So even though I said I would stop IV'ing it, a friend came over with a 1/4 zip and we indulged in it quite heavily. He is a friend I met in 3rd grade, and I love doing some good coke with him and reminiscing about old times. I have IV'd in front of him once before long ago, but I didn't him to think that I had gone that way for good. Plus, insufflated is far more social, IMO. We are both nearly 30, so I suppose that is the age when reminiscing is about as good as it gets, with me having a wife at home and he having a wife and two daughters. It brought back fond memories that I miss, but still wouldn't trade my wife or current life for it.
The strange thing is that usually when insufflated, I know exactly when to stop...that heavy chest feeling, tightness of certain muscles, etc. I wasn't sweating, but it was cold outside (By Califoria standards anyway),
I felt hot, but had the chills. sweatshirt on was too hot, off was too cool. I also noticed that my junk had shriveled up like a scared turtle. I have never had this from coke. This wasn't from my usual 100% pure guy, he is currently in jail. It was still decent but I suspect it had lidocaine in it beause of the excessive numbing of the mouth, throat, and gums. Can too much lidocine cause shrinkage or wsas it something else? Didn't matter because my wife wasn't with me and surprisingly I am not a cheater. The scared turtule part of it reminded of pure mdma (which I get no reponse to, just mild sides, very strange.) I'm talking about that shriveled turtle that would'd hard if Angeline Jolie was lyign strpped in my bed waiting for me,
Fast forard to this evening. I had a busy work day and was thinking of blow, so when I got home, I decided to indulge, IV this time. I started slow,30mg, then 50, 60,and so on. Didn't get much from it. I took some tyrosine valium, and xanax to settle down and get online. I had it in grape fruit juice and it worked very quickly. I started gettig tired, so I figured what the hell,I;m going to shoot 130mg (I had worked up earlier, 50,60,70,80,etc)
It was only 7, so I wasn't ready to to bed.I loaded the pin I (I hear you guys call them rigs, my first exposure to them was pins,described by bodybiuders.), and proceeded to indulge in my favorite 'bad' activity. I love loading the pin, finding a nice juicy vein (I am a hobby weightifter, so I have some decent veins depending on what my diet has been like over the last couply days, and seeing the blood going into the syringe, then pushing the goodness into the bloostream. FINALLY....not at all near the first few times, but I got the bells ringing and the high lasted log.
I mentioned in my earlier posts that dose has to be played with carefully. 50mg of that pure put me on cloud nine. Both sessions after that were fun, but nothing like those first few times. It's the first few times that the high outweighs the physical feeling. The first good shots has the euphoria over rule the scary heat beats. It seemed that even after breaks, I had similar results. I wanted to ride the train again, like most of the first day.
I have taken long breaks from all rec drgs
I have taken pramipexole for a while
I began supplemeting tyosin, and i am not sure if it is helping. Sometimes seems bring it out, othe tims I feel it reduces tolerance.