T 0:00 = 4.30pm = Drank 200ml of water with 9 N+s dissolved having split up a load of Nurofen Plus’. Filtered out a bit of the crap. I’m pretty confident I’m not allergic to it since I’ve had morphine IV’d before when I had my tonsils out last year without any problems. Here’s hoping anyway…..
T +0.15 = Definitely feeling it coming on. Heaviness of arms, almost not wanting to move. A chore to type. Chicane on in the background to go with the relaxation. Neck feels a bit “tight”, might be the depressed breathing people say happens or could just be me. Sitting in just a pair of shorts and warmth certainly coming over me.
T+0.20 = Decided to finish off the pack of 12, so dissolved the remaining 3 into some water, got rid of the remaining gunk at the bottom and drank it.
T+0.25 = Coming on pretty strong now, the muscle relaxation. Feeling pretty warm too, though I am always warm naturally, I seem to just give off heat all the time. Decide to play some games on FHMs 100 best online games site. Breathing is definitely getting shallower, I often suddenly realise I haven’t taken a breath in about 5~8 seconds and have to consciously do it.
T+0.40 = Feeling pretty happy now, smile on my face for no reason (I usually look miserable by default). Something slightly detached about my senses, though I can’t quite work out what. Friend just informed me we are going for a meal at 6.45, so in about 90 minutes. First time I get to meet his grandparents. Hopefully I’ll be functional, the dose isn’t enough to floor me certainly. Best not mention anything about this, both his parents died of heroin overdoses and he was born with the addiction too, so stuff to do with drugs he’s not interested in.
Think I’ll lie on my bed…..
T+0.50 Skin doesn’t feel much pain now, semi-numb. Not in a bad way, I can still feel things but its all smoothed out so sharp sensations are dulled down a bit.
T+1.00 Tingling going around my scalp. Can’t say I’m particularly lethargic at the moment. I’m feeling pretty good, have a sort of wish to do something, though I’m not sure what.
T+1.15 Getting very tired now, if I don’t move or think much I have a wave of fatigue come over me. Once I start doing something again I perk back up.
T+1.20~1.35 Been lying on my bed, eyes closed. After a few minutes the “fuzzy colours” you get when you close your eyes began to move in patterns, with symmetry and varying intensity. Balance began to move about, like I was lying on a wall or on one of those wheelie-beds you get in hospitals and moving downwards.
T+1.45 Feeling more awake now. Seems to be wearing off. Arms feel pretty light, almost not feeling their weight. Mind is more clear, rather than being slightly detached as it was. Have to get ready to go out now anyway.
T+2.00 onwards, baselined. Drank a total of 7 drinks over 4 hours form leaving my room onwards and nothing different from how I'd normally feel without the codeine. Feel vaguelly disappointed.....
All in all, it was a vaguely good experience. Never really zoned out or got knocked sideways. Either I didn’t do enough or I’m not particularly receptive to codeine. I feel I was “getting there” but never quite made it. Next time I’ll try upping the dose a bit. Only got the 12 pack of Nurofen Plus’ today and since my parents are coming to pick me up from Uni tomorrow my next time will have to be at home. Just need to find a few hours were I’ll not be disturbed. Codeine seems to have some recreational use, but it seems you need to take a fair amount of it to get anywhere.
T +0.15 = Definitely feeling it coming on. Heaviness of arms, almost not wanting to move. A chore to type. Chicane on in the background to go with the relaxation. Neck feels a bit “tight”, might be the depressed breathing people say happens or could just be me. Sitting in just a pair of shorts and warmth certainly coming over me.
T+0.20 = Decided to finish off the pack of 12, so dissolved the remaining 3 into some water, got rid of the remaining gunk at the bottom and drank it.
T+0.25 = Coming on pretty strong now, the muscle relaxation. Feeling pretty warm too, though I am always warm naturally, I seem to just give off heat all the time. Decide to play some games on FHMs 100 best online games site. Breathing is definitely getting shallower, I often suddenly realise I haven’t taken a breath in about 5~8 seconds and have to consciously do it.
T+0.40 = Feeling pretty happy now, smile on my face for no reason (I usually look miserable by default). Something slightly detached about my senses, though I can’t quite work out what. Friend just informed me we are going for a meal at 6.45, so in about 90 minutes. First time I get to meet his grandparents. Hopefully I’ll be functional, the dose isn’t enough to floor me certainly. Best not mention anything about this, both his parents died of heroin overdoses and he was born with the addiction too, so stuff to do with drugs he’s not interested in.
Think I’ll lie on my bed…..
T+0.50 Skin doesn’t feel much pain now, semi-numb. Not in a bad way, I can still feel things but its all smoothed out so sharp sensations are dulled down a bit.
T+1.00 Tingling going around my scalp. Can’t say I’m particularly lethargic at the moment. I’m feeling pretty good, have a sort of wish to do something, though I’m not sure what.
T+1.15 Getting very tired now, if I don’t move or think much I have a wave of fatigue come over me. Once I start doing something again I perk back up.
T+1.20~1.35 Been lying on my bed, eyes closed. After a few minutes the “fuzzy colours” you get when you close your eyes began to move in patterns, with symmetry and varying intensity. Balance began to move about, like I was lying on a wall or on one of those wheelie-beds you get in hospitals and moving downwards.
T+1.45 Feeling more awake now. Seems to be wearing off. Arms feel pretty light, almost not feeling their weight. Mind is more clear, rather than being slightly detached as it was. Have to get ready to go out now anyway.
T+2.00 onwards, baselined. Drank a total of 7 drinks over 4 hours form leaving my room onwards and nothing different from how I'd normally feel without the codeine. Feel vaguelly disappointed.....
All in all, it was a vaguely good experience. Never really zoned out or got knocked sideways. Either I didn’t do enough or I’m not particularly receptive to codeine. I feel I was “getting there” but never quite made it. Next time I’ll try upping the dose a bit. Only got the 12 pack of Nurofen Plus’ today and since my parents are coming to pick me up from Uni tomorrow my next time will have to be at home. Just need to find a few hours were I’ll not be disturbed. Codeine seems to have some recreational use, but it seems you need to take a fair amount of it to get anywhere.