LordFran
Bluelighter
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- Mar 27, 2019
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Hi...I startes snorting coke. 20$ bags. I've had two. One lasted me two times, this last one lasted me one time.
I like it.
It really cures my emotional pain.
But im not cut out for it. I was recently diagnosed bipolar, my crush turned me down, ive had deep depressions stemming mostly from PAWS (after dabbling in meth, ketamine, psychedelics like 400times, and WEED like crazy. The weed withdrawal was crazy.)
Anyway....just sharing whats going on...
would you like to share how you started doing coke? your newbie days?
I do it alone. I was like "fuck it, i want something new." after getting my heart broken...did aderall once, liked it, tried xanax for the first coke come down and over slept like crazy (1.5 xanax) ..but coke is really something else.
its nice.
im buzzed now and chain smoking.
fuck, i need to get my shit together
become a buddhist monk
im so far from the man I want to be...
when will I have peace?
I gotta turn this around...but ive been saying thia for so long
but this coke now...i feel so positive. like i can really change my life , quit drugs, just be more simple
I like it.
It really cures my emotional pain.
But im not cut out for it. I was recently diagnosed bipolar, my crush turned me down, ive had deep depressions stemming mostly from PAWS (after dabbling in meth, ketamine, psychedelics like 400times, and WEED like crazy. The weed withdrawal was crazy.)
Anyway....just sharing whats going on...
would you like to share how you started doing coke? your newbie days?
I do it alone. I was like "fuck it, i want something new." after getting my heart broken...did aderall once, liked it, tried xanax for the first coke come down and over slept like crazy (1.5 xanax) ..but coke is really something else.
its nice.
im buzzed now and chain smoking.
fuck, i need to get my shit together
become a buddhist monk
im so far from the man I want to be...
when will I have peace?
I gotta turn this around...but ive been saying thia for so long
but this coke now...i feel so positive. like i can really change my life , quit drugs, just be more simple