You should seek a doctor man. For me, getting a sub doctor is the only way I could stay functioning. If you have access to health insurance I think you need to find an outpatient drug rehab. It helps a ton and keeps you in check with drug tests.
I am in a neighboring state and I'd help you if I could, but it's against the rules here and I don't know you. I'm sorry man. Most people don't even want subs, because they put you into withdrawal unless it's been like 48hrs. I'm reminded of this every time I relapse lol
I'm like 3 days into a perc relapse. I just shorted my last 30 and I work tomorrow, I'm so fucked lol. I'm gonna take kratom (7oh) and gabapentin .. hoping for the best cause I won't be able to take a sub for like 48hrs. Sometimes taking sub feels like just getting it over with, because it pushes opiates out so hard. You feel super sick for the next 24hrs usually. Like super intense withdrawal. My little perc binge will feel like coming off a half gram + daily fentanyl habit if I take a sub too early
