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Cocaine -- First Time -- Faceplant

snaggle

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This isn't your average trip report for two reasons. First, while it doesn't stray too far from convention, it was written with entertainment in mind: yours and (especially) mine. As such, it may sound more like a story than you're used to. Don't worry, variety is always nice. Second, the experience I'm writing about is a little out of the ordinary. I haven't heard of any like it in connection with coke and so I think it's worthwhile for me to share with you all. I apologize in advance for any rambling--I'm still pretty blazed from earlier--and I hope you find this little anecdote interesting. So anyway let me get right to it, since I know how much you guys love reading about people doing drugs...

It was December of 2005 and I was home from school for the holidays. I didn't have any responsibilities so I was spending a lot of time kicking it with my old high school crew, getting fucked up as is our custom. A few of these kids had broadened their horizons, so to speak, since we'd last seen one another, and had begun experimenting with coke. "This is new" was my first impression; none of us did it back then and I'd never even seen the stuff in person before. Being a fan of drugs I was kind of interested in trying it at first, but due to a few factors (mostly the thought that I might like it--a lot--as well as the presence of my twin brother who did not really approve*) I decided that it was best to keep to my usual tricks of weed and booze. In the back of my mind I still thought it'd be cool to see for myself what coke is like, but reason and responsibility told me that I had better play it safe. This of course didn't keep me from putting some powder on my lips and mouth "just to check it out."

My no coke policy was going along fine for a few weeks until a friend's house party. The night started off normally with some quality smoking and drinking on my part, and as time wore on I predictably became more and more fucked up. I wasn't plastered, though I rarely am, but I was pretty decently drunk and high. At some point as the party was winding down I took a trip to the basement to use the John and ran into a few friends blowing lines off of a coffee table at the base of the stairs. They offered me one and since I was already feeling good and wondering where else it could go, I accepted--completely putting aside my sober thoughts on the subject.

I can't even really recall snorting the coke, through a shortened straw, I'm told, but I distinctly remember walking to the bathroom after taking my hit. It was just seconds later but I was already feeling a little bit more messed up, and for some reason I felt as though I should get off my feet. I decided not to piss as I had wanted to and opted instead to throw some water on my face, collect myself, and quickly return to the party. As I stepped out of the bathroom I immediately found myself kneeling on the ground a few feet in front of the door, my upper body collapsed onto a stereo and a pile of random crap. Thinking on my curious predicament I realized that I had momentarily blacked out hardcore as I left the bathroom, and had stumbled forward and fallen face first into the junk heap. I went from opening the door to being unconscious to opening my eyes on the floor that to me it felt like a movie cut. Needless to say I was pretty fucking surprised when I came to with my face pressed against a speaker, and it took me a minute to even lift my hands from my sides.

Someone pulled me up off the stereo and set me down on a couch, where I spent the next 10 or 15 minutes lounging with my eyes closed, pretty much overwhelmed by the coke. I was flushed, I could feel my heart beating fast and strong in my chest, and everything in the room sounded as if I was hearing it from underwater. I must not have looked so hot either because somebody grabbed me a coffee mug full of water, which I sipped slowly as I came down from the intense experience.

I definitely got an unexpected kick in the ass that night. I wasn't even that drunk, but anyway I guess I learned that blow and drink don't always get along too well. I haven't tried coke again since. Soon after the experience I thought it might be good to get geeked proper (I felt pretty gipped), but in a very weird coincidence I found out one of my relatives had recently gotten quite hooked on the stuff, so I backed off again. This time I think I'll be able to stay away from the elusive colombian yak--I'm pretty sure that for me it isn't worth it.

Sorry, that was a whole lot longer than I thought it would be.

*My brother doesn't control my actions (far from it) but doing coke would give him the ultimate leverage when it comes to dealing with our disagreements and our parents, who we still have to live with during the summer. I mean he wouldn't necessarily rat on me, unless I was hooked on something perhaps, but if you're not a twin you wouldn't understand the delicate power dynamic that can sometimes exist...
 
You had a panic attack. . .

It happens. You hyped it up in your head wayyy too much. I found coke to be extremely mild my first few times to touch it. Later, I found I began noticing the effects more and more as I could recognize them, and started to like them more and more...
 
snaggle said:
In the back of my mind I still thought it'd be cool to see for myself what coke is like, but reason and responsibility told me that I had better play it safe. " [/SIZE]

Ive been in that position so many times, and im glad i havent done coke yet .... will someday but now is not the time

nice report though ..... thumbs up for walking the line :)
 
^^ I think he means glad he hasn't tried it yet, because he's not ready.

You probably had some nasty cut up stuff with amphetamines and such in it.

How long was the line purported to be?
 
You mean the actual length of the line I did? As I said I can't really remember but my friends usually cut lines that are about this size:

ooooooooooooooooooooo
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Well I guess that looks right on my screen, haha. A little over two inches seems pretty accurate.
 
ToxicFerret said:
You probably had some nasty cut up stuff with amphetamines and such in it.

I think what he had was a pretty obvious panic attack, even though he was drunk. I've seen people have them on multiple occasions, and yes, sometimes even when drunk. A lot of people hype cocaine up to be way more than what it is if they have never tried it. What I mean here is that, don't get me wrong, I believe cocaine to be one of the worst drugs, but only because it is "deceptively good" (to borrow the title of another thread). Not because its effects are so damn powerful. I believe the effects are faint, and are aquired, in some sense (which do become more noticeable later), but the first few times, they are definately faint -- especially with a small line. However, hyping it up can bring panic to some people. I believe this is what happened here. That said, I don't think we can tell if it was cut badly or not.
 
Free, I don't think it was a panic attack... I haven't had one before so I wouldn't know what they're like but I wasn't really afraid or anxious during it, and it didn't build or anything like that--it just sort of happened out of the blue. My thoughts weren't racing; I just felt kind of "sick" and then I fell. It's a good hypothesis but my gut feeling is that it was more a physical reaction than a mental one, especially since I had forgotten about coke for a few weeks by the time this happened.
 
haha, i'm sorry you had a harsh time, but bless people who freely admit they klonked themselves out. go team! :D
 
freejroll said:
You had a panic attack. . .

It happens. You hyped it up in your head wayyy too much. I found coke to be extremely mild my first few times to touch it. Later, I found I began noticing the effects more and more as I could recognize them, and started to like them more and more...

I agree 100%..

Coke is very addictive and short-lived, the only time you should do it is when its for free.
 
Kastr0 said:
I agree 100%..

Coke is very addictive and short-lived, the only time you should do it is when its for free.

I know where you are coming from but i have to disagree. A lot of people should not try coke. Addictive peronalities, people with problems in their lives things like that.
 
coke gives me of one of those two effects you mentioned.. (shit that isn't loaded with amphetamines anyways) and that is that really really nice relaxed feeling.. were I can go lay in my bed for 10 minutes and nothing in the world could feel better.. It's a beautiful thing.. hell.. with this new coke dealer.. I don't even have comedowns that are bad... thank god as I'm out of benzos.. but yeah.. hallunications=not good.. you may want to not use it.. or if it only happened this time.. perhaps try to repeat the experience without the alcohol and see what happens.
 
Kastr0 said:
I agree 100%..

Coke is very addictive and short-lived, the only time you should do it is when its for free.

Word. And if you don't iv, your nose will fuck with you for a while after use. It usually ends up just spilling out blood soaking the straw I'm railing with and then it hurts for the rest of the day. I ended up doing two grams today and I'm still up and it's 8:04, now I can't get to sleep even after taking 6mg alzaporam. Damn, at least with opiates it doesn't kill your pockets and leave you looking for rocks you might've dropped on the carpet.

Oh, and if you're gonna fuck the white bitch. Make sure it's good coke and you ain't paying too much and keep some benzos on hand.
 
I found myself stealing stuff and pawning it for cocaine after using it for under a week every day.. after I pawned someone's TV I decided I shouldn't be doing coke anymore. This was when I was like 15 though and had only smoked weed. I think more than me loving cocaine it was a new drug to do at a time when I was fascinated by drugs.
 
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