Coincidence, flash back, what just happened?

[Topmid]

I don't know if I'm just stoned or what but right now I feel extremely weird after coming to the realization that today was exactly like the day of my last acid trip which was over a month ago. Here's how my day went.

I woke up and went to work. Then I went out with some friends, smoke a bowl, and played some pool. We went to eat and I got a bacon cheeseburger. Then I left and bought some bud for me and a friend to smoke. We drove downtown and back. I went home and decided to play with some glow sticks I found from New Years that I didn't use. I never play with glow sticks. But I got extremely into it after a few minutes and let myself go with the music, if you know what I mean. So then I decide to watch TV. Then after about literally a minute, I catch myself dazing off and wonder why I haven't changed the channel yet. I change the channel and Ancient Aliens was on, so I decided to watch it. After a few minutes of dazing off again, I realize that today is almost identical to my last acid trip. Here's why.

When I last tripped, I had to drive downtown to get it. I smoked a lot of bud during my trip. At the very beginning of my trip, I watched Ancient Aliens on TV, and also ate a bacon cheeseburger. I didn't mention, I was completely broke that day and ended up with 10 bucks from selling some movies. Today I was also completely broke and ended up with 10 bucks from a friend for gas. For the last few hours of my trip, I completely lost myself in the music with glow sticks in front of a mirror. I am not making any of this up.

Now I feel really weird, but not in a bad way, but it is very similar to tripping. I have noticed myself dazing off a lot since I came to this realization. My thoughts are going on forever whatever I think about, and I notice some pretty deep thinking but not near as intense as trip. I also feel a sense of oneness, and my vision seems different but I can't tell. Also, all day I have felt very content, and was more talkative than usual. My thoughts are very vivid but I just can't quite see them. After this post I'm gonna try to let myself go and see what happens.

Weird stuff... Has anyone had a similar experience or can tell me what's going on?

 

[Topmid]

It gets weirder. I just found out there is meteor shower tonight in the next hour for me and I am definitely watching it. But what's weird about that is, when I was tripping I laid down and watched the sky for an hour...

 

[thoughtsUnThought]

lol, synchronicities man

i feel as though there are certain re-occuring energy patterns which are correlative to time sequences. kind of like how the mayan calendar is set up, you have 13 symbols which get repeated...you also have a 'higher dimensional' sequence which is the same, 13 symbols. each of the 13 energies or archetypal specifics will repeat on a fairly short sequence (13 days), but will also be represented on the other 'dimensions' of the count though less frequently (13squared, cubed, etc). like a clock kinda, you have 1 oclock 2oclock etc, and also a 1, 2, 3 etc accessible to the minute hand, and also another fractally-unfoldable pattern extending to the second hand (again the same sequence but on another dimension).

i'm not tryin to preach mayan calendarism here lol. thats just the only real reference for my idea, a model for it.

anyways, i think that when that pattern repeats, certain qualities are represented in our lives. a certain tone to the day which is comparable with each repetition of that specific energy or symbol. but after the 13 (or whatever number, i haven't fully mapped this idea, perhaps there is another number, or a fluctuating pattern of numbers. the point is i feel there are 'cycles' which occur on small levels, as well as large. hence the whole mayan calendar model ) the next hand on the clock moves up 1 notch, thus changing a larger 'energy tone'..and so on and so forth. after the first dimensional-pattern has gone around 13x13 then the 2nd dimension upward would have completed one rotation. and thus the next tick would move the 3rd dimension up the next symbol, along with the concurrent movements of each other smaller dimensional patterns.

there are certain points in which certain 'energies' or numbers are aligned and represented on multiple 'dimensions' at once. some deja vous or noticeable connections between certain days are largely due to the energy patterns of the world around us i feel and of the galaxy, if the mayans were correct. for instance certain vibes you notice could be one of the symbols or energies being repeated on multiple levels at once, like its amplified...or it could be more complex. what if every time you have a 5 on the second and a 3 on the first a certain vibe is noticeble. lol, quite a complex mathematical pattern of possibilities.

but i know what you mean for real, i can feel how certain days are the exact same feeling as other days. largely these(the past ones being connected to) are days which i tripped, or days soon after i tripped from way back when which are ingrained with a deeply nostalgic energy already....i can kind of feel how those days energy, or emotional tone, is repeated at some point or another fairly pronouncedly. and its normally not something that is associated to my trains of thought around that time, i'm not thinking about ideas relevant to that time consciously at all. synchronicities man...!

patterns are everywhere, just remember...Everyone is at the Center of the Universe. so theres no need to 'like freak out man' if you start examining the patterns and synchronicities around you....theres always another layer to the depth, and another angle to the alignments of occurrences. but don't take in more than you can chew at one time... takin psychedelics is one thing, but tweaking your conscious percpetion of pattern recognition in the world around you..now thats potentially dangerous if not treaded upon carefully(schizophrenia, served over ice cream). its awesome and insightful to see how things line up, but its a full time job if you don't know how to stop analyzing.

lol, sorry to ramble. but Thats how i feel about synchronous energies

 

[Topmid]

That is pretty deep but I totally feel you. I like your ideas and they go hand in hand with astrology. I just checked my horoscope and it was 100% accurate. Today was just crazy... Don't worry, I'm not going insane, just amazed at life in general. I thought I'd have a Suicide Tuesday after what went down this weekend but it was the total opposite.

 

[thoughtsUnThought]

lol, i'm not assuming you're goin crazy, just a disclaimer for my words is all.

glad you're diggin it though man, i love feelin those intense reality vibes try some meditation, it'll get you to the prime point of consciousness-observation to really witness the divine around you

best of progressions,
tUt

 

[greenmeanies]

I'm sure many of us have felt the same type of deja vu before with psychedelics.

I've even had a precognitive dream (sober) about a trip that I was going to have in the future. I even woke up from that dream in a cold sweat because I thought my friend had died in that experience. When the real day eventually came around, my friend passed out (probably blood pressure or sugar levels) at the tail end of a trip and I was instantly reminded of the precognitive dream months before. Happily she turned out just fine, and she stays away from weed now

If you ever do find out how to turn back the clock in some kind of space-time vortex, be sure to let me know a few years ago not to get on that damn 50cc scooter. I broke my leg and I wouldn't mind undo-ing that day

Perhaps you ought to buy a couple of lottery tickets

 

[justinsayno]

I'm sure many of us have felt the same type of deja vu before with psychedelics.

I've even had a precognitive dream (sober) about a trip that I was going to have in the future.

wow.
me too - had a dream about three nurses, one tall one with two shorter ones either side of her. In the dream it struck me how they formed a triangular shape. I also knew the taller nurse as she was the mother of childhood friend. There was a picture on the wall, drawn by a child of a stickman saying "thank you for mending my head"
Few weeks later i ate a big bag of morning glories...and ended up panicing and going to hospital [ what a tard -was only a teen ] and ended up meeting the three nurses and seeing the picture.
strange

 

[greenmeanies]

Wow, very cool. I like the triangle nurses and children's drawing memory cue

My memory cue for the above dream was the presence of a hamster. I had dismissed the dream at first because there had never been a hamster at my friend's apartment. But on the night of the trip, we return and behold! the hamster is there with "I told you so"

Another time the memory cue was lying in a tent while a friend read from The Teachings of Don Juan. Strange stuff.