I have one shot left Im in full withdraw and this is it. Here in Montana it's just to hard to find and im tired of being sick every 3 to 4 days. My daughter will be here in 3 weeks and I have to stop. Can't afford anymore trips and I have to work. 10 yr habit on it's way out. This is going to suck. Wish me luck people. This is going to be a 9 day sleepless fucking nightmare. Please does anybody have any home remedy's that will help just a little. Please don't say more dope. No longer an option. Any ideas at all. At least at work I can stay warm because im over a grill. I really need some advice on the middle of the night insanity. Skin crawling mostly. I can handle the cramps. But I can't handle my skin crawling. Please any help at all would be appreciated.
If you cant get any xanax 2mg. bars or suboxone...Then heres what you need:L-tyrosine and 5HTC pills=for restless leg syndrome,Immodium for the runs,constipation and stomache cramps(works wonders, dont get pepto...GET IMMODIUM!) Valerian Root is a natural herb that promotes relaxation and calming of the nerves,sort of like natures valium...then last as many types of teas you can get,preferably detox and tension tamer teas..the names speak for themselves and hot tea is always soothing..and make sure you drink plenty of water and gatorade for electrolites,remember lots of fluids are key to anything that feels like the flu...times a million....and if you can afford it yogurts and fruit,there sugary and easy to stomache and the only way your gonna push this crap out is by(well I dont like saying this but its to the point)eating drinking pissing shitting,remember all that waste your pushing out of your system needs to be replaced with nutritional substances...also if you have multivitamins and vitamin c.just to get the essentials you would have if you were a normal sober person eating three nutricious meals a day..well I hope this helps you man I know exactly what hell your about to go through and you have all my blessings.Do it for your daughter but most of all Yourself!Im always on if you need more tips and Ill be once again trying to kick the needle again,but this last run ive been on has been so out of control that I might need medical attention if I try to stop cold turkey...but im always here brotha., Chris
Thanks Chris, Did my last shot yesterday at about 8am. Sorry to say as of right now I have not taken any advice from anybody. After 10yrs of this shit you think you know it all. Almost made it through my hole shift yesterday. Im lucky my boss is one of those jock types. He's totally oblivious as to whats going on. Im trying really hard not to replace the opiates with benzos they turn me into a friggin zombie. Besides I call them sleep teasers because you get a whopping 20mins of the most terrifying vivid dreams and all these wonderful drugs in your dream. But you can't friggin shoot it because every relative living or dead shows up just before you shoot. Then when the rooms clear you fucking wake up. No thanks. Im in pretty bad shape right now. My girl thinks I should be doing the medical thing. I told her no I want to remember this so maybe i'll never touch the shit again. She brought me immodium pills. Its gross but I don't think i'll be worried about the shits for a few more days. Im so clogged up my lower back is killing me twice as much. No sleep last night as all you opiate users know. Im not a big speed person but I put some away that was givin to me about 2 months ago. Saving it to clean out my shop but I figure if I can't sleep. Why not? I could use some feed back on that Chris. Does it make it worse? etc. Sorry Im babbeling. Anything to stop thinking about my skin crawling. Just have to keep moving. If anybody out there has never been through this you better think twice before that first shot. Sure passing nodding out in your taco is fun at first. But if you were in my shoes right now you would not even think of doing it. There I did my fucking community service for the day. Im loaded up on that sleep tea and a couple of other herbal tea. Grapes,apples. No oranges. Chris if you have been through this before do not eat oranges. Does not go well with the shits you'll be sending someone out to get baby wipes for sure. Alright I just keep rambeling. Im going to attempt some toast. I can't keep the liquids down so well and I feel the headache coming on because of that. It sounds fucking crazy to most people but im going to shoot about 5to6 full rigs of water. Anybody who can't hold down fluids. This works well for me. Don't knock it until you try it. Gets rid of the dehydration headaches almost instantly.Chris please get back to me on that speed thing. 10yr habit. Got a good 6 to 8 days of hell ahead of me. I know I say this all the time people. Heroin. Best feeling in the world. Followed by the worst feeling in the world. I have no access to any dope. So you will be hearing from me again. day 2 Good luck me.
Ive done the iv water thing millions of times,not only is it good if your not able to handle drinking water but also just seeing the needle register is something us addicts crave.I for one am on day two and sad to say but the only thing ive been to doing is twisting the pipe,it indeed takes your mind off the hurt and actually does wonders for the chills and sweats,only thing is im scared to death for when I come down off the meth,then ill start to feel the heroin withdrawal more severe and that combo is no bueno...i experienced it a couple years ago.luckily though this time I have two xanax bars which im only taking in small doses and only when needed and a suboxone 8 mg which im going to make last because ive done the suboxone bullshit maintnence program and....you know what I mean,might as well stay on the dope for that kind of money and the w/ds are longer from that crap.NOW for your back,if its your lower back this is one of the symptoms that cause RLS(restless leg syndrome)so the l-tyrosine would be a big help,everything i mentioned in my earlier post you can find and the pharmacy...exept of course prescription benzos and subs..but the valerian root is an awesome natural anxiety supplement that works wonders at night especially.But with the meth id say if your not gonna sleep(which i didnt for 29 days the last time i went cold turkey),screw it ,im using it right now and its really helping,it takes your mind off it,just make sure you have enough to stay high or some kind of pill or anything that will help you get a little sleep right when you feel like your coming down because you will start hallucinating bad coming down off that crap while kicking dope.thats all i got for you right now but keep me updated im here for you man,were in the same boat....one more thing,the only thing i can stomache as i said earlier is yogurt and the toast......put lots of butter or some jelly on it..always gotta be something sugary..thanks for the heads up on the oranges.talk to you soon.