ChronicFuture
Bluelighter
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Reading this thread makes me extremely thankful I said no to a speedball shot I was offered last week.
As for high - it is said to be much shorter but very much stronger. So, better.
You mean like as in when you've just taken a hit, next rock is in hand, but you cannot put it on the pipe until it cools down (for fear of the rock in hand vaporizing instantly)? You mean like that?As soon as i exhale i'd be thinking about the next hit.
You mean like as in when you've just taken a hit, next rock is in hand, but you cannot put it on the pipe until it cools down (for fear of the rock in hand vaporizing instantly)? You mean like that?![]()
Still sitting there shaking and paranoid as hell but the next one is on its way for sho!
Can't hear a damn thing over the bells and your head is pumping but the next one is on its way for sho!
You mean like that?
Or was that just me?![]()
Id go so far as to say there is no chance of you smoking crack and not regretting it, and I am one to believe someone can be a "chipper" of harder drugsThanks guys and gals. I really find it very valuable to have someone to talk about it. For now I am doing snorting coke, liking it and crack idea faded into background. And I am glad about it because I DO believe your warnings.
But you know, these warnings of “cannot stop”, “crack is nothing like snorting coke” just increase my interest mostly. So, we’ll see. And going beyond my immediate question for this thread - it raises interesting question about how warnings of risky behavior does not really work for folks like me, who are starting to experiment with one substance or another. But that’s besides the point, I do read all your warnings and take them into account as much as I am inclined to do so at this moment in time.
I am just a newbie in drugs, especially harder ones but I do believe that serious addiction or other serious consequences happen after a while, 2-3 months of serious (daily?) use. So, again, for now I am looking out for more moderate but immediate bad effects - like appetite decrease, emotional avoidance, narrowing of interests, anxiety increase, sleep disturbance, increase in work and social relationships problems. Things like that.
Meanwhile, what I am doing is old style experimenting in mind altering substances and I do enjoy it very much.
I agree. Changes people for the worst. My fiancé went from being the most kind and respectful person I know to a monster. Some people can handle crack and keep functioning like normal and some cannot. That stuff will grab hold of you and then you have no control.Crack is totally different to Cocaine. Cocaine is virtually a tourist cheap thrill, caffeine replacement these decades.
Almost anybidy can do coke regularly and still seemmto carry on with a normal working, social life.
Crack is such a different buzz altogether. I would say far more captivating, intensely pleasurable.
Crack really gets inside your head too. You will feel more guilty for dping it, like it's somehow wrong, yet be fighting that urge and craving to do it again, at any expense, FAR more so than with cocaine.
I kept Crack usage very controlled, those decades back now. I took coke many times but was never my thing. More psychedellics, the opposite. And really because my company were into it.
So coke flowed alongside MDMA, weed and Ketamine.
The thing about crack, and heroin too (I smoked crack maybe 50 times, 30 times used heroin but never IV'd), I really hated how those two drugs changed the personality of others using them around me.
Very sinister, dark, uncaring people would become. I was never happy in that environment.
One time I delivered an 1/8th of pretty good coke to Uni mates in Swansea from my home town in UK.
They washed it up, using bicarobonate of soda possibly.
Got over 2 grams from it.
I had one "lick" lol. Crikey it was super strong crack. Like, felt off my head from it the entire night.
Crack also really cancels out an LSD trip as instantly and completely as any other drug I know of.
Shit, could do with some right now actually lol...I just can't caome down from 80 trips in 18 days, been 41 hours now still ceiling stuck sky high.
I have this long running joke phrase I use jestfully to make a point at times- I'm all for plain truth and clarity, can't work with nonsense.I agree. Changes people for the worst. My fiancé went from being the most kind and respectful person I know to a monster. Some people can handle crack and keep functioning like normal and some cannot. That stuff will grab hold of you and then you have no control.
It is interesting what it actually means that crack is much stronger and pleasurable drug. There is some phenomenological exploration to be done here.I have this long running joke phrase I use jestfully to make a point at times- I'm all for plain truth and clarity, can't work with nonsense.
Crack makes people feel bad about themselves. So it makes them lie!
So my phrase is "Crack-head" in reference to anybody going off the trail or truth and openess. I observed a lot of people and envoronments on crack, decades back.
I saw some real fantasy, not able to actually speak a single word of reality psychosis.
Cocaine, moderately, doesn't do this. It doesn't lead to such a self shame and withdrawal from all avenues of lifr around, usually.
Hence it's popularirty and...relative sociable acceptablity! (Cocaine.)
I never felt good sbout myself after using crack, however enjoyable, and it was!
But I never felt bad, siderailed after using cocaine. It was just sort of like..."So what?" And my normal self.
I preferred MDMA anyway. Took good cocoaine maybe 250 times plus. But 3500 MDMA pills, so well outweighing in proportion.
That is already happening to major degree in my life with coke. I am dedicating significant part of my budget to coke. Much more than I would predict 2-3 months ago and so close to the "maximum I would dedicate to medicine like that". We'll see what happens.C
Just going to echo what everyone else said and crack is another ballgame. You might not become a crackhead but you might blow your entire bank account over and over again
It is interesting what it actually means that crack is much stronger and pleasurable drug. There is some phenomenological exploration to be done here.
I agree with your description of coke as very normal drug. It feels like "nothing" really, just more engagement in whatever. Though someone on BL said that danger of coke is exactly how normal it feels.
Sorry quoted you twice accidentally I'm really wasted on high quality kava this evening and still haven't come down from that insane LSD bender at all so far.It is interesting what it actually means that crack is much stronger and pleasurable drug. There is some phenomenological exploration to be done here.
I agree with your description of coke as very normal drug. It feels like "nothing" really, just more engagement in whatever. Though someone on BL said that danger of coke is exactly how normal it feels.
Thanks! Personal connection is the best, even if it's very limited, like here.just wanted to mention that anyway whatever you do if you remember to report back here I've personally be interested in hearing what your experience and feelings are. I will keep a watch out but do heed our caution and be sensible and aware of what you are doing and honest with yourself is very important.
Totally with you mate. You've hit the nail on the head mirroring my own feelings.Thanks! Personal connection is the best, even if it's very limited, like here.
BL for me is harm reduction in seeking advice from more experienced users. And also BL is kind of therapy - communicating my usage of drugs is beneficial on itself.
I will definitely do that. I like that very much. That someone engages me is always huge pleasant surprise.If you would be able to continue to just pop in here and contribute in your standard warm and friendly manner above you will only be an asset to this place in terms of the Goodwill and positive Communion Factor I'm talking about so definitely please don't hesitate about visiting us and asking about any single thing.
@Zephyn yes, very much not good. It is EXPENSIVE.That is already happening to major degree in my life with coke. I am dedicating significant part of my budget to coke. Much more than I would predict 2-3 months ago and so close to the "maximum I would dedicate to medicine like that". We'll see what happens.