Hi,
I buy coke from this one dealer who charges me $40 for about a 0.7 gram bag. I usually buy 5 bags from him on any occasion and snort them over the course of 5-8 hours. I break up the coke and snort lines the size of a matchstick to start. There is a slight burning and within a few minute my front teeth feel numb. However this feeling only lasts about 15 minutes and then I am unable to get the sensation back.
I then begin railing several larger lines about half the size and width of a finger within a few minutes of each other. Within 5 to 10 minutes my heart begins beating rapidly and it feels like the walls of it have expanded significantly. I also feel my blood vessels jolting as if they were being electrocuted. If I smoke a cigarette when I feel like this the chest pain and jolts intensify. I usually have to lay down in my bed for 1 hour for these to pass. It literally feels like I am going to have a heart attack. When it is wearing off my heart then feels like it is being squeezed like a fist!
Another dealer I know who charges nearly 3x the price has good coke. When I take it I feel a clean numbness in my nose and mouth, feel confident, and euphoric.
My question is if the first dealers coke is still rapidly increasing my heart rate but I do not feel at all numb or euphoric:
Do you think its just cut up more? Or do you think it is not coke at all and just some cheap stimulant that causes the heart rate to increase?
Why do I keep buying from him? Yes, I know I have a problem since it is not even enjoyable but my addiction tells me the "next time" it might be better.
I buy coke from this one dealer who charges me $40 for about a 0.7 gram bag. I usually buy 5 bags from him on any occasion and snort them over the course of 5-8 hours. I break up the coke and snort lines the size of a matchstick to start. There is a slight burning and within a few minute my front teeth feel numb. However this feeling only lasts about 15 minutes and then I am unable to get the sensation back.
I then begin railing several larger lines about half the size and width of a finger within a few minutes of each other. Within 5 to 10 minutes my heart begins beating rapidly and it feels like the walls of it have expanded significantly. I also feel my blood vessels jolting as if they were being electrocuted. If I smoke a cigarette when I feel like this the chest pain and jolts intensify. I usually have to lay down in my bed for 1 hour for these to pass. It literally feels like I am going to have a heart attack. When it is wearing off my heart then feels like it is being squeezed like a fist!
Another dealer I know who charges nearly 3x the price has good coke. When I take it I feel a clean numbness in my nose and mouth, feel confident, and euphoric.
My question is if the first dealers coke is still rapidly increasing my heart rate but I do not feel at all numb or euphoric:
Do you think its just cut up more? Or do you think it is not coke at all and just some cheap stimulant that causes the heart rate to increase?
Why do I keep buying from him? Yes, I know I have a problem since it is not even enjoyable but my addiction tells me the "next time" it might be better.
