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Cocaine Cocaine... you always come back....

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Last july/august i decided i was done with blow, and deleted all my dealers and such.

Eventually ofcourse, a friend of mine who occasionally dealt blow contacted me, and i got his number again.


Between august 2012 and february 2013 i did a few lines of blow maybe 2-3 times. But once i got a dealers number again, i've picked up a half gram or more 3 times in the past week. I thought i was done with it, but the truth is after a few drinks, if i have access to a friend with blow, i can't help myself. It isn't even the same anymore, before if i did a few lines while drunk i'd get extreme euphoria. now i get a bit of a rush, but just wanna do more/ just have a shitty comedown no matter what. This white bitch sucks you in...
 
i love coke and i have a guy who constantly hits me up telling me he has some for sale, but i just see it as a big waste of money... sure i could buy a half g or even a dub but i know that i'm gonna need/want more, and it's just not worth it. i need at least an 8ball for myself and i'm too broke for that. i just try to use it on special occasions with friends who are also throwing down. just save it for special nights. and if you're doing it alone, then it's really unnecessary...

although i feel the same way with everything you said, with tar. that bitch is the devil.
 
Topmid said:
i love coke and i have a guy who constantly hits me up telling me he has some for sale, but i just see it as a big waste of money... sure i could buy a half g or even a dub but i know that i'm gonna need/want more, and it's just not worth it. i need at least an 8ball for myself and i'm too broke for that. i just try to use it on special occasions with friends who are also throwing down. just save it for special nights. and if you're doing it alone, then it's really unnecessary...

although i feel the same way with everything you said, with tar. that bitch is the devil.
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yerp.

Basically, whenever i drink more then 2 drinks i almost feel obligated to buy somre. Opiates are another story, i've done a few but overall i'm not addicted.
 
Yeah I've used crack several times in the past month.. Not that much, but the urge to redose is un-parralel with anything.


pbuilder;11630081 Opiates are another story said:
Yeah Stay away from that garbage (I know your not addicted just adding lol).. moderation!
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