looks in the research tin.<3
 
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mydrugbuddy said:
For every disgusting snob / conformist who thinks she 'looks disgusting' for being different, there will be more kindered spirits who think she looks amazing.
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I'd go as far as saying it makes them look insecure - attacking before being attacked if you know what I mean.

We all suffer insecurity but some of us manifest it in safer kinda ways.
 
Abusing people for the way they look or dress is so fucking nasty. I was the only metaller in a town full of chavs so trust me, I've been there. <3

I don't dress unconventionally anymore, but I still love the music and (most of) the people.
 
aint it weird, racism, stereotypes, whatever, anything people see different to themselves
 
I do understand the irony of my last post by the way. It really did feel like an "us against them" situation back then.
 
inflorescence said:
I think I was a bit over emotional (read as pissed, high as a kite) when I wrote that because it will sound daft but it really did upset me in fact I wanted to smash the cunts face in =D-not in my nature but wanted too badly...

Had a pretty good night with some old friends and I haven't been out out much really due to operation recovery earlier this year..SORRY I know you don't need a fakin dissertation here however..it was a special night and not seen em since before xmas.

So bars, gig then a really divey local rock indie club...come out of there laughing with mates...2 men and 2 women (mid thirties) clearly pissed and white and red striped shirted one looks at my mate and just say in posh accent" oh my god you look disgusting!"...she is tiny full on dreadlocked hippy (I have friends into everything!)...she (my friend) looked beautiful...ankle bracelets jangling a million different coloured clothes..little mirrors..you know the type..she is 41ish.

I mean why would you say something like that in that really loud venomous way.?.ffs..see nothing really but just cast a shadow over the entire night..some people are cunts and sadly karma doesn't always work...so what have we learned here-speed makes me want to kill people and I am better off back as recluse:sus:
Sorry Dan having a rant in your we love ya thread..all better now...slides latches across door and looks in the research tin.<3
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It's usually when someone has a problem with themself, when they choose to lash out on others. The peer group of 2 guys and 2 girls probably bought out some kind of insecurity.
 
ColtDan said:
aint it weird, racism, stereotypes, whatever, anything people see different to themselves
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I dunno I think it's a very natural thing. Wrong of course in this day and age but we aren't that far ahead of our tribal ancestors, evolutionary speaking, where it all would have been important.
 
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