SmokeTrails
Bluelighter
IVed cocaine First Experence -- "are we about to blow a ligh bulb or somthing"
now we used to shoot cocaine alot... we are all sober now but i figured id post about a first experence... it still is one of the clearest memories in my mind
i got off work and decided today was the day. i drove to K-mart and walked up to the pharm. i grabed a 10 bag of 28 gadge 1/2inch 1CC syringes. i got home and dident even have to worry about scoring. in the old apartment we had stockpiles of powder. my roommate's and girlfriend where already skied out watching TV. i threw the bag at um and told um today was the day..
i opened a bottle of water i had laying out ((fresh distiled... later i would use tap)) placed the top upside down and knocked .1 of powder into the lid. drew some water up out of the bottle about 40 units and squirted it in. mixed the liquid around untill it was all disiolved. i went into the bathroom and grabed a little piece of cotton.. rolled it up and droped it in the salution. drew up the shot and headed for the bathroom
i was nervse... i remember my hand was shaking because i had always dreamed about it. it was somthing i had been dreading and looking forward to.. my sister had ODed off this... it was like a right of passage for me... somthing that i had to beat for her.
i calmed myself down and undid my belt. i tied off and pulled back with my teath vains where easy to find.. im a vertual gold mine to this day. i had never shot up before or seen anyone shoot up... but i knew how... it was like i had done it 100's of times before. i slide the needle in and registered... in one try i had hit the vain... i took a breath and slowly slide the plunger down.. my body tempature started to raise as i pulled the needle out and untied.
10 seconds after injection i was a noticed my vision became clearer... i could see colors more vividly
13 seconds after injection everything sounded and felt electric itwas the most wonderful feelin in the world everything just felt so right.. i heard a buzzing off in the distence i had read about it but never experences it... i thought i had reached god i was feeling so good.
17 seconds after injection the buzzing had goten so load i coulda sworn a train was coming through the room... i felt like i had to use the bathroom but i dident want to ruin my trip... i could hold it in. i still felt on top of the world... i couldent really make out the words people where saying.. i could hear them but it sounded very distorted do to the drugs... noone was panicing tho... they all knew i was ok.
about a min in the buzzing started to die off... as it died away i felt as a new friend was leaving... but he would always be around to visit me later.. about 2 min after that the electric feelign was completely gone... i was still a little lifted but the high was fading...
about 7 min after injection i no longer noticed any effects. i looked down at my hand and it was shaking as its shaking now after typing this
i had found my new way of administering my drug of choice... my god save us all
--- writing this i felt as if i had shot up explaining it to you. i have stoped shooting powder after many Siezers happening in front of me.. you need to be careful... very careful... i may do a write up on shooting powder for you guys i havent decided if i can actualy do it. its hard enough talking about it--
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now we used to shoot cocaine alot... we are all sober now but i figured id post about a first experence... it still is one of the clearest memories in my mind
i got off work and decided today was the day. i drove to K-mart and walked up to the pharm. i grabed a 10 bag of 28 gadge 1/2inch 1CC syringes. i got home and dident even have to worry about scoring. in the old apartment we had stockpiles of powder. my roommate's and girlfriend where already skied out watching TV. i threw the bag at um and told um today was the day..
i opened a bottle of water i had laying out ((fresh distiled... later i would use tap)) placed the top upside down and knocked .1 of powder into the lid. drew some water up out of the bottle about 40 units and squirted it in. mixed the liquid around untill it was all disiolved. i went into the bathroom and grabed a little piece of cotton.. rolled it up and droped it in the salution. drew up the shot and headed for the bathroom
i was nervse... i remember my hand was shaking because i had always dreamed about it. it was somthing i had been dreading and looking forward to.. my sister had ODed off this... it was like a right of passage for me... somthing that i had to beat for her.
i calmed myself down and undid my belt. i tied off and pulled back with my teath vains where easy to find.. im a vertual gold mine to this day. i had never shot up before or seen anyone shoot up... but i knew how... it was like i had done it 100's of times before. i slide the needle in and registered... in one try i had hit the vain... i took a breath and slowly slide the plunger down.. my body tempature started to raise as i pulled the needle out and untied.
10 seconds after injection i was a noticed my vision became clearer... i could see colors more vividly
13 seconds after injection everything sounded and felt electric itwas the most wonderful feelin in the world everything just felt so right.. i heard a buzzing off in the distence i had read about it but never experences it... i thought i had reached god i was feeling so good.
17 seconds after injection the buzzing had goten so load i coulda sworn a train was coming through the room... i felt like i had to use the bathroom but i dident want to ruin my trip... i could hold it in. i still felt on top of the world... i couldent really make out the words people where saying.. i could hear them but it sounded very distorted do to the drugs... noone was panicing tho... they all knew i was ok.
about a min in the buzzing started to die off... as it died away i felt as a new friend was leaving... but he would always be around to visit me later.. about 2 min after that the electric feelign was completely gone... i was still a little lifted but the high was fading...
about 7 min after injection i no longer noticed any effects. i looked down at my hand and it was shaking as its shaking now after typing this
i had found my new way of administering my drug of choice... my god save us all
--- writing this i felt as if i had shot up explaining it to you. i have stoped shooting powder after many Siezers happening in front of me.. you need to be careful... very careful... i may do a write up on shooting powder for you guys i havent decided if i can actualy do it. its hard enough talking about it--
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