faithless_life
Greenlighter
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- Nov 9, 2020
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Hello Friends,
I wanted to reach out and get some advice to see if anyone else has found SOME benefit from Cocaine.
I recently got access to some very good snow and started using daily with a few day breaks in between. 3.5g lasts me about 2 weeks, I don't use socially or to party, I use to improve work performance. Let me preface with saying I am in Tech, and am required to work daily with Project managers and nightly with international Dev resources. The first thing I noticed when using was my nightly focus and energy was great to keep me going and engaged. My mornings were filled with meetings that I participated in and spoke up more often. Shortly after, ideas and improvements started flowing from my thoughts more easily. Executing and developing these ideas were strong and I made tons of progress at work. I am about 2.5 months into my binge and am starting to notice the diminishing returns people speak of (detachment from friends and family, cravings, work ethic slowing down), so I know it is time to stop my love affair and move on. While this was a fun experiment, and I did see some benefits, it made me question why Cocaine helped me so much. Stims are good for ADHD I hear and I question if I may be undiagnosed for it because of how well I preformed on Cocaine. The other obvious factor is I was able to control my energy at will, which helped for my dual timezone work schedule. Many people claim Modafinil could be an alternative to aid with that. Anyway, wondered if anyone else had similar experience with Cocaine, and wanted to get some advice on moving off of it and where to turn to get similar benefits without straight up killing myself. Thanks!
I wanted to reach out and get some advice to see if anyone else has found SOME benefit from Cocaine.
I recently got access to some very good snow and started using daily with a few day breaks in between. 3.5g lasts me about 2 weeks, I don't use socially or to party, I use to improve work performance. Let me preface with saying I am in Tech, and am required to work daily with Project managers and nightly with international Dev resources. The first thing I noticed when using was my nightly focus and energy was great to keep me going and engaged. My mornings were filled with meetings that I participated in and spoke up more often. Shortly after, ideas and improvements started flowing from my thoughts more easily. Executing and developing these ideas were strong and I made tons of progress at work. I am about 2.5 months into my binge and am starting to notice the diminishing returns people speak of (detachment from friends and family, cravings, work ethic slowing down), so I know it is time to stop my love affair and move on. While this was a fun experiment, and I did see some benefits, it made me question why Cocaine helped me so much. Stims are good for ADHD I hear and I question if I may be undiagnosed for it because of how well I preformed on Cocaine. The other obvious factor is I was able to control my energy at will, which helped for my dual timezone work schedule. Many people claim Modafinil could be an alternative to aid with that. Anyway, wondered if anyone else had similar experience with Cocaine, and wanted to get some advice on moving off of it and where to turn to get similar benefits without straight up killing myself. Thanks!