Richi1
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This obviously isn’t a major issue but I thought it’d be nice to get some thoughts.
The first time I tried coke was during my university days. The dealer himself was a family friend who is actually supplier (plug), gets it in bulk and sells it in bulk to street dealers. I know for a fact it was very pure stuff. In short, it was absolutely amazing. Every time. For a the few odd times I tried it over the course of a few months.
After that I completely forgot about it for like 3/4 years. Last year it was my birthday and I the thought sprang into my mind and I bought it again, same guy. Again in short, no euphoria, or little to none.
I of course suspected that it had been heavily cut and maybe it’s not the same thing. I continued buying in the hope that maybe one of the packs will be that golden fish scale I missed. Nope. I went through like 5 different dealers, same issue.
As a last resort I took a batch to a friend’s party and they all took the exact same and had a great time but for me again, nothing.
It’s not ADHD for sure because a) I don’t think I would’ve randomly developed it and b) I’ve tried Adderall and that was an amazing high.
It also can’t be dopamine depletion because I’ve taken years of a break. Neither is dosage because once again the breaks, and I also recklessly railed fat lines at once too.
Any theories as to what’s going on? I genuinely don’t think it’s because the coke is bad. Of course it’s not going to be like the 80s, but it’s not so junk to a degree that I’d feel hardly anything.
The first time I tried coke was during my university days. The dealer himself was a family friend who is actually supplier (plug), gets it in bulk and sells it in bulk to street dealers. I know for a fact it was very pure stuff. In short, it was absolutely amazing. Every time. For a the few odd times I tried it over the course of a few months.
After that I completely forgot about it for like 3/4 years. Last year it was my birthday and I the thought sprang into my mind and I bought it again, same guy. Again in short, no euphoria, or little to none.
I of course suspected that it had been heavily cut and maybe it’s not the same thing. I continued buying in the hope that maybe one of the packs will be that golden fish scale I missed. Nope. I went through like 5 different dealers, same issue.
As a last resort I took a batch to a friend’s party and they all took the exact same and had a great time but for me again, nothing.
It’s not ADHD for sure because a) I don’t think I would’ve randomly developed it and b) I’ve tried Adderall and that was an amazing high.
It also can’t be dopamine depletion because I’ve taken years of a break. Neither is dosage because once again the breaks, and I also recklessly railed fat lines at once too.
Any theories as to what’s going on? I genuinely don’t think it’s because the coke is bad. Of course it’s not going to be like the 80s, but it’s not so junk to a degree that I’d feel hardly anything.