I have banged coke plenty of times in my life but recently about a month or 2 ago. My Brother found this amazing hook up on the most clean and best quality yay I had ever gotten a hold of. Maybe being one exception a couple years back before I was into the points. Anyways, we started banging it because every time I had banged coke in the past the high was all dirty it was intense in all the ways I wasn't looking for. At that time I was real heavy into banging Dilaudid. The blow that we were getting for super cheap too, was in now way like a good shot of D. but the rush was comparable. I have been on MMT started at 40mg and was up to 135mg daily in about 2 months . I've been on the program for about 10 months or so now so it basically useless for me to chase that D or H rush anymore. Plus out of all the time I did H, which was a shit ton I only remember getting a rush comparable to D maybe 4-5 times. So I really wasn't a big fan of the Black Tar, wish I knew more about chemistry or had a decent powder connection that wasn't made from tar. Anyway I had a great D connect and I got them ridiculously cheap. I mean, it was almost a curse how lucky I got with this connect. Anyway, The D made me sicker than H could ever come close to doing along with any other opiate. I had to stop, I ending up sick more often then I was getting by and only in the mornings when I was about as sick as I would let myself get when I had it around. As you know D leaves your body quickly, and it isn't much more than just a rush. Unless you get those wafers, which I was only lucky enough to come across once.Sorry Anyway, back to the point. we get this amazing blow connect and we start banging it because its so damn clean. When I did a hit not only could I smell it before it really hit me but my whole entire mouth would go numb, Starting with my lips then spreading back until my entire mouth numb. Then When the really kick came I would get this ringing in m ears. IT was fucking amazing like nothing I had ever felt. Like I said I had banged plenty of C before along with speed balls (C&H) Then my guys ends up getting into some trouble. Haven't seen him in a couple weeks now, we got the last ball from him. Then that was it, parties over... I call and call his partner and all he can say is that he is trying to get more. I know better though. Until the main man gets back, there's no more of that god-like yay. Now, Someone I live with is a huge speed freak. I personally hate the stuff and I don't really like having anything to do with anyone that is associated with it or people who use it. & believe me I have my reasons! I do some research though. I read over some message board chat and I hear a couple people that were banging yay to wear they could smell it and all that good stuff. Then they mention How pushing-off speed feels almost exactly similar. So, the prick that I am, I go and find my roomies stash of her Crytal Meth. The person only does quality shit to, so I know it's not any garbage. I try it, and I really have to say. I couldn't help but enjoy the hell out of it. Yet, it still doesn't come close to that blow I was getting. But, then again I am doing little hits. Nothing crazy. I mean sometimes I'd shoot .4 of this coke and I went on a mother fucking ROLLER COASTER! So I am just wondering, how many of you would say... The meths not worth getting into especially if I'm not exactly too excited about the rush and that I should just try and stick to the clean yay. You see every truly successful person in my life who I truly looked up to was Destroyed by Methamphetamine. Never the same again, these people are gone now and they are never coming back. The yay, I can buy a G do it for a couple days and forget about it for a month or so until I feel like another little treat, just depending on what going on in my life...
The real question is.... What is your opinion? Is banging Speed worth chasing that high? or am I better off not creating any new habits, and just sticking to what I am already in love with and seam to have under control. For now at least... I mean aside from all the lives of great people meth has completely destroyed. The shit is fully synthetic and it's not made in any fucking pharmaceutical lab. It's made by black market chemist, and truthfully who the fuck knows what is in that stuff. At least with cocaine, I know that I am banging cocaine and sure I don't know what these fucking people out there are cutting it with but if I got a connect this good. At least I know I don't have to worry too much about what is in there. This stuff is so pure (If I wanted to and I know this because some people I know have done it) I could take a G take .4 from it then put cut in the rest of it and sell this cut to hell G for twice the money I paid for the pure stuff. I'm just saying, I'm not that kinda guy, but there are those people out there and they not only got away with it (customer wise) The guys they selling the cut to hell shit are begging for more because of how "strong" it is...
Sorry for the long ass post, I just did a hit of that low-life meth shit.. So I can't stop typing....
The real question is.... What is your opinion? Is banging Speed worth chasing that high? or am I better off not creating any new habits, and just sticking to what I am already in love with and seam to have under control. For now at least... I mean aside from all the lives of great people meth has completely destroyed. The shit is fully synthetic and it's not made in any fucking pharmaceutical lab. It's made by black market chemist, and truthfully who the fuck knows what is in that stuff. At least with cocaine, I know that I am banging cocaine and sure I don't know what these fucking people out there are cutting it with but if I got a connect this good. At least I know I don't have to worry too much about what is in there. This stuff is so pure (If I wanted to and I know this because some people I know have done it) I could take a G take .4 from it then put cut in the rest of it and sell this cut to hell G for twice the money I paid for the pure stuff. I'm just saying, I'm not that kinda guy, but there are those people out there and they not only got away with it (customer wise) The guys they selling the cut to hell shit are begging for more because of how "strong" it is...
Sorry for the long ass post, I just did a hit of that low-life meth shit.. So I can't stop typing....